In this episode, Ryan Hedrick talks about his experience with addiction and the long process of rebuilding his life. He explains what his day‑to‑day looked like when he was using, including the period he spent living in a crack house in Washington, D.C. He also describes the moment his mom stepped in and helped him start the path toward recovery.

Ryan walks through what he found in 12‑step meetings, the people who modeled a calmer way of living, and how his outlook changed as he began to trust the recovery process.