Jim Tilley is a former pastor with a PHD in clinical psychology. In this first of two broadcasts Jim shares his story, which includes watching his father videotape young women at a swimming pool in front of Jim's mother when Jim was 13, (his father, who was an elder of a church, ended up doing prison time) the lies that were implanted in Jim's heart at an early age, his struggles with the worship of women, porn and masturbation, 3 major depressive episodes... and his journey to finding Jesus and freedom.