What happens when you can’t move, can’t escape, and a song is the only thing you can build.

In this episode of The Hardest Part, Kieron Banerji sits down with Westerman to break down the making of “Mosquito” from his 2025 album A Jackal’s Wedding. 

The song was written during a period of physical and emotional isolation, after Westerman tore his meniscus while travelling in northern Greece. Unable to move for months in extreme heat, with little contact with anyone else, the song emerged slowly in fragments, built from a looping guitar idea and moments of clarity in an otherwise disorienting time.

He explains how the track became a kind of soundtrack to that period, shaped as much by limitation as by intention. From the physical difficulty of writing while injured to the emotional weight that led him there in the first place, the process was both technically and psychologically demanding.

We explore how environment influences sound, from the hazy, heat-soaked textures of the demo to the decision to treat the physical surroundings as an active part of the record. He also reflects on abstraction in songwriting, why not everything needs a fixed meaning, and how stepping away from the work can be the only way through creative blocks.

Guest: Westerman

Host: Kieron Banerji

Song: Mosquito

Album: A Jackal's Wedding (2025)

Creative: Callum Baker

Recorded backstage at The Village Underground, London.