What do you do when everything in your life looks “good”… but inside, something still feels off? In this raw, unscripted conversation, Ray Edwards and I talk honestly about depression, faith, aging, purpose, dopamine crashes, and the strange comfort of staying in a dark place—even when you know how to get out. This isn’t a how-to episode. There are no five steps. No hustle advice. No tidy answers. We talk about: - Why depression isn’t rational—and never has been - Feeling lost after success, stability, or “winning” - Faith, prayer, and why belief doesn’t make depression disappear - Dopamine cycles, Parkinson’s, medication, and real biology - Why we sometimes don’t want to do the things that help - Getting comfortable in the dark—and how connection breaks the spell If you’ve ever thought: “I don’t know why I feel this way… but I do.” This episode is for you. If something here resonates, you’re not alone—and you don’t have to figure it out by yourself. 🎧 Listen. 💬 Comment. 📩 Reach out. Sometimes the conversation is the medicine.