Anonymous says her marriage is toxic, she’s had enough of her husband’s antics and knows that she should end her marriage, but she’s struggling to actually leave. 

She says they have the public picture of the perfect marriage and that’s something that’s keeping her in the marriage. 

Another reason is because, despite knowing that he’ll never change, she continues to carry the hope that he’ll maybe change one day. 

She’s also struggling with idea of being single, as she doesn’t know how she’d be able to do this life thing without a partner.