From the outside it looks like Rachel Thaiday has it all. A qualified personal trainer, with 2 successful podcasts and married to ex Broncos and Queensland rugby league player Sam Thaiday. In this episode Rachel opens up about the crippling post natal depression she suffered and the continued guilt she feels over it today.

My eating disorder was so tough I decided I would die at 18
33:06

Our sister was too young to die
23:54

My husband has stage 4 brain cancer but is determined not to leave yet
44:52