If you're not happy with the way you respond when you're under pressure then I urge you to not accept things as 'this is just how they are' and instead look to re-purpose your weapon.
The spoken word below by Rudy Francisco really touched a chord with me. I hope you find value in it too.
Rudy Francisco

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