In part two with Nikki G., she discusses more of the high-control groups she joined, the political project of the Seven Mountain Mandate that she was part of, the connection between biblical concepts of obedience and white supremacy, and how everyone joins cults, even if white people are the biggest group talking about it. Plus, the difference between “church hurt” and religious trauma.

SOURCES

Surviving the Black Church Podcast

Black Religious Trauma Recovery Network

Nikki G. Speaks

In part two with Nikki G., she discusses more of the high-control groups she joined, the political project of the Seven Mountain Mandate that she was part of, the connection between biblical concepts of obedience and white supremacy, and how everyone joins cults, even if white people are the biggest group talking about it. Plus, the difference between &ldquo;church hurt&rdquo; and religious trauma.
SOURCES
<a href="https://survivingtheblackchurch.buzzsprout.com/">Surviving the Black Church Podcast</a>
<a href="https://www.blackreligioustraumarecoverynetwork.com/">Black Religious Trauma Recovery Network</a>
<a href="https://www.nikkigspeaks.com/">Nikki G. Speaks</a>

Trust Me is a weekly interview podcast about cults, extreme belief, and the fine line between devotion and delusion—told through firsthand accounts from the people who lived it. Hosted by two women who’ve been in cults themselves, Lola Blanc and Meagan Elizabeth, the show features survivors from groups like Heaven’s Gate, the Manson Family, NXIVM, OneTaste and more–sharing personal stories of how they got in, how they got out, and everything in between.

Each week, they invite these guests alongside experts who can dive deep into seductive leaders, the darker aspects of organized religion, and the subtler shades of groupthink and the psychology of influence. Trust Me explores it all with unfiltered honesty, dark humor, and a lot of heart. This isn’t a sensationalized deep dive into cults—it’s a compassionate, first-person exploration of what it means to believe, to belong, and to break free. At the end of the day, wanting to believe in something bigger than yourself is one of the most human instincts there is.

Trust Me is a weekly interview podcast about cults, extreme belief, and the fine line between devotion and delusion&mdash;told through firsthand accounts from the people who lived it.&nbsp;Hosted by two women who&rsquo;ve been in cults themselves, Lola Blanc and Meagan Elizabeth, the show&nbsp;features survivors from groups like Heaven&rsquo;s Gate, the Manson Family, NXIVM, OneTaste and more&ndash;sharing personal stories of how they got in, how they got out, and everything in between.
Each week, they invite&nbsp;these guests&nbsp;alongside experts who can dive deep into seductive leaders, the darker aspects of organized religion, and the subtler shades of groupthink and the psychology of influence. Trust Me explores it all with unfiltered honesty, dark humor, and a lot of heart.&nbsp;This isn&rsquo;t a sensationalized deep dive into cults&mdash;it&rsquo;s a compassionate, first-person exploration of what it means to believe, to belong, and to break free.&nbsp;At the end of the day, wanting to believe in something bigger than yourself is one of the most human instincts there is.

Trust Me: Cults, Extreme Belief, and Manipulation

Nikki G, Part 2 - The Seven Mountain Mandate, “Church Hurt,” and Why Cults Aren’t Just a White People Problem

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This week, Nikki G., host of Surviving the Black Church and survivor of FIVE different high-control groups, discusses joining the first church on her cult-hopping journey, how she got initially pulled down the rabbit hole by conspiracy theories and the Book of Revelation, and the intensity and community that drew her to each group.

She tells the girls about her second and more radical group, IHOP (International House of Prayer), how she eventually learned the term “religious addiction,” and why the idea of “waiting for your Boaz,” or your perfect husband, can be so harmful for women in the church.

SOURCES

Surviving the Black Church Podcast

Black Religious Trauma Recovery Network

Nikki G. Speaks

 

This week, Nikki G., host of Surviving the Black Church and survivor of FIVE different high-control groups, discusses joining the first church on her cult-hopping journey, how she got initially pulled down the rabbit hole by conspiracy theories and the Book of Revelation, and the intensity and community that drew her to each group. She tells the girls about her second and more radical group, IHOP (International House of Prayer), how she eventually learned the term &ldquo;religious addiction,&rdquo; and why the idea of &ldquo;waiting for your Boaz,&rdquo; or your perfect husband, can be so harmful for women in the church.
SOURCES
<a href="https://survivingtheblackchurch.buzzsprout.com/">Surviving the Black Church Podcast</a>
<a href="https://www.blackreligioustraumarecoverynetwork.com/">Black Religious Trauma Recovery Network</a>
<a href="https://www.nikkigspeaks.com/">Nikki G. Speaks</a>
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Nikki G, Part 1 - Down the Rabbit Hole, Cult Hopping, and Surviving the Black Church

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This week, Lola and Meagan are joined by comic, actor, and author of Sure I’ll Join Your Cult, Maria Bamford. The girls discuss Maria’s childhood OCD, intrusive thoughts, and the ways those experiences primed her to seek support, structure, and belonging through a variety of groups later in life. They explore culty (but helpful!) aspects of 12 step programs like Debtors Anonymous and Al-Anon, along with the many other communities she’s loved and joined along the way.

Maria also shares her experience with eating disorders, going to treatment in her twenties, and the controversial Suzuki Method through which she learned violin as a child.

This week, Lola and Meagan are joined by comic, actor, and author of Sure I&rsquo;ll Join Your Cult, Maria Bamford. The girls discuss Maria&rsquo;s childhood OCD, intrusive thoughts, and the ways those experiences primed her to seek support, structure, and belonging through a variety of groups later in life. They explore culty (but helpful!) aspects of 12 step programs like Debtors Anonymous and Al-Anon, along with the many other communities she&rsquo;s loved and joined along the way. Maria also shares her experience with eating disorders, going to treatment in her twenties, and the controversial Suzuki Method through which she learned violin as a child.

Maria Bamford - 12 Step Programs, OCD, and How to Join Every Group

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This week is part 2 with Sarah Edmondson, NXIVM survivor, author, and host of A Little Bit Culty. The girls pick back up as Sarah goes deeper into the organization, eventually entering DOS and confronting the growing contradictions inside NXIVM. She’ll discuss the emotional grip of the group, the normalization of control, and the psychological unraveling that began once the cracks became impossible to ignore.

Sarah also opens up about loyalty, fear, cognitive dissonance, and the terrifying process of realizing the self-help system she devoted years to was built around manipulation. The conversation explores deconstruction in real time, what finally pushed her to question Keith Raniere, and how leaving meant rebuilding her entire sense of self.

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A Little Bit Culty

This week is&nbsp;part 2&nbsp;with&nbsp;Sarah&nbsp;Edmondson, NXIVM survivor, author, and host of A Little Bit Culty. The girls pick back up as&nbsp;Sarah&nbsp;goes deeper into the organization, eventually entering DOS and confronting the growing contradictions inside NXIVM. She&rsquo;ll discuss the emotional grip of the group, the normalization of control, and the psychological unraveling that began once the cracks became impossible to ignore.
Sarah&nbsp;also opens up about loyalty, fear, cognitive dissonance, and the terrifying process of realizing the self-help system she devoted years to was built around manipulation. The conversation explores deconstruction in real time, what finally pushed her to question Keith Raniere, and how leaving meant rebuilding her entire sense of self.
SOURCES<a href="https://alittlebitculty.com/" data-saferedirecturl="https://www.google.com/url?q=https://alittlebitculty.com/&amp;source=gmail&amp;ust=1780445236696000&amp;usg=AOvVaw1FEGOqPZTwkwZQ5ofcfr7v"></a>
<a href="https://alittlebitculty.com/" data-saferedirecturl="https://www.google.com/url?q=https://alittlebitculty.com/&amp;source=gmail&amp;ust=1780445236696000&amp;usg=AOvVaw1FEGOqPZTwkwZQ5ofcfr7v">A Little Bit Culty</a>

Sarah Edmondson, Part 2 - DOS, Disillusionment, and Leaving Keith Raniere

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Nikki G, Part 2 - The Seven Mountain Mandate, “Church Hurt,” and Why Cults Aren’t Just a White People Problem

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