Several years ago, Appalachian true crime podcaster Emily Nestor created the podcast Mile Marker 181, investigating the mysterious death of local Jaleayah Davis.
The podcast attracted millions of listeners, but Emily was confronted with a turn in the story - and faced telling her listeners that there may not be any murder or crime, at all.
Emily’s story is the basis for a new documentary, Citizen Sleuth, which is screening as part of this year's DocEdge festival.
Director Chris Kasick and Emily Nestor herself examined the ethical questions raised by true crime podcasts.
"A lot of people go into true crime, as content creators, with this idea of creating more content. And I think mine was a little bit backwards - and there are other people like that, where they really have a passion case, and it's not about making the content, it's about getting more eyes on the case."
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A few years ago, Emily Nestor was a true crime podcaster from the Appalachia region in the US, and she created a podcast called Mile Marker one eight one, investigating the mysterious death of a local, Julia Davis. The podcast was a hit with a growing audience in the millions, but then things started to go wrong. Despite her best intentions, Emily was confronted with a new truth, a turn in the story, and faced telling listeners that there may not be a murder or crime at all. Emily's story is the basis for a new documentary. It's called Citizen Sleuth. It is screening as part of this year's doc Edge Festival, and director of Citizen Sleuth Chris Cassock and Emily Nestor herself join me now. Good morning to the TOVIU.
Thank you for having us.
So.
Things didn't turn out how either of you anticipated in your endeavor, but in the process you've brought some really interesting ethical questions to light regarding true crime podcasts, which we all love. Maybe we could start with you and your story, Emily tell me how did you become a true crime podcaster?
Well, so, this case was always in the back of my mind because this happened in my hometown and it was well known within the community that this was sort of, you know, a questionable outcome. A lot of the community members believe to this day that this was a murder. So it wasn't that I sought out being a true crime podcaster. I just had always had a lot of questions about that case.
Why do you think we love true crime podcasts so much, Jimillie.
Well, I have a lot of opinions on that these days, but I think especially the demographic being white women, I think that this is kind of like a safe space for us to play with mortality and you know, our own mortality and death and violence. And I've thought about it a lot in the last year. You know, little boys often like play war, they play cowboys and Indians, you know, they play all these things that they kind of get to play with that concept of violence. But I don't think that that's always the case for little girls. I think a lot of adult women find themselves consuming true crime in that same like curious manner.
Emily, when you started telling this story through watching Chris's documentary, I absolutely felt your heart was in the right place, that your intentions were to genuinely find the truth and justice for Julia.
Right.
Yeah, you know, no good deed goes unpunished. I think it's obviously. I think, you know, my heart is in the right place. And I reflect on my experience in true crime sometimes and understand why it went so horribly wrong, because a lot of people go into true crime, you know, as content creators, with this idea of creating content, and I think mine was a little bit backwards, and there are other people like that where they really have a passion case and it's not about making the content. It's about getting more eyes on the case. It's about answering questions that still exist. It just, you know, I was very naive. Fortunately I've lost a bit of that since then, But yeah, I think that it just it's kind of one of those things for you know, it's a hard lesson to learn not to like meddle in other people's affairs, and especially when it involves the death of someone.
Chris, did you feel that way as well when you meet Emily?
I met Emily five six years ago. I started listening to her podcast. Twenty eighteen, Emily was in season one and it was one of these things of light lightning in a bottle where her mile marker won eighty one. Emily's podcast shot up the iTunes charts. Millions of people were listening. She was being promoted on some of the biggest true crime podcasts. And when I had met Emily in twenty nineteen, it was one of these characters. I talk about you as a character, Emily, and I know you're a real person, but it was one of these She was on a mission and she was passionate about it. It was a community story, and you know her podcast and the story and what the community thinks. It raises all of these questions about miscarriages of justice, murder, nepotism, racism. It was a perfect story for true crime. And as we started filming with Emily and twenty nineteen, and as she started investigating it, she started hitting dead ends and where her investigation was going. It wasn't leading to what the family of the victim was saying, it wasn't leading to what the community was saying. And suddenly we were in a situation where Emily was faced with the truth of what happened with Julia and after a thorough investigation that she had done through. But how you tell that to Julia's family, how you tell that to a true crime audience. That was something that cut me off guard of the dynamics of true crime and what an audience wants. And when you're doing a real time investigation, you have real time feedback. And Emily started getting harassed online by listeners and community members who wanted her to go deeper into this investigation and say things that weren't happening and to make leaps that weren't happening. And that ethical question was happening in real time with our film Citizen Salute. And I give Emily a lot of credit for allowing me and the filmmakers to film her through this very vulnerable process. And we didn't know exactly where this was headed. And it was a very dramatic conclusion in the ending where you see it in the film and it play out, and it's something that we couldn't have recreated. It was happening in front of us. And those are the best stories where you follow a journey and it goes And I give Emily a lot of credit for allowing us to film that journey.
You're so right, Chris, because I'm sure as a documentary maker there are there are times when you start projects and then you kind of go, actually, there isn't there isn't the act that we need to tell a story or what we need to follow this through, and that sort of unexpected twist. I suppose in following Emily must have did it sort of change obviously changed what you thought the film was going to be.
Yeah, And I mean there is a scene with the sheriff where Emily does to interview Sheriff Stevens of Wood County and he walks out of the interview. He didn't like the tough questions and he says to me and to Emily, you know you've lost the valuable resource. And in a small county like that, the sheriff wields a lot of power. I thought it was over, like I thought that we were just going to go home and that there wasn't any more to do. But Emily kept pushing. And then that's to Emily's credit, I didn't.
Have the same level of faith in sheriff's teams that.
Christin, who has has had to resign from multiple sexual assault allegations, But I didn't, you know, put as much faith in him as Kristen.
I thought it was over and that this then it started becoming how does Emily reveal us to the family? How does Emily reveal us to the audience? But that wasn't like a pressure cooker in the moment. It was to Emily, it was how do I get out of the city situation. I have a commitment for a podcast, I have an audience, I have a very active online community that's coming at her. How do you get out of that? And for me as a filmmaker, I'm filming this in real time. But this was difficult because nobody wants these worst moments film. But in a way I felt in it together. But the pressure was on Emily because she was in front of the camera and she was in front of the podcast. But I was you know, in the process, you have faith that the story will come through and that this, you know, the message of the film is larger. But in the moments of doing that, that was not clear. And that wasn't clear until almost like until we premiered at South By Southwest in twenty twenty three, when we saw the movie played out in real time, and it's like, Okay, I think these dots connect. I think the audience is taking away like going into a project like this, you don't think, like we're gonna do a film about the ethics of the true crime genre. That wasn't real when we started this. It was Emily for sure when she started it is we're going to solve a murder. And when that changes, Like that's the difference in ethics of like journalism and like people trying to tell real stories, is you don't go in with a preconceived notion of where this ends up. And so we went on the journey and that's a very painful process to not know what you're filming now know where her next episode is going to be and when she's doing it, and her audience is demanding real episodes, and it just turned into this high pressure path situation that played out over years live in front of audiences, and it turned into the film Citizen Sleuth. And I think we're both proud of the journey.
Yeah, thank you Emily for letting Chris continue to follow you, because I can imagine this was really hard and we watch you try to deal with that situation that difficult line between wanting to do the right thing and putting things right. But as Chris mentioned, you've become a podcast sensation. Is this pressure on you from your audience to keep providing these entertaining episod How did you deal.
With that.
Poorly? No, it was it wasn't so much I think for me about disappointing listeners that were that had found the podcast through other true crime podcasts and were involved in that community. I think the pressure for me was more disappointing my local community because this started very much as a local podcast, and you know, I was living an hour down the road in West Virginia when I started the podcast, and during the process of that, I actually moved back into the area of my hometown. So I was very much local, and the bulk of listeners came from my own area, and I knew, you know, I was going to go from hometown hero to really someone that they would shun out of the community. And I actually moved out of my area after ending the podcast. There was a lot of harassment, but I wasn't so much worried, you know, oh, what will people in true crime think of me? For me at a local it was more like, is my safety going to be at risk? And I knew, having dealt with the family, that there was going to be a large level of harassment, and I was, you know, kind of just anticipating the worst. And I actually think it's fair to say, you know, I knew it was going to be bad, but I actually underestimated how bad that would get.
Emily, what did you learn about people making this podcast? How easy is it to get this simple truth?
Well, I think you have to first, you know, you have to actually want to hear it. And I think at one point in the dock, you know, a lot of people think they want the truth, but they can't handle it when it comes to victims or decedents families, there is a level of denial and that's one of the stages of grief. And I think, you know, you can sort of expect a level of denial and grappling with the truth from families, But what I didn't expect from true crime consumers was and this is always a question I asked myself, is you know, why do people want this to be a homicide? Why do people prefer that there was a miscarriage of justice, that there was a cover up that there is someone who's been killed and no justice brought. Why is that an easier truth for them to accept rather than the truth about that situation, which is a really ugly one and it's very tragic, but they they somehow prefer the sensational story. Another thing I learned about people is just the power of projection, and I think that that's I've doubled down on that, having experienced, you know, screenings of the documentary and Q and a's. After the documentary, I had somebody reach out to me recently on social media with a lot of projections, and it's you know, when people consume true crime or this documentary, they're going to just make assumptions about other people's character. And I know that that happened to the people that were accused of murder for over a decade as well. So it's interesting to see what people project from their own, you know, internal life on to innocent people.
I was going to ask you, you know, if people do enjoy listening to true crime podcasts, what should they actually be asking themselves before listening to it or getting addicted to a podcast? Yeah, what would your advice be to lovers of true crime podcasts?
Well, I don't consume any true crime anymore, and I haven't for years, because once you see how the community behaves, how content is made, you know, there are people in true crime that don't even use their real name, you know, and they're acting in sort of a position of being a journalist. I don't know that there's any integrity in using a pseudonym when you're claiming to, you know, be telling truths or be a reporter of some sort. I think the biggest question that true crime consumers should ask themselves is, you know, there's this big conversation that's been happening for about two years. It became very, very trendy for content creators and true crime to start discussing ethics in true crime. And I've watched from a safe distance as they do that, and I think the bigger question they need to ask is is true crime ethical? Because I don't think there's necessarily any harm in consuming true crime.
But we'd be joking, you know, we'd.
Be kidding ourselves if we could say that true crime as a genre is in inherently like, you know, that it can be ethical. I think it's inherently.
Not.
You know, you're consuming stories about people's violent assaults, rapes, murders, the worst things that happen to people, and you know, we're doing it passively while we fold our laundry or you know, drink a glass of wine after work, while we you know, draw do a road trip, and you know, not that there's any harm, but we need to be a bit more self aware. You know, you're you're joking if you believe that there's a difference between ethical and you know, unethical true crime.
I know it took a lot of courage for you to put things right. So now how does it feel to if this documents she released around the world and you're having to recapt the story with people like me regally?
You know, honestly, I ten minutes before I hopped on, I was like, oh, this is you know I have. I had a friend that was well known for really large case and true crime, and we always talked about, oh, this is the thing we'll be known for is always the same case. And yeah, there was also a lot of stuff going out in my personal life during that time period that was really painful, some traumatic experiences as well. So I've seen the documentary three times. I have no interest in watching it again because I'm reliving a lot of other things and I'm still very much, you know, sort of a I joke that I'm a true crime pariah. Someone anonymously called me that once on Reddit, and I kind of have adopted that proudly because it's not a genre that I care if they if they like me or not. In fact, it's probably better if they don't. It might say something about my ethics. But yeah, it's it's painful every time.
Yeah, I can't thank you both enough then for taking that time to do that. I do really appreciate it. You made an incredible team, and I think you've You've made us well just think twice about the genre. So I really appreciate that. Thank you so much both for your time.
Thank you so much. I really appreciate it.
Citizens Sleuth is screening as part of the doc Eage Festival this week. For more information, doc Edge dot MZ.
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