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Here's Nikki here.

Here's Nikki here.

I am hello, it's Nikki. What a little bop that is that that Anya wrote?

I am hello, it's Nikki. What a little bop that is that that Anya wrote?

I don't appreciate it enough.

I don't appreciate it enough.

What a do you do?

What a do you do?

What a genius she is?

What a genius she is?

I appreciate it.

I appreciate it.

Yeah, Taylor's here, Brian's here, Noah's here.

Yeah, Taylor's here, Brian's here, Noah's here.

What's up?

What's up?

Everyone?

Everyone?

Welcome to the show. Yeah, Anya just like busts out. She she's in the songwriting group, so she writes songs every single week.

Welcome to the show. Yeah, Anya just like busts out. She she's in the songwriting group, so she writes songs every single week.

They get like a prompt we should do it for.

They get like a prompt we should do it for.

For comedians, Brian, where you have like a word or two and you have to write a joke around it.

For comedians, Brian, where you have like a word or two and you have to write a joke around it.

I used to do that back in the day, and it's just it doesn't work. It's not productive. I used to call it the five by five And there was some pretty pretty good names in this five by five group.

I used to do that back in the day, and it's just it doesn't work. It's not productive. I used to call it the five by five And there was some pretty pretty good names in this five by five group.

Okay, and.

Okay, and.

Let me let's name some names. This is like the Epstein list.

Let me let's name some names. This is like the Epstein list.

Bill Clinton.

Bill Clinton.

Released yea and Vid Copperfield's talking about him being on that list.

Released yea and Vid Copperfield's talking about him being on that list.

I know, disappear. Yeah, that same joke opposite in.

I know, disappear. Yeah, that same joke opposite in.

I didn't make the joke because I've made it so many times. Every time it comes up, I go, oh, it must not be that good. You can't make.

I didn't make the joke because I've made it so many times. Every time it comes up, I go, oh, it must not be that good. You can't make.

I thought I was clever, but no, though Michelle Wolfe was on the five by five Alice Wetterland from Silicon Valley Matt Coff, who is a writer for The Daily Show.

I thought I was clever, but no, though Michelle Wolfe was on the five by five Alice Wetterland from Silicon Valley Matt Coff, who is a writer for The Daily Show.

For these are great names, Michelle wolf can I just bookmark really quick and just slide in and say she was the first person I ever knew who had to quit froyo.

For these are great names, Michelle wolf can I just bookmark really quick and just slide in and say she was the first person I ever knew who had to quit froyo.

Because I have a Froyo is an addiction.

Because I have a Froyo is an addiction.

Anya has been addicted to it before I've been addicted to it. It's been like the only thing I eat all day. I'll eat it for every meal, Like I've gone through stages in my life where it's the only thing. And she was the first person who we used to Michelle and I used to go get froyo together. That was like our thing. And she was the first person to be like, oh, yeah, I don't I don't eat that anymore. And I was just like wait what. She's like, well, we can go do something else. But I was like, how, what do you mean you don't eat anymore? Like this is it's twelve hands wait, sixteen handles. Yeah, that was the name of the place in New York, sixteen Handles that was our thing, but she quit it and I really respected that, and I.

Anya has been addicted to it before I've been addicted to it. It's been like the only thing I eat all day. I'll eat it for every meal, Like I've gone through stages in my life where it's the only thing. And she was the first person who we used to Michelle and I used to go get froyo together. That was like our thing. And she was the first person to be like, oh, yeah, I don't I don't eat that anymore. And I was just like wait what. She's like, well, we can go do something else. But I was like, how, what do you mean you don't eat anymore? Like this is it's twelve hands wait, sixteen handles. Yeah, that was the name of the place in New York, sixteen Handles that was our thing, but she quit it and I really respected that, and I.

Also respect.

Also respect.

As you think it is no it.

As you think it is no it.

It is in moderation, but if you're eating it constantly and it's all you eat it, it's it can be like you know, lowly caloric, but it's not good for you to only eat that.

It is in moderation, but if you're eating it constantly and it's all you eat it, it's it can be like you know, lowly caloric, but it's not good for you to only eat that.

Do you remember the topics you put on it? Do you have?

Do you remember the topics you put on it? Do you have?

Like I just like sprinkles and rice crispies and coconut would be my ideal, But if I was trying to be anorexic, it would be rice crispies and then sprinkles.

Like I just like sprinkles and rice crispies and coconut would be my ideal, But if I was trying to be anorexic, it would be rice crispies and then sprinkles.

I got really into.

I got really into.

But then you get obsessed with the sugar and you go, I can't have any sugar and there's no like sugar free sprinkles. It's all it's yeah, it's it's not good. Now I avoid I don't crave fro you.

But then you get obsessed with the sugar and you go, I can't have any sugar and there's no like sugar free sprinkles. It's all it's yeah, it's it's not good. Now I avoid I don't crave fro you.

Like I used to. But it used to be. Oh, remember I'm not safe.

Like I used to. But it used to be. Oh, remember I'm not safe.

Like that's when you know you have an eating disorder when everyone knows about it and everyone like everyone is just operating around it and everyone normalizes it. Like no one's like, Nikki, this is.

Like that's when you know you have an eating disorder when everyone knows about it and everyone like everyone is just operating around it and everyone normalizes it. Like no one's like, Nikki, this is.

All you eat.

All you eat.

They're like, go get your time again, because I was the boss on that show, so everyone sure, I'm sure everyone's whispering about like this is not normal, but like it was just it was just so.

They're like, go get your time again, because I was the boss on that show, so everyone sure, I'm sure everyone's whispering about like this is not normal, but like it was just it was just so.

It was like Nikki, you go get your meat balls. I think I'd be a little more embarrassing.

It was like Nikki, you go get your meat balls. I think I'd be a little more embarrassing.

Or your one carrot or something that was saddening.

Or your one carrot or something that was saddening.

That one's hard to do, the carrot one when you're not eating that one's hard to like operate with and like have a full life to like get away with not eating around people.

That one's hard to do, the carrot one when you're not eating that one's hard to like operate with and like have a full life to like get away with not eating around people.

But yeah, when you when you can lean into it, like.

But yeah, when you when you can lean into it, like.

I'm just a froio. And I remember I remember Tim Convey, Chris's brother, made a joke that the size contained that I get for froyo is like if you flipped it over, it would be like what like lion tamers.

I'm just a froio. And I remember I remember Tim Convey, Chris's brother, made a joke that the size contained that I get for froyo is like if you flipped it over, it would be like what like lion tamers.

That's what I was gonna say with a bearwood.

That's what I was gonna say with a bearwood.

Damn shit it was. And I remember I cried secretly to Chris about it, being like to made a joke about my froyo, and like Chris was like, why are you crying? Like we always make jokes about your froyo. But it's like he didn't know the under like all of the bullshit underneath all the shame of like this is the only thing I eat and like it. It just sucks when you're thing that you are addicted to that's ruining your life. No one notices it because it's like a big joke or whatever, you know, like it's just so and you do it to yourself. It's no one else's fault. But you don't really do it yourself because there's no free will. But go back to your the.

Damn shit it was. And I remember I cried secretly to Chris about it, being like to made a joke about my froyo, and like Chris was like, why are you crying? Like we always make jokes about your froyo. But it's like he didn't know the under like all of the bullshit underneath all the shame of like this is the only thing I eat and like it. It just sucks when you're thing that you are addicted to that's ruining your life. No one notices it because it's like a big joke or whatever, you know, like it's just so and you do it to yourself. It's no one else's fault. But you don't really do it yourself because there's no free will. But go back to your the.

Joke group taking the bookmark out yeaokmark.

Joke group taking the bookmark out yeaokmark.

Yeah.

Yeah.

So it's called five by five because we would do five jokes every week. I don't remember if it was every week or every day, but that's why it's called five by Oh five jokes every day for five days a week, so Monday through Friday.

So it's called five by five because we would do five jokes every week. I don't remember if it was every week or every day, but that's why it's called five by Oh five jokes every day for five days a week, so Monday through Friday.

Oh that's a lot though.

Oh that's a lot though.

It could just be premises.

It could just be premises.

It could and then we toss things out and we'd all reply to each other and discuss like, oh, that premise is really good, or here's a text is it a text chain? It was email? Oh, okay, an email, and it was I don't think it got you thinking about jokes. But other than that, I don't think it really helped anybody all that much. It was just like, oh, I gotta do the five by five, and then you would just poop out some shit joke like what if dogs could talk?

It could and then we toss things out and we'd all reply to each other and discuss like, oh, that premise is really good, or here's a text is it a text chain? It was email? Oh, okay, an email, and it was I don't think it got you thinking about jokes. But other than that, I don't think it really helped anybody all that much. It was just like, oh, I gotta do the five by five, and then you would just poop out some shit joke like what if dogs could talk?

And it's just like that be good at it. I think I would.

And it's just like that be good at it. I think I would.

I think I would operate well in this. I think I want to do the five by five.

I think I would operate well in this. I think I want to do the five by five.

I think I'm gonna So who would be in your five by five?

I think I'm gonna So who would be in your five by five?

Which I think you are like people who I'm not embarrassed to be unfunny around, because that's the thing is, you're going to be in funny. But I also want people who I respect comedically, who I know respect me, and so I have to keep that respect up. Like I learned yesterday my voice lesson. I was playing this new song that I'm working on and he was like, this is really interesting, Like he was like laughing at the lyrics. He was just he's always bowled over by like the songs I bring in because he's just like, what is she saying in this one? Like Taylor Swift lyrics. I'll just be like, wait, what are we talking about? So the song I did was by the Mountain Goats and I love it. It's called No Children. Have you ever heard it? It's just like this really upbeat song, but it's really about a couple like breaking up and how they want to stay together, but they're also like they hate each other and it's just but it's all done. I love the paradox of like a happy song and it's so dark, and so the chorus is like I hope you die. I hope we both die, and it's just all about just hoping the person dies but also wanting to stay with them and like I hope we I hope we hang on past the last exit. I hope it's already too late. So it's like I hope we hang on, but I also hope, like we're doomed and it's starty too late.

Which I think you are like people who I'm not embarrassed to be unfunny around, because that's the thing is, you're going to be in funny. But I also want people who I respect comedically, who I know respect me, and so I have to keep that respect up. Like I learned yesterday my voice lesson. I was playing this new song that I'm working on and he was like, this is really interesting, Like he was like laughing at the lyrics. He was just he's always bowled over by like the songs I bring in because he's just like, what is she saying in this one? Like Taylor Swift lyrics. I'll just be like, wait, what are we talking about? So the song I did was by the Mountain Goats and I love it. It's called No Children. Have you ever heard it? It's just like this really upbeat song, but it's really about a couple like breaking up and how they want to stay together, but they're also like they hate each other and it's just but it's all done. I love the paradox of like a happy song and it's so dark, and so the chorus is like I hope you die. I hope we both die, and it's just all about just hoping the person dies but also wanting to stay with them and like I hope we I hope we hang on past the last exit. I hope it's already too late. So it's like I hope we hang on, but I also hope, like we're doomed and it's starty too late.

So it's just this juxtaposition.

So it's just this juxtaposition.

Anyway, I sing the whole song and he goes, He's just like, oh, every time you sing, like I went through it two times, and he goes, every time you play it, like I keep hearing new things. This is this song is bonkers, and so he's like, I need to record this. So he's like, I want to record you. He was like, I gotta play this for Angela, his wife.

Anyway, I sing the whole song and he goes, He's just like, oh, every time you sing, like I went through it two times, and he goes, every time you play it, like I keep hearing new things. This is this song is bonkers, and so he's like, I need to record this. So he's like, I want to record you. He was like, I gotta play this for Angela, his wife.

Later it's like I gotta play this for a Laric. She's gonna love these lyrics. This is crazy.

Later it's like I gotta play this for a Laric. She's gonna love these lyrics. This is crazy.

So he records it and then suddenly I'm like, really much better, like because he's recording it, and then he goes, then I kind of fucked up, But then I go, can we do it again? I record it again and it's even better, and then I fuck and I go, let me try to get one more time, and he at the end of it, he's like, I think I just stumbled onto something with you. When you are forced to perform and like it's going to be record, you step it up more so than just in front of me. And I was like, Yeah, I think that that needs to I need to implement that more in my life to have results of like the pressure, which you know is not a new concept whatsoever, but that's I think the five by five might work for me.

So he records it and then suddenly I'm like, really much better, like because he's recording it, and then he goes, then I kind of fucked up, But then I go, can we do it again? I record it again and it's even better, and then I fuck and I go, let me try to get one more time, and he at the end of it, he's like, I think I just stumbled onto something with you. When you are forced to perform and like it's going to be record, you step it up more so than just in front of me. And I was like, Yeah, I think that that needs to I need to implement that more in my life to have results of like the pressure, which you know is not a new concept whatsoever, but that's I think the five by five might work for me.

Can I add an idea to five by five?

Can I add an idea to five by five?

Yeah?

Yeah?

Why don't you guys give yourself an end date so that no one feels guilty about dropping out and more people want to participate because there's.

Why don't you guys give yourself an end date so that no one feels guilty about dropping out and more people want to participate because there's.

A dry catuary or something you do like February.

A dry catuary or something you do like February.

I kind of like the idea of if you don't do it, then you're out of the group. That's what Anya's group is like. If she doesn't turn in a song, you get kicked out. I'm sure there's ever not forever, but like you got to really earn your way back in and be like, I'm really gonna stick with this because it's not this isn't just everyone has to that keeps it honest.

I kind of like the idea of if you don't do it, then you're out of the group. That's what Anya's group is like. If she doesn't turn in a song, you get kicked out. I'm sure there's ever not forever, but like you got to really earn your way back in and be like, I'm really gonna stick with this because it's not this isn't just everyone has to that keeps it honest.

So that you have to turn in crap if crap is all you have, that's the.

So that you have to turn in crap if crap is all you have, that's the.

Whole point of it. Yes, you don't do it then.

Whole point of it. Yes, you don't do it then.

And there's an excuse for turning in crap because you're like, I had to turn in something or else I get kicked in the group.

And there's an excuse for turning in crap because you're like, I had to turn in something or else I get kicked in the group.

So you have like a little fallback.

So you have like a little fallback.

So I kind of like that idea of like you can miss two weeks or whatever it is, but then you're out. I kind of like that maybe yeah, but also having a being able.

So I kind of like that idea of like you can miss two weeks or whatever it is, but then you're out. I kind of like that maybe yeah, but also having a being able.

To but a song is so much harder. I mean I could think of a thousand jokes a day and just.

To but a song is so much harder. I mean I could think of a thousand jokes a day and just.

To come up with that.

To come up with that.

Oh yeah. I mean they might not be good, but I think.

Oh yeah. I mean they might not be good, but I think.

I think songwriters if I was trying to Conny Taylor is okay.

I think songwriters if I was trying to Conny Taylor is okay.

Look in my notebook, I write, I have a note Will you give me such a media?

Look in my notebook, I write, I have a note Will you give me such a media?

I'm not just why.

I'm not just why.

What are you doing.

What are you doing.

What do they pitch you joke?

What do they pitch you joke?

I say it, Yeah, you just like write you go, I think you can make a joke about this, and then like I would pay you for that stuff.

I say it, Yeah, you just like write you go, I think you can make a joke about this, and then like I would pay you for that stuff.

Okay, I get out my dictionary.

Okay, I get out my dictionary.

Yeah, you gotta do. You should pitch me some jokes on the podcast.

Yeah, you gotta do. You should pitch me some jokes on the podcast.

I'll bring it.

I'll bring it.

That would be so fun. Yeah, because I would love something.

That would be so fun. Yeah, because I would love something.

I just sometimes I don't think how much one thousand is.

I just sometimes I don't think how much one thousand is.

I mean, that is so.

I mean, that is so.

Okay, that's obviously I.

Okay, that's obviously I.

Think.

Think.

Yeah, the joke is.

Yeah, the joke is.

I'm a wire was just being exaggerated a hundred.

I'm a wire was just being exaggerated a hundred.

I could do it.

I could do it.

I could see they might be stupid, and then I wouldn't have for the next day.

I could see they might be stupid, and then I wouldn't have for the next day.

I think it's similar.

I think it's similar.

The only thing about jokes is that songs have to have a verse chorus like sometimes pree chorus bridge, like it just has so many parts to it.

The only thing about jokes is that songs have to have a verse chorus like sometimes pree chorus bridge, like it just has so many parts to it.

Yeah, I mean, I guess you can write a little jingle.

Yeah, I mean, I guess you can write a little jingle.

He can write jack.

He can write jack.

But I asked Anya, like, do you have to turn in? Do you have to turn in like a whole song, And she was like, no, sometimes my song's only two minute songs. I don't really know what that means, but like sometimes she writes shorter songs.

But I asked Anya, like, do you have to turn in? Do you have to turn in like a whole song, And she was like, no, sometimes my song's only two minute songs. I don't really know what that means, but like sometimes she writes shorter songs.

Good songs are only two minutes. Yeah, I mean Eric Clapton really is the master of that?

Good songs are only two minutes. Yeah, I mean Eric Clapton really is the master of that?

What Jimmy really?

What Jimmy really?

Eric Clapton is the master of yeah songs?

Eric Clapton is the master of yeah songs?

Yeah, I didn't know name.

Yeah, I didn't know name.

Okay, Yeah, there's no rule, Tom Petty really except that, yeah, I have to write a song.

Okay, Yeah, there's no rule, Tom Petty really except that, yeah, I have to write a song.

It's only those who want the rules that truly succeed is what I'm finding.

It's only those who want the rules that truly succeed is what I'm finding.

Yet to bend to the rules.

Yet to bend to the rules.

No, yeah, people who this is this is like the theme of Fargo in the first season of Fargo, where it's like the main character is following all the rules and he's not succeeding, and Billy Bob Thornton's character is breaking the rules and getting to do whatever he wants.

No, yeah, people who this is this is like the theme of Fargo in the first season of Fargo, where it's like the main character is following all the rules and he's not succeeding, and Billy Bob Thornton's character is breaking the rules and getting to do whatever he wants.

And that's the question.

And that's the question.

It's like, do you if you follow all the rules, will you just become this like weak little uh person who's taken advantage of And if you break the rules just enough with a good moral compass, you wind up succeeding. This is why people who are narcissists, they just steamroll and become the precess.

It's like, do you if you follow all the rules, will you just become this like weak little uh person who's taken advantage of And if you break the rules just enough with a good moral compass, you wind up succeeding. This is why people who are narcissists, they just steamroll and become the precess.

They don't have that self doubt. Yes, yeah, it's true. It's kind of goes into this. Did you see that clip going around some a best. He sent it to me and said, I think you've referenced this, but you didn't know who it was, but I believe I don't know whatever it is is. It was Rick Rubin talking to Oh, I.

They don't have that self doubt. Yes, yeah, it's true. It's kind of goes into this. Did you see that clip going around some a best. He sent it to me and said, I think you've referenced this, but you didn't know who it was, but I believe I don't know whatever it is is. It was Rick Rubin talking to Oh, I.

Sent it to you.

Sent it to you.

You sent it to me to a bunch of people, did too, like or you did? And then another person and then this other person said, I think this is who you're referencing. But it was Rick Rubin talking about how you are not supposed to make art for the audience. You supposed to make it for yourself, and then that will be you don't you shouldn't care what the audience thinks. And then I sent it to Chris and was like, what are you think about this? Because I think Chris is more of the mindset of like there's a little of both, like I because there's some jokes in my special where I'm like, I like this a lot and it makes me laugh, but like it didn't do well. I tested it many times. It's not like I just asd it that night it did do well, Like it hasn't done well? Ever?

You sent it to me to a bunch of people, did too, like or you did? And then another person and then this other person said, I think this is who you're referencing. But it was Rick Rubin talking about how you are not supposed to make art for the audience. You supposed to make it for yourself, and then that will be you don't you shouldn't care what the audience thinks. And then I sent it to Chris and was like, what are you think about this? Because I think Chris is more of the mindset of like there's a little of both, like I because there's some jokes in my special where I'm like, I like this a lot and it makes me laugh, but like it didn't do well. I tested it many times. It's not like I just asd it that night it did do well, Like it hasn't done well? Ever?

Do I keep it because it brings me joy?

Do I keep it because it brings me joy?

Like, clearly it's not an the and the audience is what you that's how you make money, and you should be pleasing them. So I'm kind of I don't know how to feel about that.

Like, clearly it's not an the and the audience is what you that's how you make money, and you should be pleasing them. So I'm kind of I don't know how to feel about that.

And only art you can push it till it's too far. Like if someone makes a short film and it's just it's their ultimate artistic expression, but you watch it and it's just like, this makes no fucking sense.

And only art you can push it till it's too far. Like if someone makes a short film and it's just it's their ultimate artistic expression, but you watch it and it's just like, this makes no fucking sense.

It's just a bunch of colors and shapes and.

It's just a bunch of colors and shapes and.

There's no dialogue, and it's like, yeah, now you're just being obnoxious and pretentious.

There's no dialogue, and it's like, yeah, now you're just being obnoxious and pretentious.

But that's your interpret that's what Rick Rubin was saying.

But that's your interpret that's what Rick Rubin was saying.

That's everyone's interpretation.

That's everyone's interpretation.

No, everybody, there's someone out there who will like it.

No, everybody, there's someone out there who will like it.

And there's more than one person.

And there's more than one person.

Yeah, the odds person audience will find you.

Yeah, the odds person audience will find you.

Fine, that audience, the audience finds you, and then you have four total fans.

Fine, that audience, the audience finds you, and then you have four total fans.

Yeah you're There's been so many times where I've thought something is so shitty, and I go, this person is so proud of themselves for making this choice, and it's the wrong choice because it's just even and I'm talking about myself, Like watching this edit for my special which I just finished doing, the I think the final edit on Brian you.

Yeah you're There's been so many times where I've thought something is so shitty, and I go, this person is so proud of themselves for making this choice, and it's the wrong choice because it's just even and I'm talking about myself, Like watching this edit for my special which I just finished doing, the I think the final edit on Brian you.

You gave notes on it too. Thank you so much, Brian.

You gave notes on it too. Thank you so much, Brian.

I just watched it. Can I just say it is great? Yeah, it came out better than I thought it was gonna Me too.

I just watched it. Can I just say it is great? Yeah, it came out better than I thought it was gonna Me too.

Me too tight. It's tight.

Me too tight. It's tight.

Yeah, the edit was and it looks amazing.

Yeah, the edit was and it looks amazing.

The edit's really good because we tightened it up. And I mean both shows were amazing, and they would be so nice to have so much more time and fill it up with all the jokes. But do release we made it cuts? No, not yet, but hopefully soon. I'll tell you as soon as I know for sure. But in watching there were parts of it that I was so frustrated with yesterday. I like, I finished the edit this morning. I woke up really early because yesterday I tempted it and I got so bummed out because like, at the top of the show, I just was making some choices with my performance that I'm just like, why did you do that? Why are you being kid like? I made some choices where I'd like, I think because.

The edit's really good because we tightened it up. And I mean both shows were amazing, and they would be so nice to have so much more time and fill it up with all the jokes. But do release we made it cuts? No, not yet, but hopefully soon. I'll tell you as soon as I know for sure. But in watching there were parts of it that I was so frustrated with yesterday. I like, I finished the edit this morning. I woke up really early because yesterday I tempted it and I got so bummed out because like, at the top of the show, I just was making some choices with my performance that I'm just like, why did you do that? Why are you being kid like? I made some choices where I'd like, I think because.

I was so overwhelmed.

I was so overwhelmed.

I literally almost cried when I walked out because the audience was clapping so much and so enthusiastic. I've never become emotional from a crowd in my whole life, and there's been amazing crowds, but for some reason, that one would like hit me like a fucking wall and I almost cried. So then I had to like go to a place where I was like turn off feelings, and so it kind of made the start of the show for me to be I seem pretty callous because I'm not smiling a lot because I'm trying to. I had to shut that off right before I began, because I was just like, Jesus Christ, you guys, like I haven't even talked yet, You're making me cry without you like love me, And so I had to turn that off. And then when I go into my jokes, I'm not like smiling as much as I usually smile during these jokes, so they just seem psychopathic. So I was so mad at myself. I'm like, why why are you so cool? Like I'm giving a special, I'm not gonna smile. And then I realized you did it because you were preserving. You didn't want to give, like you were trying your best. Girl, You're just trying your best, and you didn't do it the way you should have, and you give anything to do it. Again, but you can't. And the idea, the fact that I know I fucked up is something.

I literally almost cried when I walked out because the audience was clapping so much and so enthusiastic. I've never become emotional from a crowd in my whole life, and there's been amazing crowds, but for some reason, that one would like hit me like a fucking wall and I almost cried. So then I had to like go to a place where I was like turn off feelings, and so it kind of made the start of the show for me to be I seem pretty callous because I'm not smiling a lot because I'm trying to. I had to shut that off right before I began, because I was just like, Jesus Christ, you guys, like I haven't even talked yet, You're making me cry without you like love me, And so I had to turn that off. And then when I go into my jokes, I'm not like smiling as much as I usually smile during these jokes, so they just seem psychopathic. So I was so mad at myself. I'm like, why why are you so cool? Like I'm giving a special, I'm not gonna smile. And then I realized you did it because you were preserving. You didn't want to give, like you were trying your best. Girl, You're just trying your best, and you didn't do it the way you should have, and you give anything to do it. Again, but you can't. And the idea, the fact that I know I fucked up is something.

I didn't notice.

I didn't notice.

You learn from you.

You learn from you.

Now you'll notice because I called it out.

Now you'll notice because I called it out.

But I swear to God, I want everyone don't don't read into that too much. If you're like, she seems like a bitch up to the top, it's because I was overwhelmed by feelings and I shut them off for a little bit, and then I let it back in and then I start smiling more throughout the special because as I'm watching those, I'm like, no one likes a girl who doesn't smile, Like you got to be a likable woman.

But I swear to God, I want everyone don't don't read into that too much. If you're like, she seems like a bitch up to the top, it's because I was overwhelmed by feelings and I shut them off for a little bit, and then I let it back in and then I start smiling more throughout the special because as I'm watching those, I'm like, no one likes a girl who doesn't smile, Like you got to be a likable woman.

You gotta smile more.

You gotta smile more.

And I'm like, you.

And I'm like, you.

Gotta take that construction workers advice.

Gotta take that construction workers advice.

Yeah, yeah, all of these construction workers who care so much.

Yeah, yeah, all of these construction workers who care so much.

Yes, you know it's best for the Nikki Glazer jokes that if you take away the sarcasm and the smile, she becomes a mine.

Yes, you know it's best for the Nikki Glazer jokes that if you take away the sarcasm and the smile, she becomes a mine.

Compe friends.

Compe friends.

Yeah, not only that you should get like you should kill their pregnant. Yes, there's some psychotic message. So wild Annie watched the cut before this one, and she even said.

Yeah, not only that you should get like you should kill their pregnant. Yes, there's some psychotic message. So wild Annie watched the cut before this one, and she even said.

Like, hey, maybe you can take out this one joke just to like soften.

Like, hey, maybe you can take out this one joke just to like soften.

It a little bit. And I hadn't seen it, like I hadn't really paid attention yet at this point, and I was like, oh no. So as I'm watching it, I'm like, oh, I see what she's talking about. Like this is so if you don't know who I am, this is your first intro to who I am. It's really jarring. And so I just want to warn everyone to just stick with it a little bit. The jokes are good, but I'm not smiling, so they seem a little insane. But the special did turn out great, but there was just so many moments of like why did you do that? Like to and I felt that way about other artists, like why did you do that? And so to feel about it about yourself, you kind of realize everyone's just trying their fucking best, and sometimes Camrah I get so many Camra moments, but I feel so accomplished that I'm.

It a little bit. And I hadn't seen it, like I hadn't really paid attention yet at this point, and I was like, oh no. So as I'm watching it, I'm like, oh, I see what she's talking about. Like this is so if you don't know who I am, this is your first intro to who I am. It's really jarring. And so I just want to warn everyone to just stick with it a little bit. The jokes are good, but I'm not smiling, so they seem a little insane. But the special did turn out great, but there was just so many moments of like why did you do that? Like to and I felt that way about other artists, like why did you do that? And so to feel about it about yourself, you kind of realize everyone's just trying their fucking best, and sometimes Camrah I get so many Camra moments, but I feel so accomplished that I'm.

Done editing is hell.

Done editing is hell.

I I think it's the worst time of my life.

I I think it's the worst time of my life.

It just everything feels unbalanced.

It just everything feels unbalanced.

I think it's the absolute It's it's like being pregnant in your last month.

I think it's the absolute It's it's like being pregnant in your last month.

Noah, Like, is that what's the hardest month for people? Last month?

Noah, Like, is that what's the hardest month for people? Last month?

I wouldn't know.

I wouldn't know.

No, But I mean, like you've done your research, like you know what you're in for. What what do people say? Yeah, I guess because they just wanted to be over. Yes, And it's uncomfortable and you don't like the way you look or feel like like I don't mean to, I'm just trying to compare it to something I've heard is like just always is going to be bad. And for me, before I give birth to a special, I have to edit it and I hate it because you can't go back and change it. You gotta deal with what you already did. There's nothing you can do to change it. Nothing.

No, But I mean, like you've done your research, like you know what you're in for. What what do people say? Yeah, I guess because they just wanted to be over. Yes, And it's uncomfortable and you don't like the way you look or feel like like I don't mean to, I'm just trying to compare it to something I've heard is like just always is going to be bad. And for me, before I give birth to a special, I have to edit it and I hate it because you can't go back and change it. You gotta deal with what you already did. There's nothing you can do to change it. Nothing.

There's nothing I can do to go back and retake a senior in high school.

There's nothing I can do to go back and retake a senior in high school.

Senior itis.

Senior itis.

Yeah, but you don't have to edit itis.

Yeah, but you don't have to edit itis.

I'm trying to also encapsulate the having to look at yourself and realize you're a failure in all the ways.

I'm trying to also encapsulate the having to look at yourself and realize you're a failure in all the ways.

Look at it with a fine detail, and cut out anything that's possibly going to make the special worse.

Look at it with a fine detail, and cut out anything that's possibly going to make the special worse.

Yes.

Yes.

And oh no, I haven't even looked at the pictures for the new podcast logo yet because I can't look at myself in any other way yet. I did a photo shoot a month ago, and I have not posted any of the photos or looked at a single one because I've just been I just don't want to look at myself right now.

And oh no, I haven't even looked at the pictures for the new podcast logo yet because I can't look at myself in any other way yet. I did a photo shoot a month ago, and I have not posted any of the photos or looked at a single one because I've just been I just don't want to look at myself right now.

It's too much. But then you reach you get this over this hump where if.

It's too much. But then you reach you get this over this hump where if.

You watch yourself enough you start to think of them as someone else, and then it gets easier. But then it's just I'm just so glad it's over, and I'm so glad I like it, and it always gets to be this way, So look forward to that. It's coming out this year at some point, and then it's on to the next one, and which I want to talk about a bit. I started writing this morning when we get back after this, because I'm watching.

You watch yourself enough you start to think of them as someone else, and then it gets easier. But then it's just I'm just so glad it's over, and I'm so glad I like it, and it always gets to be this way, So look forward to that. It's coming out this year at some point, and then it's on to the next one, and which I want to talk about a bit. I started writing this morning when we get back after this, because I'm watching.

You a material.

You a material.

Yeah, so I'm working on the new hour of Stand up or like just new jokes, and I was thinking about this moment I had with this young girl. I was doing this podcast George Jenko is that is, yes, George Jenko's podcast, and his girlfriend's this young hot girl.

Yeah, so I'm working on the new hour of Stand up or like just new jokes, and I was thinking about this moment I had with this young girl. I was doing this podcast George Jenko is that is, yes, George Jenko's podcast, and his girlfriend's this young hot girl.

Jean Guy. Jean Guy, Yeah, oh.

Jean Guy. Jean Guy, Yeah, oh.

Yeah, Jacob Jean's he would look at some of those, but he's just a Jeanie's guy. He's so he's so great. I didn't know what I was in for when I went in. But he has this beautiful girlfriend who he's now engaged to. But she was talking about being worried about a woman following her around a store and she thought she was being trafficked. And I realized that that's just never a fear I've ever had, like.

Yeah, Jacob Jean's he would look at some of those, but he's just a Jeanie's guy. He's so he's so great. I didn't know what I was in for when I went in. But he has this beautiful girlfriend who he's now engaged to. But she was talking about being worried about a woman following her around a store and she thought she was being trafficked. And I realized that that's just never a fear I've ever had, like.

During like like sex trafficked.

During like like sex trafficked.

Yeah, I mean I should have feared it when I was younger.

Yeah, I mean I should have feared it when I was younger.

That's what it is. They just follow you, like, yeah, they traffic.

That's what it is. They just follow you, like, yeah, they traffic.

They Juliane Maxwell you, but they just and then they steal. They find a way to steal you.

They Juliane Maxwell you, but they just and then they steal. They find a way to steal you.

They track you, they study you, they they kind of they video the videotape. This guy girl was filming her oldest girl. She's the early twenties. Oh okay, and so but I remember her saying this and me being like, oh my god, I've never i never worried about being trafficked. And I'm past the trafficking age, like I'm out of it. Well maybe to like clean someone's home or something to raise their kids, but like, I'm.

They track you, they study you, they they kind of they video the videotape. This guy girl was filming her oldest girl. She's the early twenties. Oh okay, and so but I remember her saying this and me being like, oh my god, I've never i never worried about being trafficked. And I'm past the trafficking age, like I'm out of it. Well maybe to like clean someone's home or something to raise their kids, but like, I'm.

Not getting trafficked for sex, because.

Not getting trafficked for sex, because.

Oh that's good, thank god.

Oh that's good, thank god.

Bit there.

Bit there.

But I don't encourage people, no.

But I don't encourage people, no.

Please, and no one's gonna pay that I don't good press. Yeah, I just I thought that was a funny thing to hear, A new fear that I could have felt when I was in my early twenties. But I didn't fear that because it wasn't as prevalent or known about, you know, like being trafficked wasn't something people talked about average. There weren't signs on every bathroom at bathroom door saying like when are you being traffic It's always just like a depressed girl covering They cover her ethnicity, even though we know.

Please, and no one's gonna pay that I don't good press. Yeah, I just I thought that was a funny thing to hear, A new fear that I could have felt when I was in my early twenties. But I didn't fear that because it wasn't as prevalent or known about, you know, like being trafficked wasn't something people talked about average. There weren't signs on every bathroom at bathroom door saying like when are you being traffic It's always just like a depressed girl covering They cover her ethnicity, even though we know.

She has a hoodie.

She has a hoodie.

Always oh yeah, yeah, yeah, she's got a hoodie, and they I really hope that helps some people. And I try to look out for girls being trafficked, but you do, yeah, because it's like usually a girl who's kind of scared, not dressed right for the weather, is what they say.

Always oh yeah, yeah, yeah, she's got a hoodie, and they I really hope that helps some people. And I try to look out for girls being trafficked, but you do, yeah, because it's like usually a girl who's kind of scared, not dressed right for the weather, is what they say.

Why would she be in an airport? They're really flying them on like a cocial plane.

Why would she be in an airport? They're really flying them on like a cocial plane.

Oh yeah, and they're not going they're not going like help.

Oh yeah, and they're not going they're not going like help.

Ever they do.

Ever they do.

They have hand signals that they can do to flight attendants are like trained to look for these certain Wow, almost did the white power hand signal?

They have hand signals that they can do to flight attendants are like trained to look for these certain Wow, almost did the white power hand signal?

But you know that what is it.

But you know that what is it.

No, it's some kind of.

No, it's some kind of.

Hand signal that a girl can and all the flight attendants are now trained to know what that is. But you're supposed to look with like a shady guy or shady woman with a scared girl.

Hand signal that a girl can and all the flight attendants are now trained to know what that is. But you're supposed to look with like a shady guy or shady woman with a scared girl.

And if the girl the signals you make, you make the white power symbol and then you go the Jews will not replace us. And that's the signal to the flight attendant that you you're being sex trafficked.

And if the girl the signals you make, you make the white power symbol and then you go the Jews will not replace us. And that's the signal to the flight attendant that you you're being sex trafficked.

That's what they're doing when they say that.

That's what they're doing when they say that.

Those guys were all being sex trafficked.

Those guys were all being sex trafficked.

Malicious at all this whole time.

Malicious at all this whole time.

Why don't the women know the women with them know the signal?

Why don't the women know the women with them know the signal?

Yeah, that's my question.

Yeah, that's my question.

Or you just probably do, but you just do it when they're not looking. They can't look at you all the time. There's always going to be a time where they might write and it's.

Or you just probably do, but you just do it when they're not looking. They can't look at you all the time. There's always going to be a time where they might write and it's.

They're going to have to piss so but how do the victims know how to do it? Where do they learn it?

They're going to have to piss so but how do the victims know how to do it? Where do they learn it?

I listened to a podcast about a woman who escaped being sex trafficked and she kind of just over time picked it up via message boards and just you.

I listened to a podcast about a woman who escaped being sex trafficked and she kind of just over time picked it up via message boards and just you.

Know, they're shares the message boards.

Know, they're shares the message boards.

You get to the library somehow, you get on a computer, you start figuring out like what can I do to get out of this?

You get to the library somehow, you get on a computer, you start figuring out like what can I do to get out of this?

Also, get left in rooms alone with other girls being trafficked a lot. You spend a lot of your time. From what I've read about it, I've watched those YouTube videos of like the Soft Underbelly I think is what they're called, and it was a girl that had been sex trafficked and she just spends They spent all day in motel rooms just waiting, and then they run out another motel room and you just go to that motel room and fuck John's that your pimp has brought in for you, and you're your John eventually has to go and get lunch or whatever, and so you can kind of talk to the other girls, and there's there's little ways.

Also, get left in rooms alone with other girls being trafficked a lot. You spend a lot of your time. From what I've read about it, I've watched those YouTube videos of like the Soft Underbelly I think is what they're called, and it was a girl that had been sex trafficked and she just spends They spent all day in motel rooms just waiting, and then they run out another motel room and you just go to that motel room and fuck John's that your pimp has brought in for you, and you're your John eventually has to go and get lunch or whatever, and so you can kind of talk to the other girls, and there's there's little ways.

But man, also they probably have Stockholm syndrome where it's hard to leave you.

But man, also they probably have Stockholm syndrome where it's hard to leave you.

Sure, but if they're on if they are gonna do the symbol, and they're on the internet, then why don't they just reach out to someone on the internet.

Sure, but if they're on if they are gonna do the symbol, and they're on the internet, then why don't they just reach out to someone on the internet.

That's what I'm asking Stockholm.

That's what I'm asking Stockholm.

But will also have a fear that they killed, they'll get the shit out of you.

But will also have a fear that they killed, they'll get the shit out of you.

Okay, yes, then that's not the same people looking at the symbol, then what do you mean? Because if they're willing to do the symbol on an airplane to get to save themselves, okay, why aren't they willing to just go on the internet and say.

Okay, yes, then that's not the same people looking at the symbol, then what do you mean? Because if they're willing to do the symbol on an airplane to get to save themselves, okay, why aren't they willing to just go on the internet and say.

Save me because they don't have access to the internet.

Save me because they don't have access to the internet.

But that's how they learned the symbol.

But that's how they learned the symbol.

I thought it makes February or something like that to get access to the internet. But if they found out that you tried to be saved on the Internet, they'll just beat the shit out of you or kill you. And if you're on an airplane, it's like a public spot and like you might be able to get away with it.

I thought it makes February or something like that to get access to the internet. But if they found out that you tried to be saved on the Internet, they'll just beat the shit out of you or kill you. And if you're on an airplane, it's like a public spot and like you might be able to get away with it.

That might be the thought process there, Like if.

That might be the thought process there, Like if.

I can get out right now on this plane where everyone's around, they're not going to kill me.

I can get out right now on this plane where everyone's around, they're not going to kill me.

Not like a certain symbol, but maybe the flight attendants and whoever is trained to look for certain marks on the body or like just a certain body language.

Not like a certain symbol, but maybe the flight attendants and whoever is trained to look for certain marks on the body or like just a certain body language.

I thought that's what the bottom was. Would you press.

I thought that's what the bottom was. Would you press.

Yes the person I have I've just mouthed help to a flight attendant, but it's because the guy next to me is listening to his Wait, didn't you.

Yes the person I have I've just mouthed help to a flight attendant, but it's because the guy next to me is listening to his Wait, didn't you.

Have a guy like sleep on you on the plane or something.

Have a guy like sleep on you on the plane or something.

He was just I filmed it and it looked way worse than it was. Everyone was like, holy shit, what's happening here? He was leaning to talk to the person behind him, but he was leaning into my seat. So it only lasted as long as you saw me film it for. But people were like, if this is happening. It was still annoying, and it was funny to capture, but it wasn't the whole time, and I absolutely would have called it out had it been. Yes, So, but you know about this Elizabeth, like Elizabeth Smart when she was captured, she went to parties right stuck on.

He was just I filmed it and it looked way worse than it was. Everyone was like, holy shit, what's happening here? He was leaning to talk to the person behind him, but he was leaning into my seat. So it only lasted as long as you saw me film it for. But people were like, if this is happening. It was still annoying, and it was funny to capture, but it wasn't the whole time, and I absolutely would have called it out had it been. Yes, So, but you know about this Elizabeth, like Elizabeth Smart when she was captured, she went to parties right stuck on.

Like under him.

Like under him.

I was just saying, I don't think they're like going to the library and learning the symbol there.

I was just saying, I don't think they're like going to the library and learning the symbol there.

No, I don't think they are either.

No, I don't think they are either.

I don't know.

I don't know.

We got to get the more.

We got to get the more.

Everyone more what they're allowed to do.

Everyone more what they're allowed to do.

I think I already said this on the show.

I think I already said this on the show.

But I used to work in trucking radio and a lot of sex trafficking would be witnessed at truck stops. So there was this organization of women truckers who created these chapsticks, and in the cap of the chaps they would give it to girls in the bathroom who they would feel like are victims, Like they would notice things about them because you know, there's showers.

But I used to work in trucking radio and a lot of sex trafficking would be witnessed at truck stops. So there was this organization of women truckers who created these chapsticks, and in the cap of the chaps they would give it to girls in the bathroom who they would feel like are victims, Like they would notice things about them because you know, there's showers.

And your lips look gross. Here you go.

And your lips look gross. Here you go.

So they would give them an inside of the cap there was like a number like or like a message, need help give this signal or something like that, and it would be hidden inside the cap so the men wouldn't know.

So they would give them an inside of the cap there was like a number like or like a message, need help give this signal or something like that, and it would be hidden inside the cap so the men wouldn't know.

Oh my god, that's insane that we have to do stuff like that as humans.

Oh my god, that's insane that we have to do stuff like that as humans.

But that's cool.

But that's cool.

There's a Bree Larson movie. What was that movie called Room? Yes, it's one of those tense movies of all time.

There's a Bree Larson movie. What was that movie called Room? Yes, it's one of those tense movies of all time.

I mean that that. Go watch her. Before Brie Larson became Missus Marvel.

I mean that that. Go watch her. Before Brie Larson became Missus Marvel.

She was Amy Schumer's sister in train Wreck, the movie I was in. Oh my god, you I was a scene with her. Well, now we were at the same party in a scene, but I don't think I acted with her. But yeah, we went out to lunch during that time too.

She was Amy Schumer's sister in train Wreck, the movie I was in. Oh my god, you I was a scene with her. Well, now we were at the same party in a scene, but I don't think I acted with her. But yeah, we went out to lunch during that time too.

Oh my god. Wow, she's very nice.

Oh my god. Wow, she's very nice.

But yeah, that that movie Room where she's kept in a in a room.

But yeah, that that movie Room where she's kept in a in a room.

With her son, with her son, and then she gets.

With her son, with her son, and then she gets.

And the guy ipregnates her, right like the kidnapper is the one that impregnates her.

And the guy ipregnates her, right like the kidnapper is the one that impregnates her.

Right potentially, Yeah, and it's just it's so tense. I can't believe they're able to ratchet up.

Right potentially, Yeah, and it's just it's so tense. I can't believe they're able to ratchet up.

I read that, but I don't think I wanted to see that.

I read that, but I don't think I wanted to see that.

Yeah, yeah, it was really good. But the tension, it's like you ever see Uncut Gems?

Yeah, yeah, it was really good. But the tension, it's like you ever see Uncut Gems?

No, because I've heard about the tension.

No, because I've heard about the tension.

There's a few movies that are just so tense, and then the release of tension you think would be relieving, but it's almost like I got not Like when the tension gets released in Uncut Gems, it's almost like that tension just follows you for the rest of your life.

There's a few movies that are just so tense, and then the release of tension you think would be relieving, but it's almost like I got not Like when the tension gets released in Uncut Gems, it's almost like that tension just follows you for the rest of your life.

Now you cannot it will.

Now you cannot it will.

What about It Follows? Have you ever heard about the plot of that?

What about It Follows? Have you ever heard about the plot of that?

I love it Follows.

I love it Follows.

It Follows is maybe one of the only horror movies that I actually would rewatch.

It Follows is maybe one of the only horror movies that I actually would rewatch.

Wait what about the scene? I don't even I've never seen it. But I was reading on a Reddit thread the other day it was like, what are the what screen screencrab the scariest moments in movies for you?

Wait what about the scene? I don't even I've never seen it. But I was reading on a Reddit thread the other day it was like, what are the what screen screencrab the scariest moments in movies for you?

And so people were just posting.

And so people were just posting.

Just like a screenshot of like these, like you know, when a face suddenly appears in a doorway, and there was one from it follows where a tall man was in a house and it is so creepy, and a lot of it follows because it's like, there's this thing that is always walking to you to kill you, and you can and it is always walking at like a walking pace, so you can run from it your whole life, but it will always be walking to you and will always find you. So you've got to keep going, which is really not that hard to do. But this, yeah, John, like a giant John Lennon, I hate it. Is that such a scary scene, Brian, what happens?

Just like a screenshot of like these, like you know, when a face suddenly appears in a doorway, and there was one from it follows where a tall man was in a house and it is so creepy, and a lot of it follows because it's like, there's this thing that is always walking to you to kill you, and you can and it is always walking at like a walking pace, so you can run from it your whole life, but it will always be walking to you and will always find you. So you've got to keep going, which is really not that hard to do. But this, yeah, John, like a giant John Lennon, I hate it. Is that such a scary scene, Brian, what happens?

Oh my god, I got the nipples are so hard.

Oh my god, I got the nipples are so hard.

I hate that.

I hate that.

That's actually that that guy is not scary. That is actually Tony Hawk and they're about to go skateboarding. The monster comes later. It follows as a it's uh, it's a parable about urging sexuality and the monster is.

That's actually that that guy is not scary. That is actually Tony Hawk and they're about to go skateboarding. The monster comes later. It follows as a it's uh, it's a parable about urging sexuality and the monster is.

Gay.

Gay.

The monster is basically like your sexuality and the fears and dangers that come with it because it is the monster itself is actually a sexually transmitted disease.

The monster is basically like your sexuality and the fears and dangers that come with it because it is the monster itself is actually a sexually transmitted disease.

Yeah, you have sex with someone and then the monster will start chasing them until they die, and then it goes back.

Yeah, you have sex with someone and then the monster will start chasing them until they die, and then it goes back.

To Christian Scirity, you can just.

To Christian Scirity, you can just.

You fuck people to get the monster off chasing you, but then the monster eventually gets them and then they comes back to.

You fuck people to get the monster off chasing you, but then the monster eventually gets them and then they comes back to.

Get So it follows studded at sex.

Get So it follows studded at sex.

Yeah, but it's not for you never to have sex.

Yeah, but it's not for you never to have sex.

It's telling you that, like your loss of innocence, it's basically like a symbol symbolism of your loss of innocence and entering this new world where you are now a sexual being that it's more like an act.

It's telling you that, like your loss of innocence, it's basically like a symbol symbolism of your loss of innocence and entering this new world where you are now a sexual being that it's more like an act.

Me.

Me.

You didn't feel different after you lost your virginity. You weren't like the worlds.

You didn't feel different after you lost your virginity. You weren't like the worlds.

I was like, I'm cool, but I was years old, so I was twenty.

I was like, I'm cool, but I was years old, so I was twenty.

One, and I felt like I remember eating an omelet and being like, this is like the first omelet, as like an a doll.

One, and I felt like I remember eating an omelet and being like, this is like the first omelet, as like an a doll.

It was like right after and we were barely talking.

It was like right after and we were barely talking.

We had nothing to talk about after we had sex because he was regretting it because he had a girlfriend, and I could just tell everything is shifted. It was the first time that I felt talk about It follows you follow sex, men being weird, men getting changing so much, men suddenly not being able to hold conversation, men suddenly like not really wanting to talk to you anymore, not really having anything to say, suddenly regretting everything they did, just did. That was what it followed for me after that. I just remember being like, this guy isn't like cool to me anymore.

We had nothing to talk about after we had sex because he was regretting it because he had a girlfriend, and I could just tell everything is shifted. It was the first time that I felt talk about It follows you follow sex, men being weird, men getting changing so much, men suddenly not being able to hold conversation, men suddenly like not really wanting to talk to you anymore, not really having anything to say, suddenly regretting everything they did, just did. That was what it followed for me after that. I just remember being like, this guy isn't like cool to me anymore.

Standing in a doorway facing you, Yeah, doorway, turning to get out, but.

Standing in a doorway facing you, Yeah, doorway, turning to get out, but.

Instead of running from it, I like ran towards it. That that terrifying change. Okay, so it fallows. I love that.

Instead of running from it, I like ran towards it. That that terrifying change. Okay, so it fallows. I love that.

You love that movie?

You love that movie?

Is it? But it's so scary, right, Like, I don't think I can handle something, you know what? The idea is creeping at me slowly, yeah, fucking instead of running, No, walking so much scarier running.

Is it? But it's so scary, right, Like, I don't think I can handle something, you know what? The idea is creeping at me slowly, yeah, fucking instead of running, No, walking so much scarier running.

They're always walked in that well.

They're always walked in that well.

And like most classic movies, the monster like either can can like space jump and all of a sudden it's right in front of you when it was just across the room or the.

And like most classic movies, the monster like either can can like space jump and all of a sudden it's right in front of you when it was just across the room or the.

Yeah, like ing or scared scattering the wall. Like the other scene is the movie Hereditary. There was a screenshot of it and she's in the corner of the wall and you can barely see her because it's so dark. You really you have to like really look and you go, oh my god, what the fuck is up? There. It's so creaty. I wouldn't see the Mireditary is the one is the movie that, like everyone says, is the most scarring insane.

Yeah, like ing or scared scattering the wall. Like the other scene is the movie Hereditary. There was a screenshot of it and she's in the corner of the wall and you can barely see her because it's so dark. You really you have to like really look and you go, oh my god, what the fuck is up? There. It's so creaty. I wouldn't see the Mireditary is the one is the movie that, like everyone says, is the most scarring insane.