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"I’ve Thought God Has Hated Me Since I Was a Boy"

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Perry and Shawna

The Perry and Shawna Podcast: Real life conversations reminding you that you’re Abba’s child and that you’re blessed to be a blessing and loved to sha 
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As Shawna laid on her back in her sunroom, she allowed all her swirling thoughts to settle with the intention of just being with God – not reading her Bible or even praying – just being. Within moments she was overwhelmed by God’s love for her. God wants you to know how much He loves you.

CJ has absolutely hated himself since he was 7 years old. He recently asked God: Can you hear me? Is there a seat for me at your table? And will you please make it unmistakable when you answer these prayers? God made it very clear because He wants us to know how much He loves us!

Chris grew up in a dysfunctional family. While on vacation with his girlfriend’s family he was so uncomfortable with the love that flowed so freely between them. God Himself expressed His love to Chris through the mom in the family. God truly wants us to know that He loves us.

Once in a while God pulls back the curtain and shows us what he’s up to. That happened this week for Perry. He shared the story this week of helping out a troubled woman at Zeeland Hospital. Then yesterday Christine called. She had been prompted to listen to Perry and Shawna and when she clicked into the show Perry was sharing that story. Christine realized Perry was talking about her sister. And there’s more!

When Shawna moved from Arizona to Michigan she could see how this would be good for everyone in her family but her. “God, what am I here to do?” she asked. And she sensed God’s reply was, “What do you want to do?” As she thought about it she resolved that she wants to help others to live in love relationship with God knowing that He’s right here, right now – to make disciples. We are all called and commissioned to do just that.

Perry admits, “I am Edmund.” Edmund from The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe. Edmund betrayed his siblings to the White Witch of Narnia because of his lust for Turkish delight. Because of that, his life, and all of Narnia would be destroyed. That’s was the rule of the Deep Magic. But she didn’t know of a magic deeper still!

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