From Desperate Housewives to John Tucker Must Die, Jesse Metcalfe has lived life in the spotlight—and faced plenty of scrutiny. It’s nostalgia overload with these two as he sits down with Tori for a candid chat about being polarizing, launching his own skincare line (yes, that glow is the real deal), and a tuTORIal on botoxed balls.

They also cover reboots, staying in your lane as an actor, and why he’s never been married at 46. Plus, Jesse’s surprisingly relatable—and aspirational—McDonald’s order.

Tori doesn’t hold back with the questions, and Jesse doesn’t shy away from the truth. It’s full of the kind of honesty you only get on misSPELLING.