In this episode of Untidy, we share our live chat with Hayley Holt. One of New Zealand's most well-known journalists and television hosts. Hayley’s recent book ‘Second Chances: Facing my demons and finding a better me’ shares the raw and honest story of her journey through alcoholism, finding sobriety, baby loss, and her unconventional love story.

Hayley sat down with us at our first-ever live Untidy podcast event in Warkworth, and talked about her early days of high-performance competition, discovering alcohol, why she got sober, and her difficult path to motherhood. 

Her surprising love story has a heartbreaking twist as she and her partner lost their baby far along in the pregnancy. She speaks about how tools she learned from Alcoholics Anonymous and therapy helped her through deep grief, and how it brought the family closer together. 

Now a mother to young, Raven, Hayley’s next goal is about making peace with where she’s at (if the Warkworth community doesn’t turn her into a local dance teacher first). 

Find Hayley’s book ‘Second Chances’ here and follow her on Instagram @theholtbolt.

Untidy podcast is about honouring the person within the parent. Follow the show and get in touch on Instagram @untidypodcast and visit Untidy podcast to join the mailing list for subscriber-only perks and early-bird tickets to the next event. 

Find Matilda at @matootles and get your copy of The Feel Good Guide. Find Hannah at @hannahedavison and her My Big Moments children’s books at @mybigmoments. Enter code UNTIDY at checkout for 10% off your order.
This Untidy episode is co-produced, edited, and hosted by the good folks at rova.

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In this episode of Untidy, we share our live chat with Hayley Holt. One of New Zealand's most well-known journalists and television hosts. Hayley’s recent book <a href="https://protect-au.mimecast.com/s/-EEhCJypVmIQM4YgcVcKRd?domain=paperplus.co.nz" data-saferedirecturl="https://www.google.com/url?q=https://protect-au.mimecast.com/s/-EEhCJypVmIQM4YgcVcKRd?domain%3Dpaperplus.co.nz&amp;source=gmail&amp;ust=1694141553366000&amp;usg=AOvVaw1TyAG1Szavn06fnvGSAvWI">‘Second Chances: Facing my demons and finding a better me’</a> shares the raw and honest story of her journey through alcoholism, finding sobriety, baby loss, and her unconventional love story.
Hayley sat down with us at our first-ever live Untidy podcast event in Warkworth, and talked about her early days of high-performance competition, discovering alcohol, why she got sober, and her difficult path to motherhood. 
Her surprising love story has a heartbreaking twist as she and her partner lost their baby far along in the pregnancy. She speaks about how tools she learned from Alcoholics Anonymous and therapy helped her through deep grief, and how it brought the family closer together. 
Now a mother to young, Raven, Hayley’s next goal is about making peace with where she’s at (if the Warkworth community doesn’t turn her into a local dance teacher first). 
Find Hayley’s book ‘Second Chances’ <a href="https://protect-au.mimecast.com/s/-EEhCJypVmIQM4YgcVcKRd?domain=paperplus.co.nz" data-saferedirecturl="https://www.google.com/url?q=https://protect-au.mimecast.com/s/-EEhCJypVmIQM4YgcVcKRd?domain%3Dpaperplus.co.nz&amp;source=gmail&amp;ust=1694141553366000&amp;usg=AOvVaw1TyAG1Szavn06fnvGSAvWI">here</a> and follow her on Instagram <a href="https://protect-au.mimecast.com/s/1ALkCK1qWnIrpAnZhvZfl0?domain=instagram.com/" data-saferedirecturl="https://www.google.com/url?q=https://protect-au.mimecast.com/s/1ALkCK1qWnIrpAnZhvZfl0?domain%3Dinstagram.com/&amp;source=gmail&amp;ust=1694141553366000&amp;usg=AOvVaw0nBUreXuF_HQXxDwE8Qj1y">@theholtbolt</a>.
Untidy podcast is about honouring the person within the parent. Follow the show and get in touch on Instagram <a href="https://protect-au.mimecast.com/s/K63VCL7rXoFY8o1luPUSqM?domain=instagram.com/" data-saferedirecturl="https://www.google.com/url?q=https://protect-au.mimecast.com/s/K63VCL7rXoFY8o1luPUSqM?domain%3Dinstagram.com/&amp;source=gmail&amp;ust=1694141553366000&amp;usg=AOvVaw12-Fd0XYhDQaCiwvTfA4iC">@untidypodcast</a> and visit <a href="https://protect-au.mimecast.com/s/1DIaCMwvYpI6moZvCWNn54?domain=untidypodcast.com/" data-saferedirecturl="https://www.google.com/url?q=https://protect-au.mimecast.com/s/1DIaCMwvYpI6moZvCWNn54?domain%3Duntidypodcast.com/&amp;source=gmail&amp;ust=1694141553366000&amp;usg=AOvVaw3Ijbe3bl-5YMwK52ikTESG">Untidy podcast</a> to join the mailing list for subscriber-only perks and early-bird tickets to the next event. 
Find Matilda at <a href="https://protect-au.mimecast.com/s/nS8JCNLwZqSMynBwuryWu2?domain=instagram.com/" data-saferedirecturl="https://www.google.com/url?q=https://protect-au.mimecast.com/s/nS8JCNLwZqSMynBwuryWu2?domain%3Dinstagram.com/&amp;source=gmail&amp;ust=1694141553366000&amp;usg=AOvVaw1TZkqjD7tf-aGsXHzVwDhg">@matootles</a> and get your copy of<a href="https://protect-au.mimecast.com/s/CrptCOMx1rI2QPKEi5O4OI?domain=whitcoulls.co.nz" data-saferedirecturl="https://www.google.com/url?q=https://protect-au.mimecast.com/s/CrptCOMx1rI2QPKEi5O4OI?domain%3Dwhitcoulls.co.nz&amp;source=gmail&amp;ust=1694141553366000&amp;usg=AOvVaw3LCIXSD-lWsUabcdEKdwHC"> The Feel Good Guide</a>. Find Hannah at <a href="https://protect-au.mimecast.com/s/CMtLCP7y2vF5VDxJuB540r?domain=instagram.com/" data-saferedirecturl="https://www.google.com/url?q=https://protect-au.mimecast.com/s/CMtLCP7y2vF5VDxJuB540r?domain%3Dinstagram.com/&amp;source=gmail&amp;ust=1694141553366000&amp;usg=AOvVaw0Dlyxhj8H82TWrEmHXwfXn">@hannahedavison</a> and her <a href="https://protect-au.mimecast.com/s/ouPECQnz3wCNZDWJtQCjck?domain=mybigmoments.com/" data-saferedirecturl="https://www.google.com/url?q=https://protect-au.mimecast.com/s/ouPECQnz3wCNZDWJtQCjck?domain%3Dmybigmoments.com/&amp;source=gmail&amp;ust=1694141553366000&amp;usg=AOvVaw3epoa0PihEcdJJ3hUipxHO">My Big Moments</a> children’s books at <a href="https://protect-au.mimecast.com/s/JwmdCROA4xHgZKLyuXeEYX?domain=instagram.com/" data-saferedirecturl="https://www.google.com/url?q=https://protect-au.mimecast.com/s/JwmdCROA4xHgZKLyuXeEYX?domain%3Dinstagram.com/&amp;source=gmail&amp;ust=1694141553366000&amp;usg=AOvVaw0bNfApRfuLy7qxcAvRzgsu">@mybigmoments</a>. Enter code UNTIDY at checkout for 10% off your order. This Untidy episode is co-produced, edited, and hosted by the good folks at <a href="https://protect-au.mimecast.com/s/Pup7CVAG8BHPQ4AztMfbQO?domain=rova.nz" data-saferedirecturl="https://www.google.com/url?q=https://protect-au.mimecast.com/s/Pup7CVAG8BHPQ4AztMfbQO?domain%3Drova.nz&amp;source=gmail&amp;ust=1694141553366000&amp;usg=AOvVaw1XLqgHMJQjpHcTN8EZ9kS7">rova</a>.
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Untidy podcast honours the person within the parent. Hosts, Matilda Green and Hannah Davison dive into the undergrowth of sex and relationships, mental health, healing, body issues, identity questions, and more with a range of guests. Connect, laugh, learn, and keep moving forward.

Follow the show and get in touch on Instagram @untidypodcast. Follow Matilda at @matootles and Hannah’s work at My Big Moments and @mybigmoments.

Untidy podcast honours the person within the parent. Hosts, Matilda Green and <a href="https://protect-au.mimecast.com/s/Ok7VCk8vJmiYQPVQi2AtaX?domain=instagram.com/" data-saferedirecturl="https://www.google.com/url?q=https://protect-au.mimecast.com/s/Ok7VCk8vJmiYQPVQi2AtaX?domain%3Dinstagram.com/&amp;source=gmail&amp;ust=1675464441664000&amp;usg=AOvVaw1DKy7jRTDAphDD3dx-D2Gy"> </a>Hannah Davison dive into the undergrowth of sex and relationships, mental health, healing, body issues, identity questions, and more with a range of guests. Connect, laugh, learn, and keep moving forward.
Follow the show and get in touch on Instagram <a href="https://protect-au.mimecast.com/s/gPe0ClxwKniOZjJZf9F_xq?domain=instagram.com/" data-saferedirecturl="https://www.google.com/url?q=https://protect-au.mimecast.com/s/gPe0ClxwKniOZjJZf9F_xq?domain%3Dinstagram.com/&amp;source=gmail&amp;ust=1675464441664000&amp;usg=AOvVaw2p1b-PpxuXkqHY51gECyy_">@untidypodcast</a>. Follow Matilda at <a href="https://protect-au.mimecast.com/s/lY5QCmOxLoH1n9wnfBN7bK?domain=instagram.com/" data-saferedirecturl="https://www.google.com/url?q=https://protect-au.mimecast.com/s/lY5QCmOxLoH1n9wnfBN7bK?domain%3Dinstagram.com/&amp;source=gmail&amp;ust=1675464441664000&amp;usg=AOvVaw0gyme0c8n03X-ccHQmeYmp">@matootles</a> and Hannah’s work at <a href="https://protect-au.mimecast.com/s/AzX4CnxyMpilok0oSZYS8y?domain=mybigmoments.com/" data-saferedirecturl="https://www.google.com/url?q=https://protect-au.mimecast.com/s/AzX4CnxyMpilok0oSZYS8y?domain%3Dmybigmoments.com/&amp;source=gmail&amp;ust=1675464441664000&amp;usg=AOvVaw3Hoedi4I1XnrDPNsZmF-Pk">My Big Moments</a> and <a href="https://protect-au.mimecast.com/s/vAFMCoVzNqHlzQNzSOYT4O?domain=instagram.com/" data-saferedirecturl="https://www.google.com/url?q=https://protect-au.mimecast.com/s/vAFMCoVzNqHlzQNzSOYT4O?domain%3Dinstagram.com/&amp;source=gmail&amp;ust=1675464441664000&amp;usg=AOvVaw0YUZ5BLmOIFNiPh5RKpJIy">@mybigmoments</a>.