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I'm Sandra Champlain. For over twenty five years, I've been on a journey to prove the existence of life after death. On each episode, we'll discuss the reasons we now know that our loved ones have survived physical death and so will we. Welcome to Shades of the Afterlife. Have you ever wondered what your life purpose is? I want to ask you three questions just for you to ponder. You don't need to give a response, as it may take you a little while to come up with the answer. I will revisit this at the end of the episode and you'll know why then. The first question is if I knew I couldn't fail, what would I do or who would I be? Second question, if I knew I had one hundred million dollars in the bank, what would I do or who would I be? And number three, if I knew I only had six months left to live, what would I do or who would I be? Good questions. Right, our guest today has come up with his life purpose a different way, and I think many of us our hearts get cracked wide open when we go through the grieving process. As difficult as grief may be, it may have us asking these important questions of who am I and what is my life? For our guest today is a berieved father, a bereaved son, a bereaved brother, and a bereaved friend. You'll meet Tom Bender, creator and host of the Heroes in Grief podcast. On each episode you meet inspiring folks who turn their grief into purpose. You can find out more at Heroes in Grief dot com. Let's meet Tom now hear his story through grief and his belief in the afterlife.

I'm Sandra Champlain. For over twenty five years, I've been on a journey to prove the existence of life after death. On each episode, we'll discuss the reasons we now know that our loved ones have survived physical death and so will we. Welcome to Shades of the Afterlife. Have you ever wondered what your life purpose is? I want to ask you three questions just for you to ponder. You don't need to give a response, as it may take you a little while to come up with the answer. I will revisit this at the end of the episode and you'll know why then. The first question is if I knew I couldn't fail, what would I do or who would I be? Second question, if I knew I had one hundred million dollars in the bank, what would I do or who would I be? And number three, if I knew I only had six months left to live, what would I do or who would I be? Good questions. Right, our guest today has come up with his life purpose a different way, and I think many of us our hearts get cracked wide open when we go through the grieving process. As difficult as grief may be, it may have us asking these important questions of who am I and what is my life? For our guest today is a berieved father, a bereaved son, a bereaved brother, and a bereaved friend. You'll meet Tom Bender, creator and host of the Heroes in Grief podcast. On each episode you meet inspiring folks who turn their grief into purpose. You can find out more at Heroes in Grief dot com. Let's meet Tom now hear his story through grief and his belief in the afterlife.

Now presently in Niagara Falls, New York. I'm a native Western New Yorker born in Buffalo, and there's been a lot of things in my life, a lot of different things to pull from varied background. I was a pastor for fifteen years in the Christian Church. I was spiritual care director at Niagara Hospice for three and a half years. I worked ambulance for a long time. I was back in the, as you were, the food industry for a while and did all kinds of different things. I also had been involved in music almost all my life, and so my past fifteen years or so has been a full time musician here in Western New York. And I played in nursing homes and things like that during the day times, and then clubs and other things at night, and bands and everything else, the whole gamut. But I was very privileged to be full time, and so it was nice. And then in February twenty third of twenty twenty three, my son Jeff passed. He was twenty seven years old, and he was living with us. He had come to us to get out of a lifestyle he had been in involving drugs and things, and so he came to live with us two and a half years prior to that, and everything was going relatively well, and as that sometimes happens, it has gripped him and did grip him, and so he finally succumbed to that on the twenty third, and that was horrific, of course, and changed my life dramatically. I'm still changing and evolving as a person since that time. It's not that long, of course, but I found amazing resources right away. I knew I needed help and tapped into resources that helped me online and searching out podcast books, just searching for something to grab onto, and I found immediate help through some of those. I began to progress in my grief, which I think everybody has to do. Early stages are tough because you're just trying to live and survive, of course, and so what it did is it started moving me onward to wanting to realize what's happening with in me. First of all, and that was that I was changing. You can't help but be changed in many ways, but internally it really worked in me, and I realized some things that I'm still trying to process and better myself in but I wanted to help people and I wanted to help them through if I could, the pain that I was going through. I didn't know what that was going to look like. I didn't know how that was going to happen. I quickly took a grief educator course through David Kessler that was on a grief group swanline with his organization, and again I didn't know exactly what I was going to do with that, but I thought, maybe I don't know, maybe one on ones who knows. So I took that. I ended that in June of last year, relatively quick again into everything, and then the idea for the podcast came around that time, actually, but it just wasn't time. I could tell through the summer months and things got busy, and it was good because we were being occupied and that helps pad the grief process as you're going on and being amongst friends and all those things. Really what stirred it was that I heard other people's stories and they meant a lot to me. It didn't matter the circumstances of their grief, it was what came out of it, and it seemed like there was something that came out of every story that was applicable to my grief. But that is what really spurred me on when I saw what people were doing with their grief and so many people then turned it into purpose, and I thought, first of all, the stories should be getting out there for people, because different people relate to different people's stories, so the more we can get that out there, the better it is for everybody. And then to highlight the things that people are doing through their grief and the remarkable things. There's so many resources available for people in grief that are from other people who have experienced grief, and there's nobody better, I think, to do that than those who know what you're going through. So that's where where the whole idea of heroes and grief came from. I struggled with the name heroes initially, and then I looked up and saw that there's part of the definition of heroes that fit perfectly, and I put that in the intro to it, and it's those who are doing remarkable things encourage and it doesn't matter we've made heroes into these superheroes and all these other things. And of course it applies to military and things like that, but most people the common person would not think themselves a hero in any way, but I found through that definition that it applied, and they are heroes and certainly heroes for those who receive something effective for them in their walk with Greece. I've been on a spiritual journey that now has changed and exploring meditation in those things. I don't do it as much as I should and as well as I should, but the benefits are incredible. I believe I'm being guided from the universe and from Spirit and from Jeff and spirit guides and all those types of things that people may be familiar with. I believe Jeff is present right here with me right now, and he's shown that in so many ways. I have signs that could fill a law book of evidence for me personally. So all I do is share that as well. And it's very freeing to be in the grief community. I've found people in the grief community are genuine and wanting help, and those who are giving the help are genuine. So it's been really refreshing to be part of something that is not competitive. People are genuine and real, and that's where you really came in for me. And I'll share this story now how Sandra and I got connected here to do the podcasts. I did a podcast with Roseanne Norris. She heads up Helping Parents Heal chapter in Binghamton, New York, and I'm part of Helping Parents Heal as well. It's an organization that is all for parents who have lost children. And so I had her on podcast a couple of weeks ago. I knew she was acquainted with you, but we didn't get too deep into that. And so after the podcast, I sent her an email. And as I have with several other different people who very initially when I was in my throes of grief and just clutching for things. And so that's why I sent the message to Roseanne for you, is because I found your podcasts and things early on. You're very inviting in your conversation and things. I connected with that, and I just wanted to send you a message to say that you had a positive role in my process and moving forward. So that was my intention, and I sent an email to her and said, what do you think is the best way to contact Sandra so that she would see the message, because I didn't know if you actually do your social media and those types of things, and so that's all I sent her. And so then she sends me back a message and says, I contacted sand and she says she wants to be on your podcast and she wants to have you on hers. That was remarkable to me. So I'm very, very happy that you did that. And it's such a privilege to be here.

Now presently in Niagara Falls, New York. I'm a native Western New Yorker born in Buffalo, and there's been a lot of things in my life, a lot of different things to pull from varied background. I was a pastor for fifteen years in the Christian Church. I was spiritual care director at Niagara Hospice for three and a half years. I worked ambulance for a long time. I was back in the, as you were, the food industry for a while and did all kinds of different things. I also had been involved in music almost all my life, and so my past fifteen years or so has been a full time musician here in Western New York. And I played in nursing homes and things like that during the day times, and then clubs and other things at night, and bands and everything else, the whole gamut. But I was very privileged to be full time, and so it was nice. And then in February twenty third of twenty twenty three, my son Jeff passed. He was twenty seven years old, and he was living with us. He had come to us to get out of a lifestyle he had been in involving drugs and things, and so he came to live with us two and a half years prior to that, and everything was going relatively well, and as that sometimes happens, it has gripped him and did grip him, and so he finally succumbed to that on the twenty third, and that was horrific, of course, and changed my life dramatically. I'm still changing and evolving as a person since that time. It's not that long, of course, but I found amazing resources right away. I knew I needed help and tapped into resources that helped me online and searching out podcast books, just searching for something to grab onto, and I found immediate help through some of those. I began to progress in my grief, which I think everybody has to do. Early stages are tough because you're just trying to live and survive, of course, and so what it did is it started moving me onward to wanting to realize what's happening with in me. First of all, and that was that I was changing. You can't help but be changed in many ways, but internally it really worked in me, and I realized some things that I'm still trying to process and better myself in but I wanted to help people and I wanted to help them through if I could, the pain that I was going through. I didn't know what that was going to look like. I didn't know how that was going to happen. I quickly took a grief educator course through David Kessler that was on a grief group swanline with his organization, and again I didn't know exactly what I was going to do with that, but I thought, maybe I don't know, maybe one on ones who knows. So I took that. I ended that in June of last year, relatively quick again into everything, and then the idea for the podcast came around that time, actually, but it just wasn't time. I could tell through the summer months and things got busy, and it was good because we were being occupied and that helps pad the grief process as you're going on and being amongst friends and all those things. Really what stirred it was that I heard other people's stories and they meant a lot to me. It didn't matter the circumstances of their grief, it was what came out of it, and it seemed like there was something that came out of every story that was applicable to my grief. But that is what really spurred me on when I saw what people were doing with their grief and so many people then turned it into purpose, and I thought, first of all, the stories should be getting out there for people, because different people relate to different people's stories, so the more we can get that out there, the better it is for everybody. And then to highlight the things that people are doing through their grief and the remarkable things. There's so many resources available for people in grief that are from other people who have experienced grief, and there's nobody better, I think, to do that than those who know what you're going through. So that's where where the whole idea of heroes and grief came from. I struggled with the name heroes initially, and then I looked up and saw that there's part of the definition of heroes that fit perfectly, and I put that in the intro to it, and it's those who are doing remarkable things encourage and it doesn't matter we've made heroes into these superheroes and all these other things. And of course it applies to military and things like that, but most people the common person would not think themselves a hero in any way, but I found through that definition that it applied, and they are heroes and certainly heroes for those who receive something effective for them in their walk with Greece. I've been on a spiritual journey that now has changed and exploring meditation in those things. I don't do it as much as I should and as well as I should, but the benefits are incredible. I believe I'm being guided from the universe and from Spirit and from Jeff and spirit guides and all those types of things that people may be familiar with. I believe Jeff is present right here with me right now, and he's shown that in so many ways. I have signs that could fill a law book of evidence for me personally. So all I do is share that as well. And it's very freeing to be in the grief community. I've found people in the grief community are genuine and wanting help, and those who are giving the help are genuine. So it's been really refreshing to be part of something that is not competitive. People are genuine and real, and that's where you really came in for me. And I'll share this story now how Sandra and I got connected here to do the podcasts. I did a podcast with Roseanne Norris. She heads up Helping Parents Heal chapter in Binghamton, New York, and I'm part of Helping Parents Heal as well. It's an organization that is all for parents who have lost children. And so I had her on podcast a couple of weeks ago. I knew she was acquainted with you, but we didn't get too deep into that. And so after the podcast, I sent her an email. And as I have with several other different people who very initially when I was in my throes of grief and just clutching for things. And so that's why I sent the message to Roseanne for you, is because I found your podcasts and things early on. You're very inviting in your conversation and things. I connected with that, and I just wanted to send you a message to say that you had a positive role in my process and moving forward. So that was my intention, and I sent an email to her and said, what do you think is the best way to contact Sandra so that she would see the message, because I didn't know if you actually do your social media and those types of things, and so that's all I sent her. And so then she sends me back a message and says, I contacted sand and she says she wants to be on your podcast and she wants to have you on hers. That was remarkable to me. So I'm very, very happy that you did that. And it's such a privilege to be here.

Oh thank you. My mom says, make things happen, don't wait for them to happen. Make things happen. And I want to just highlight a few things that you said, and then I want to ask you about your connection that ongoing with Jeff as we love to hear stories. First of all our condolences for his passing. That is the one thing that unites all of us. Grief is a thing that hurts worse than anything in the world, but can actually crack us open to go on that spiritual journey that we didn't ask for, that we didn't think we needed, But in it there's transformation. There really is not only looking at your own spiritual beliefs the hereafter, but also who you are as a human being, what you're here for, and you have taken your grief and grief and action is what.

Oh thank you. My mom says, make things happen, don't wait for them to happen. Make things happen. And I want to just highlight a few things that you said, and then I want to ask you about your connection that ongoing with Jeff as we love to hear stories. First of all our condolences for his passing. That is the one thing that unites all of us. Grief is a thing that hurts worse than anything in the world, but can actually crack us open to go on that spiritual journey that we didn't ask for, that we didn't think we needed, But in it there's transformation. There really is not only looking at your own spiritual beliefs the hereafter, but also who you are as a human being, what you're here for, and you have taken your grief and grief and action is what.

You are doing.

You are doing.

You are making a difference. And I know for myself, everything that I learned, I couldn't hang on too for myself, I had to just give it away. So you are, in fact a hero and grief as well as all the people that you interview, and they say it a ton of times. Even if you make a difference for one person, you never know when you can breathe life back into a person. And also sometimes we know grief is hard prevent them from even taking their own life. So, my friend, now if we can feel back the onion a little bit on spiritual beliefs. Now, you mentioned hospice. There's some great stories of things that happen in hospice. I don't know if you've known or heard about some of those deathbed visitors. But also I really want to hear about your connection with Jeff, because we want to know that our loved ones are still around and what are real signs and maybe what is our imagination? And just if you could talk a little bit about the afterlife.

You are making a difference. And I know for myself, everything that I learned, I couldn't hang on too for myself, I had to just give it away. So you are, in fact a hero and grief as well as all the people that you interview, and they say it a ton of times. Even if you make a difference for one person, you never know when you can breathe life back into a person. And also sometimes we know grief is hard prevent them from even taking their own life. So, my friend, now if we can feel back the onion a little bit on spiritual beliefs. Now, you mentioned hospice. There's some great stories of things that happen in hospice. I don't know if you've known or heard about some of those deathbed visitors. But also I really want to hear about your connection with Jeff, because we want to know that our loved ones are still around and what are real signs and maybe what is our imagination? And just if you could talk a little bit about the afterlife.

Side, probably one of my favorite subjects right now. Absolutely, it's interesting. When I was a pastor, I always felt that God was bigger. That was the biggest thing that stuck with me. You can talk a lot about the context of the church and things like that, but I don't adhere to the dogma of religion anymore. I certainly believe in God and Spirit in a different way, so I don't try to get in battles with anybody in religion or anything like that. I just knew at the time that God was bigger, and when I went to hospice, I experienced it. I did see some of the things you're speaking of. I saw terminal lucidity, where a person who was not conscious or speaking or in their right mind for a long time, sometimes up to years. And usually these occurrences that I'm about to speak of happen and the person passes within a couple days.

Side, probably one of my favorite subjects right now. Absolutely, it's interesting. When I was a pastor, I always felt that God was bigger. That was the biggest thing that stuck with me. You can talk a lot about the context of the church and things like that, but I don't adhere to the dogma of religion anymore. I certainly believe in God and Spirit in a different way, so I don't try to get in battles with anybody in religion or anything like that. I just knew at the time that God was bigger, and when I went to hospice, I experienced it. I did see some of the things you're speaking of. I saw terminal lucidity, where a person who was not conscious or speaking or in their right mind for a long time, sometimes up to years. And usually these occurrences that I'm about to speak of happen and the person passes within a couple days.

Of as usual, friends, it's time for a quick break, and I promised we'll come right back where we left off with Tom Bender. You're listening to Shades of the Afterlife on the iHeartRadio and Coast to Coast AM Paranormal podcast Network. Welcome back to Shades of the Afterlife. I'm Sandra Champlain and we're with Tom Bender, founder and podcast host of Heroes in Grief. He's had a varied background, including being spiritual director at a hospice. Let's continue with his story.

Of as usual, friends, it's time for a quick break, and I promised we'll come right back where we left off with Tom Bender. You're listening to Shades of the Afterlife on the iHeartRadio and Coast to Coast AM Paranormal podcast Network. Welcome back to Shades of the Afterlife. I'm Sandra Champlain and we're with Tom Bender, founder and podcast host of Heroes in Grief. He's had a varied background, including being spiritual director at a hospice. Let's continue with his story.

And when I went to hospice, I experienced it. If I saw terminal lucidity where a person who was not conscious or speaking or in their right mind for a long time, sometimes up to years. And usually these occurrences that I'm about to speak of happen and the person passes within a couple days of this. Usually there's a lot of studies going on with this type of thing.

And when I went to hospice, I experienced it. If I saw terminal lucidity where a person who was not conscious or speaking or in their right mind for a long time, sometimes up to years. And usually these occurrences that I'm about to speak of happen and the person passes within a couple days of this. Usually there's a lot of studies going on with this type of thing.

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Actually here locally factor for Christopher Kerr, which is at Airy County Hospice or Buffalo Hospice, has done great studies on this. But terminal lucidity, a person comes into their regular minds and is talking to their family members. And I witnessed this. I saw this happen and they were just dumbfounded, the people around this person, because she knew every name, she knew every place, she knew everything that had been happening all around her in the recent history. And everybody was shocked. And of course it's difficult for the family members because they feel this is a rallying point, and really what it is because a kind of a picture of the end. But yeah, I experienced that, and it is a remarkable experience, and so we knew this happened, and we saw this happen. I saw it probably physically myself a couple times and witnessed it. I heard of it obviously other times from the workers there. And then there's other things where they see somebody who has passed on before them and they talk about it, and they see it and they talk to them, and they see them in the room, or they'll see them behind somebody when they're talking to them. These occurrences happened while I was there too, and I witnessed that happen. So those are actual things that people see. We're just normal people. I know you feel the same Leasander that you share these things. We are just normal people who have witnessed these remarkable things around us, and it has to be shared, or our society seems to squelch these things for some reason, or maybe we're just desensitized where it doesn't have the impact that it should. But they're extraordinary things. With Jeff, Oh boy, there's so many. One of the very early things that happened was in the immediate days and day of and days after Jeff passed, and he lived with us here in the house, and so I'd go into the bathroom and and of course I'm in my acute grief phase and you are in la la land. You don't even know what's going on. It's hard to find the door, you know. And so I'd walk into the bathroom and I would hear Dad, Dad every time it happened, and I was like, Jeff, I know you're there, and I'm here. I hear you. And I talked to him, you know, crying at that time, but talking to him. And he did it probably for about maybe a month or so, just every time Dad, and it was his voice, and so it was amazing. That was the first thing. About three weeks after he passed. Now, as I said, he'd lived with us, and he was a construction worker, a great worker, and helped around the house and did things. We had that bad snowstorm in Buffalo, which was around Christmas time in twenty twenty two, so he was here for that time and we got two or three feet of snow oh here, and so he was out shoveling one day. And Jeff was like a bull in the china shop. He was a big guy, but a tender heart, just a teddy bear, but he was like a bull in the china shop and we just shake our heads and say, Jeff, what did you do? Yeah, that type of thing. Remember he pulled in the driveway one time and knocked the extension cord holder off the wall and he had to fix that, but he could fix it, so it was like, OK, what he did this time? He was shoveling outside and all of a sudden he came in and he's holding the shovel handle in his hand and he goes, I broke the handle, you know. So actually we went and replaced it that day, or he went and got another shovel and he came back in and he had broken another shovel, so two of them while he was doing that. After that time, a few days after whatever, I fixed the shovel handle on the first one that he broke, and that was the one we used all the time, and we had used it several times multiple times since then. When Jeff passed, it was February twenty third, so this was two months after the snowstorm. And three weeks after that, I go out to our porch. We didn't really have any snow at that time, but we kept our shovel on the porch, and it really hadn't been windy that day either, and we have a carpeted porch. I have a picture of this. Actually. I opened up the door just to get some air, and the shovel's ling on the carpeted floor and the handle is broken off. And I just was like, Jeff, that is Jeff, you know, And how did it break on a carpeted floor, falling from just standing? And it was remarkable. So a great sign from him something recently that happened. And I've really been trying to get in touch with Jeff and in touch with the spirit world. So sometimes I drive for a living. I drive for a charter company here in the Falls, and I was driving out to a school one time. It was in the evening and it was about hour long drive, and I put on meditation music. Now this isn't advice for some people when you're driving, but I just wanted something to mellow myself, to get myself in a mindful state, and so I did that while I was listening. You know, if you've ever seen the newer vehicles, sometimes they have like a holographic display on the windshield and it goes up there and it's a little rectangle that has holographic things on there. This is the way it came up for me. And I was just trying to get in a mindful state, and mindfulness is just getting in the present moment, releasing everything else. And so all of a sudden, I see that, just like a rectangle, and Jeff is down in the corner and he's just like like, hey here, I am his fun kid, funny, beautiful smile, and he was just like, hey here I am. I'm here. I love you, I know it. And I acknowledged him, and as I do, and I talk to him, and then all of a sudden, my mother shows up. Mother passed too years before Jeff, than my father. My dad died when I was ten. Then my brother, my brother died about ten years ago now maybe more. All of a sudden, all the people in my life that I knew started showing up, and it formed like this big party of people there, and one by one I'd remember them and they'd show up and they were like hi, Hi, just kept saying hi, We're all here, and it was just such an experience and acknowledgement. Now, this is what happens a lot now for me. I need confirmations. We keep needing these knocks in the head to say this is real, this is real. They're there and they're they're with us. And so I couldn't think of one person that had passed in my life that it was close to me that didn't show up there. And so that is just something that happened recently that is pretty remarkable.

Actually here locally factor for Christopher Kerr, which is at Airy County Hospice or Buffalo Hospice, has done great studies on this. But terminal lucidity, a person comes into their regular minds and is talking to their family members. And I witnessed this. I saw this happen and they were just dumbfounded, the people around this person, because she knew every name, she knew every place, she knew everything that had been happening all around her in the recent history. And everybody was shocked. And of course it's difficult for the family members because they feel this is a rallying point, and really what it is because a kind of a picture of the end. But yeah, I experienced that, and it is a remarkable experience, and so we knew this happened, and we saw this happen. I saw it probably physically myself a couple times and witnessed it. I heard of it obviously other times from the workers there. And then there's other things where they see somebody who has passed on before them and they talk about it, and they see it and they talk to them, and they see them in the room, or they'll see them behind somebody when they're talking to them. These occurrences happened while I was there too, and I witnessed that happen. So those are actual things that people see. We're just normal people. I know you feel the same Leasander that you share these things. We are just normal people who have witnessed these remarkable things around us, and it has to be shared, or our society seems to squelch these things for some reason, or maybe we're just desensitized where it doesn't have the impact that it should. But they're extraordinary things. With Jeff, Oh boy, there's so many. One of the very early things that happened was in the immediate days and day of and days after Jeff passed, and he lived with us here in the house, and so I'd go into the bathroom and and of course I'm in my acute grief phase and you are in la la land. You don't even know what's going on. It's hard to find the door, you know. And so I'd walk into the bathroom and I would hear Dad, Dad every time it happened, and I was like, Jeff, I know you're there, and I'm here. I hear you. And I talked to him, you know, crying at that time, but talking to him. And he did it probably for about maybe a month or so, just every time Dad, and it was his voice, and so it was amazing. That was the first thing. About three weeks after he passed. Now, as I said, he'd lived with us, and he was a construction worker, a great worker, and helped around the house and did things. We had that bad snowstorm in Buffalo, which was around Christmas time in twenty twenty two, so he was here for that time and we got two or three feet of snow oh here, and so he was out shoveling one day. And Jeff was like a bull in the china shop. He was a big guy, but a tender heart, just a teddy bear, but he was like a bull in the china shop and we just shake our heads and say, Jeff, what did you do? Yeah, that type of thing. Remember he pulled in the driveway one time and knocked the extension cord holder off the wall and he had to fix that, but he could fix it, so it was like, OK, what he did this time? He was shoveling outside and all of a sudden he came in and he's holding the shovel handle in his hand and he goes, I broke the handle, you know. So actually we went and replaced it that day, or he went and got another shovel and he came back in and he had broken another shovel, so two of them while he was doing that. After that time, a few days after whatever, I fixed the shovel handle on the first one that he broke, and that was the one we used all the time, and we had used it several times multiple times since then. When Jeff passed, it was February twenty third, so this was two months after the snowstorm. And three weeks after that, I go out to our porch. We didn't really have any snow at that time, but we kept our shovel on the porch, and it really hadn't been windy that day either, and we have a carpeted porch. I have a picture of this. Actually. I opened up the door just to get some air, and the shovel's ling on the carpeted floor and the handle is broken off. And I just was like, Jeff, that is Jeff, you know, And how did it break on a carpeted floor, falling from just standing? And it was remarkable. So a great sign from him something recently that happened. And I've really been trying to get in touch with Jeff and in touch with the spirit world. So sometimes I drive for a living. I drive for a charter company here in the Falls, and I was driving out to a school one time. It was in the evening and it was about hour long drive, and I put on meditation music. Now this isn't advice for some people when you're driving, but I just wanted something to mellow myself, to get myself in a mindful state, and so I did that while I was listening. You know, if you've ever seen the newer vehicles, sometimes they have like a holographic display on the windshield and it goes up there and it's a little rectangle that has holographic things on there. This is the way it came up for me. And I was just trying to get in a mindful state, and mindfulness is just getting in the present moment, releasing everything else. And so all of a sudden, I see that, just like a rectangle, and Jeff is down in the corner and he's just like like, hey here, I am his fun kid, funny, beautiful smile, and he was just like, hey here I am. I'm here. I love you, I know it. And I acknowledged him, and as I do, and I talk to him, and then all of a sudden, my mother shows up. Mother passed too years before Jeff, than my father. My dad died when I was ten. Then my brother, my brother died about ten years ago now maybe more. All of a sudden, all the people in my life that I knew started showing up, and it formed like this big party of people there, and one by one I'd remember them and they'd show up and they were like hi, Hi, just kept saying hi, We're all here, and it was just such an experience and acknowledgement. Now, this is what happens a lot now for me. I need confirmations. We keep needing these knocks in the head to say this is real, this is real. They're there and they're they're with us. And so I couldn't think of one person that had passed in my life that it was close to me that didn't show up there. And so that is just something that happened recently that is pretty remarkable.

I just want to ask that you were continuing driving when this is all happened.

I just want to ask that you were continuing driving when this is all happened.

I did notice that while I was driving. Yes, I'm thinking of it as it's happening. I was thinking, in my head, you are totally present what you're doing here. I was focused on driving the guest right.

I did notice that while I was driving. Yes, I'm thinking of it as it's happening. I was thinking, in my head, you are totally present what you're doing here. I was focused on driving the guest right.

And I know from personal experience we need to be present, we need to be in the zone, and sometimes driving is it. I've never heard an experience like that, and I know from my own experiences when they show up and in my mind it can be an image not outside of me, but I can tell what they look like, what they're wearing. It's different than when my mind says, okay, picture my dad, because then I have to slow down and okay, that's what he looks like, and okay, invent what he's wearing. But it's just like, there they are, And so it sounds to me like a similar thing that they just present themselves.

And I know from personal experience we need to be present, we need to be in the zone, and sometimes driving is it. I've never heard an experience like that, and I know from my own experiences when they show up and in my mind it can be an image not outside of me, but I can tell what they look like, what they're wearing. It's different than when my mind says, okay, picture my dad, because then I have to slow down and okay, that's what he looks like, and okay, invent what he's wearing. But it's just like, there they are, And so it sounds to me like a similar thing that they just present themselves.

There they are.

There they are.

You wouldn't even have time to try to figure out and imagine them.

You wouldn't even have time to try to figure out and imagine them.

No, And I wouldn't have put him in the striped shirt that he had on. People when they see things or wonder if it's conjuring up in their own mind or if it's the reality of some of the spirits showing themselves that it's definite. It's definite, it's real. It wasn't like vague. It was very clear, and you just know it's real. It's not like some obscure thing that's just wavering out there or something. It was very definite, very clear. And all the rest of them that came up, they really didn't say anything. They were just like every one of them kind of just came up and like acknowledged me and waves said we're here, we're here, We're here. It's it's like pounding into my head. This is real, this is real that we are here. And so it was so awesome to experience that. And yeah, yeah, it was exhilarating.

No, And I wouldn't have put him in the striped shirt that he had on. People when they see things or wonder if it's conjuring up in their own mind or if it's the reality of some of the spirits showing themselves that it's definite. It's definite, it's real. It wasn't like vague. It was very clear, and you just know it's real. It's not like some obscure thing that's just wavering out there or something. It was very definite, very clear. And all the rest of them that came up, they really didn't say anything. They were just like every one of them kind of just came up and like acknowledged me and waves said we're here, we're here, We're here. It's it's like pounding into my head. This is real, this is real that we are here. And so it was so awesome to experience that. And yeah, yeah, it was exhilarating.

I just got a new to me car. It's a pre owned, and it has that hologram on the windshield so I can tell how fast I'm going and not going and blinks when I'm going over the speed limit. So I love it. But now next time I get into my car, I'm going to.

I just got a new to me car. It's a pre owned, and it has that hologram on the windshield so I can tell how fast I'm going and not going and blinks when I'm going over the speed limit. So I love it. But now next time I get into my car, I'm going to.

Think of your story.

Think of your story.

Oh you spoke about you still talk to Jeff, which we should because they're very much alive. But what does that look like in your day? Is it just including him and things?

Oh you spoke about you still talk to Jeff, which we should because they're very much alive. But what does that look like in your day? Is it just including him and things?

And how do you? Yeah, you just feel him, yes, yes, and yes and yes. Sometimes he reveals himself will remind me. And boy, you feel guilty sometimes, you know, when you're not thinking of it all the time. But we need to go on with our lives. They want us to go on with our lives. We have things to do. As you said, what we're doing is important, and so you have these things to do, so you can't beat yourself up about that. But sometimes I get eleven eleven on the time all the time. I dur Like I said, I drive during the days, and so I'll just glance at the clock. All of a sudden, it might be my arrival time, it might be the time that it is. But one time it happened seven days in a row, and unprovoked, I was like, okay, well you're getting my attention here for something, and you know, I just kind of used it as my internal working on that. Dad. Remember, do what you're supposed to be doing, you know. And I need those reminders. So that's good. But various ways, I've only had one dream with Jeff, and which is strange to me because I would love for those visitations and dreams. Of course, just recently, again, it was an acknowledgment that he's here. It was interesting. I don't know, dreams are so strange, you know, I know his dream it wasn't a visit really, Maybe that portion of it was a visit because I remember it specifically and clearly, but you know, dreams going on or whatever. But all of a sudden, Jeff just protruded out of a section of the visual field, I guess is the best way I can put it. And again, I haven't had a dream for Jeff. And it was just like pretty much that I'm here, I'm here, dad, you know that pretty much like that with his handouts, I'm here, Dad. And so when I woke up, I was distressed. I felt that that was meaningful and purposeful and so I just felt thank you, you know, and I acknowledge him. And it might be the coins I pick up. I find the coins all the time, and I've kept all the ones that I've found since then.

And how do you? Yeah, you just feel him, yes, yes, and yes and yes. Sometimes he reveals himself will remind me. And boy, you feel guilty sometimes, you know, when you're not thinking of it all the time. But we need to go on with our lives. They want us to go on with our lives. We have things to do. As you said, what we're doing is important, and so you have these things to do, so you can't beat yourself up about that. But sometimes I get eleven eleven on the time all the time. I dur Like I said, I drive during the days, and so I'll just glance at the clock. All of a sudden, it might be my arrival time, it might be the time that it is. But one time it happened seven days in a row, and unprovoked, I was like, okay, well you're getting my attention here for something, and you know, I just kind of used it as my internal working on that. Dad. Remember, do what you're supposed to be doing, you know. And I need those reminders. So that's good. But various ways, I've only had one dream with Jeff, and which is strange to me because I would love for those visitations and dreams. Of course, just recently, again, it was an acknowledgment that he's here. It was interesting. I don't know, dreams are so strange, you know, I know his dream it wasn't a visit really, Maybe that portion of it was a visit because I remember it specifically and clearly, but you know, dreams going on or whatever. But all of a sudden, Jeff just protruded out of a section of the visual field, I guess is the best way I can put it. And again, I haven't had a dream for Jeff. And it was just like pretty much that I'm here, I'm here, dad, you know that pretty much like that with his handouts, I'm here, Dad. And so when I woke up, I was distressed. I felt that that was meaningful and purposeful and so I just felt thank you, you know, and I acknowledge him. And it might be the coins I pick up. I find the coins all the time, and I've kept all the ones that I've found since then.

Friends, it's time for another quick break, and when we get back, there's more of Heroes and Grief podcast host Tom Bender. You're listening to Shades of the Afterlife on the iHeartRadio and Coast to Coast, a paranormal podcast network. Welcome back to Shades of the Afterlife. I'm Sandra Champlain talking to Tom Bender, host of Heroes in Grief. Tom has been a longtime professional musician. Well, I feel has the pause button on that career right now, and a lot has to do with grief. So let's continue with him talking about signs and his music and grief.

Friends, it's time for another quick break, and when we get back, there's more of Heroes and Grief podcast host Tom Bender. You're listening to Shades of the Afterlife on the iHeartRadio and Coast to Coast, a paranormal podcast network. Welcome back to Shades of the Afterlife. I'm Sandra Champlain talking to Tom Bender, host of Heroes in Grief. Tom has been a longtime professional musician. Well, I feel has the pause button on that career right now, and a lot has to do with grief. So let's continue with him talking about signs and his music and grief.

It's strange because I've been in music in my life too, and music has not been a part of it. Really. I'm not involved in music now, so maybe that's it. People send me a lot of music in it initially, and I did not want to listen to anything. But that's still a place I kind of don't want to go. I'll tell you another story that happened today though, and this is interesting. I posted a poem on my podcast page and it's a beautiful poem. So I posted the poem and I had sent this actually to my daughter, to Jeff's sister, and I put the emojis on there. I put a couple emojis. I put a heart with stars on it, and then I put one hundred percent thing and then I put a thumbs up. And that's what I sent to her yesterday, and today I put it on the podcast. Well you know, I put those things on there. I posted it and I looked at it and there's a buffalo in there. And I was like, I didn't click on the buffalo, and I was going to change it and take it out, and then I thought Jeff, Jeff and I were huge are huge Buffalo Bills fans, and we watched every single game together. We have his jersey up in our garage with lights around it on a memorial wall for Jeff and everything. I acknowledge him. Every game. We do jello shots for the Bill's touchdowns. I do one for him every time. You know so, but the Buffalo's in there, and I was like, of course, I mean, just crazy stuff, amazing.

It's strange because I've been in music in my life too, and music has not been a part of it. Really. I'm not involved in music now, so maybe that's it. People send me a lot of music in it initially, and I did not want to listen to anything. But that's still a place I kind of don't want to go. I'll tell you another story that happened today though, and this is interesting. I posted a poem on my podcast page and it's a beautiful poem. So I posted the poem and I had sent this actually to my daughter, to Jeff's sister, and I put the emojis on there. I put a couple emojis. I put a heart with stars on it, and then I put one hundred percent thing and then I put a thumbs up. And that's what I sent to her yesterday, and today I put it on the podcast. Well you know, I put those things on there. I posted it and I looked at it and there's a buffalo in there. And I was like, I didn't click on the buffalo, and I was going to change it and take it out, and then I thought Jeff, Jeff and I were huge are huge Buffalo Bills fans, and we watched every single game together. We have his jersey up in our garage with lights around it on a memorial wall for Jeff and everything. I acknowledge him. Every game. We do jello shots for the Bill's touchdowns. I do one for him every time. You know so, but the Buffalo's in there, and I was like, of course, I mean, just crazy stuff, amazing.

I's like he has a great sense of humor.

I's like he has a great sense of humor.

Oh, absolutely, and being a young.

Oh, absolutely, and being a young.

Man, because you're a young man, there's technology, there's different ways I think they'll used to be in touch with us. You know, my grandmother died at ninety, so she probably not so much would use the emojis. I think our personalities and our interests dictate how people work with us and through us. So I think as much as you're focusing on slowing down, being present, paying attention, talking to him, he's being creative in different ways to be in touch from his side and what works, what doesn't work. Let me knock over the shovel.

Man, because you're a young man, there's technology, there's different ways I think they'll used to be in touch with us. You know, my grandmother died at ninety, so she probably not so much would use the emojis. I think our personalities and our interests dictate how people work with us and through us. So I think as much as you're focusing on slowing down, being present, paying attention, talking to him, he's being creative in different ways to be in touch from his side and what works, what doesn't work. Let me knock over the shovel.

Yeah yeah, I literally did laugh then, and it was a hurtful time and I just shook my head like, oh, Jeff, you know so typical, Like you said, such a humor for sure. Yeah. Yeah.

Yeah yeah, I literally did laugh then, and it was a hurtful time and I just shook my head like, oh, Jeff, you know so typical, Like you said, such a humor for sure. Yeah. Yeah.

Let's talk a little bit about grief because I think one of the reasons that we have such a difficult time with it, well, one is that's part of our biology. But other than that, death is kept so distant from us. Undred years ago, people grew up in a totally different time and funerals were in their living room. They're parlor, right, and it's funny because once they started moving out of the house that that's when the name living room came because before that it was parlor and that was associated with death. And so grief normally hurts awful, But then when it's caught out of the blue, and then we've never had training on it as human beings, which is amazing because people are raised learning how to rear a child or get a book on this, that and the other thing, but it's not taught about before we grieve. And so people like you and me and others and let people know that this is a very real thing and how to best navigate through it.

Let's talk a little bit about grief because I think one of the reasons that we have such a difficult time with it, well, one is that's part of our biology. But other than that, death is kept so distant from us. Undred years ago, people grew up in a totally different time and funerals were in their living room. They're parlor, right, and it's funny because once they started moving out of the house that that's when the name living room came because before that it was parlor and that was associated with death. And so grief normally hurts awful, But then when it's caught out of the blue, and then we've never had training on it as human beings, which is amazing because people are raised learning how to rear a child or get a book on this, that and the other thing, but it's not taught about before we grieve. And so people like you and me and others and let people know that this is a very real thing and how to best navigate through it.

Can we just talk a little bit about.

Can we just talk a little bit about.

Grief and perhaps your recommendations If somebody's going through a time where they're feeling extreme guilt, you know those could as should have would have moments and replaying things in our mind and the tremendous pain. Yes, we're going to point them to Heroes and Grief podcast. But what can we do? What are some tools that we can do on the court.

Grief and perhaps your recommendations If somebody's going through a time where they're feeling extreme guilt, you know those could as should have would have moments and replaying things in our mind and the tremendous pain. Yes, we're going to point them to Heroes and Grief podcast. But what can we do? What are some tools that we can do on the court.

Yes, I'll definitely address that first. First of all, you shouldn't grieve alone. Nobody should grieve alone. Were I don't think we're meant to. I think we're meant to be together. And especially in the greeting process, so many things can happen when you're associated with other people, and especially other people who have been grieving. They understand things on a level that you can relate to, and so it really helps that those things about grief or guilt and all of that, the troublesome scenes. I experienced that myself, the things that pop into your head, it's a retraining of the mind. You need to acknowledge it at the time, and you need to feel it. Anything with grief, you need to it and go through it or it's going to come back on you at some times. So if you want to lessen and quicken the process of living with more love than pain in your life through the grief process, then you need to deal with it. You need to sit down with it and go through it. So when the pain comes, when you experience it, when it goes through. For instance, that image came through my head. I was at the volleyball game and that popped into my head and I was like, what you know, and it hurt and tears came to my eyes and I sat with it for a second and then I said you know what, I'm going to start replacing this with something else so that can move on from my mind. So you deal with it, you acknowledge it. And so what I started doing, and it's the suggestion again that I got from David Kessler and his sessions in Tender Hearts, the group that he has online. You talk to somebody, and he said, when those things come, to replace them with better images and ignore knowledgement of the person and things like that. So what I do is I say I love you, Jeff, I love you Jeff, and I start thinking other things about Jeff, the better things, the life things, and retraining my mind to get away from that vision and those things that are going on. Eventually, that process changes as those memories come, and I deal with it a lot quicker now, you know, I certainly think of it still, It's still going to come up in my mind, but it's also dealt with differently. I am in a stronger sense with it. It's still hurts sometimes sometimes I sit in it and I just say it's horrible, and I go through some of the details of it and work through it. But then I still work to come out of it. And you need to do that. You need to look at those other things and retrain your mind to go in a different direction. So you talked about being more proactive in the grief conversation, and this is a huge passion of mine. It's just it's come out of nowhere. But I think that this needs to be part of wellness training, it needs to be part of early education. We're all going to go through grief. There's so many resources in the underground of us grief workers. And I found this out because I'm a good networker and on social media. You know, there's hundreds of podcasts out there about grief. Everybody's like, Oh, you're doing such a remarkable thing. There's plenty out there, people just don't know about them. This is where our society squelches the grief conversation and says, oh, we don't want grief. They're okay on a reactive situation. But we can be way more proactive than grief and the conversation. And I think it should be done at workplaces. I think it should be done in the student settings to help people be more equipped with grief. Whether it's for the grieving person or the people around them. They can be educated better how to be around a grieving person and make it a lot easier on you and them. So many people that'll ask the question, how are you doing, and then you start really telling them as an honest grieving person, and they don't want to hear that. They're not ready for that. They need to understand that they need to receive it and be ready to receive in love and compassion. Sometimes a grieving person, even though they're grieving for a long time, all of a sudden they just start crying at work, and somebody may think that they cause that to happen or whatever. No, it happens, and it still happens. So there's just a lot of things that people can be enlightened to. I think I would really love to be part of that process. I started a thing called Grief Talks, where I'm pushing to try to get into places to be able to do that type of thing, and of course also help in a grieving situation. If something has happened at a place or organization, whatever it may be, it doesn't matter to me where I go. So that's a big passion. And yeah, you struck a chord there beyond that, and it seems to come up again and again really for me. So that's how I know that the universe is kind of leading you in that way. You get these pushes and they keep coming up again and again. The same circumstances are people talking about it. So I feel that I'm heading that direct for sure.

Yes, I'll definitely address that first. First of all, you shouldn't grieve alone. Nobody should grieve alone. Were I don't think we're meant to. I think we're meant to be together. And especially in the greeting process, so many things can happen when you're associated with other people, and especially other people who have been grieving. They understand things on a level that you can relate to, and so it really helps that those things about grief or guilt and all of that, the troublesome scenes. I experienced that myself, the things that pop into your head, it's a retraining of the mind. You need to acknowledge it at the time, and you need to feel it. Anything with grief, you need to it and go through it or it's going to come back on you at some times. So if you want to lessen and quicken the process of living with more love than pain in your life through the grief process, then you need to deal with it. You need to sit down with it and go through it. So when the pain comes, when you experience it, when it goes through. For instance, that image came through my head. I was at the volleyball game and that popped into my head and I was like, what you know, and it hurt and tears came to my eyes and I sat with it for a second and then I said you know what, I'm going to start replacing this with something else so that can move on from my mind. So you deal with it, you acknowledge it. And so what I started doing, and it's the suggestion again that I got from David Kessler and his sessions in Tender Hearts, the group that he has online. You talk to somebody, and he said, when those things come, to replace them with better images and ignore knowledgement of the person and things like that. So what I do is I say I love you, Jeff, I love you Jeff, and I start thinking other things about Jeff, the better things, the life things, and retraining my mind to get away from that vision and those things that are going on. Eventually, that process changes as those memories come, and I deal with it a lot quicker now, you know, I certainly think of it still, It's still going to come up in my mind, but it's also dealt with differently. I am in a stronger sense with it. It's still hurts sometimes sometimes I sit in it and I just say it's horrible, and I go through some of the details of it and work through it. But then I still work to come out of it. And you need to do that. You need to look at those other things and retrain your mind to go in a different direction. So you talked about being more proactive in the grief conversation, and this is a huge passion of mine. It's just it's come out of nowhere. But I think that this needs to be part of wellness training, it needs to be part of early education. We're all going to go through grief. There's so many resources in the underground of us grief workers. And I found this out because I'm a good networker and on social media. You know, there's hundreds of podcasts out there about grief. Everybody's like, Oh, you're doing such a remarkable thing. There's plenty out there, people just don't know about them. This is where our society squelches the grief conversation and says, oh, we don't want grief. They're okay on a reactive situation. But we can be way more proactive than grief and the conversation. And I think it should be done at workplaces. I think it should be done in the student settings to help people be more equipped with grief. Whether it's for the grieving person or the people around them. They can be educated better how to be around a grieving person and make it a lot easier on you and them. So many people that'll ask the question, how are you doing, and then you start really telling them as an honest grieving person, and they don't want to hear that. They're not ready for that. They need to understand that they need to receive it and be ready to receive in love and compassion. Sometimes a grieving person, even though they're grieving for a long time, all of a sudden they just start crying at work, and somebody may think that they cause that to happen or whatever. No, it happens, and it still happens. So there's just a lot of things that people can be enlightened to. I think I would really love to be part of that process. I started a thing called Grief Talks, where I'm pushing to try to get into places to be able to do that type of thing, and of course also help in a grieving situation. If something has happened at a place or organization, whatever it may be, it doesn't matter to me where I go. So that's a big passion. And yeah, you struck a chord there beyond that, and it seems to come up again and again really for me. So that's how I know that the universe is kind of leading you in that way. You get these pushes and they keep coming up again and again. The same circumstances are people talking about it. So I feel that I'm heading that direct for sure.

I know my listeners know my story, and I know you're going to be interviewing me next week, so I won't get too much into this right now. But with me, grief devastated me. With the death of my father causing a breakdown of my relationships with siblings, I hit rock bottom. And before that I knew I was going to someday share the afterlife stuff that I was learning, But it was really learning about grief and the impact and things we can do to move through the pain that gave me the kick in the butt to get these words out there. And I really did want to share what I knew about the afterlife. So the book's titled We Don't Die as Skeptics Discovery of Life after Death. But I thought, like it or not, I'm going to educate people on grief, and so that's chapter ten. So folks like it or not, but you do like it because you realize that grief isn't just when a loved one dies. It can be for so many different things that happen with relationships, and you know, so many different things. So I think anytime we can give somebody a helping hand. And for those people that are uncomfortable, they don't know how to deal with it, well, it's just because grief hasn't hit you yet, but it will. And I would much rather hear from somebody who's experienced grief because they know. It's like a club that we belong to that we didn't really ask to be part of, but it really helps people need people we don't want to be alone, and so I applaud you for that. What else can we find on your website, Heroes in grief dot com. There's a way to access your podcast there right.

I know my listeners know my story, and I know you're going to be interviewing me next week, so I won't get too much into this right now. But with me, grief devastated me. With the death of my father causing a breakdown of my relationships with siblings, I hit rock bottom. And before that I knew I was going to someday share the afterlife stuff that I was learning, But it was really learning about grief and the impact and things we can do to move through the pain that gave me the kick in the butt to get these words out there. And I really did want to share what I knew about the afterlife. So the book's titled We Don't Die as Skeptics Discovery of Life after Death. But I thought, like it or not, I'm going to educate people on grief, and so that's chapter ten. So folks like it or not, but you do like it because you realize that grief isn't just when a loved one dies. It can be for so many different things that happen with relationships, and you know, so many different things. So I think anytime we can give somebody a helping hand. And for those people that are uncomfortable, they don't know how to deal with it, well, it's just because grief hasn't hit you yet, but it will. And I would much rather hear from somebody who's experienced grief because they know. It's like a club that we belong to that we didn't really ask to be part of, but it really helps people need people we don't want to be alone, and so I applaud you for that. What else can we find on your website, Heroes in grief dot com. There's a way to access your podcast there right.

All the informations. There are links to go to where you need to go to. I have a couple groups that I started on Facebook. I searched resources early on, probably in the springtime, right after Jeff past I searched online for a local grief group on Facebook because I tend to do well online, so that's why I do that type of stuff. So I looked and there was no group. I was shocked to find that there was no grief group for Western New York people or Buffalo or any of the area. So I started one, and it's called Western New York Network for Grief and the Grieving. It's for people just to have a safe place to come and share grief with others. I have a Grief Talks Facebook page. I have Friends of the podcast page where people could discuss things about the podcast if they wish, and the YouTube page, and now the grief Talks that I'm trying to get out there as well. There's a shop on there and it has the books and resources from the guests that I've had on the podcast, so those are available there and the links who are always in the show notes of the shows that I do too.

All the informations. There are links to go to where you need to go to. I have a couple groups that I started on Facebook. I searched resources early on, probably in the springtime, right after Jeff past I searched online for a local grief group on Facebook because I tend to do well online, so that's why I do that type of stuff. So I looked and there was no group. I was shocked to find that there was no grief group for Western New York people or Buffalo or any of the area. So I started one, and it's called Western New York Network for Grief and the Grieving. It's for people just to have a safe place to come and share grief with others. I have a Grief Talks Facebook page. I have Friends of the podcast page where people could discuss things about the podcast if they wish, and the YouTube page, and now the grief Talks that I'm trying to get out there as well. There's a shop on there and it has the books and resources from the guests that I've had on the podcast, so those are available there and the links who are always in the show notes of the shows that I do too.

My friends. I'm going to stop for our break here, and why I'm doing that is because when we get back, Tom will continue talking about some interesting things he does as an uber driver to engage in the conversation. And then also we'll get back to those three questions I asked you in the beginning, so we'll be right back. You're listening to Shades of the Afterlife on the iHeartRadio and Coast to Coast am Paranormal Podcast Network. Welcome back to Shades of the Afterlife. I'm Sandras Champlain and we are here with the fabulous Tom Bender, host of Heroes in Grief podcast. Tom seems to have found one of his life purposes helping people through grief, and you may be surprised to learn how he engages people in conversation because, as we know, people need people. So let's continue with Tom.

My friends. I'm going to stop for our break here, and why I'm doing that is because when we get back, Tom will continue talking about some interesting things he does as an uber driver to engage in the conversation. And then also we'll get back to those three questions I asked you in the beginning, so we'll be right back. You're listening to Shades of the Afterlife on the iHeartRadio and Coast to Coast am Paranormal Podcast Network. Welcome back to Shades of the Afterlife. I'm Sandras Champlain and we are here with the fabulous Tom Bender, host of Heroes in Grief podcast. Tom seems to have found one of his life purposes helping people through grief, and you may be surprised to learn how he engages people in conversation because, as we know, people need people. So let's continue with Tom.

You are speaking, and it struck me too that so many people they may reach out to wants and have a bad experience or not get what they wanted. I just want to tell people you've got to keep pressing. There's something out there for you, and the same thing with resources. There's something for you there. And I just want to encourage people to press on in that and you can get help for sure.

You are speaking, and it struck me too that so many people they may reach out to wants and have a bad experience or not get what they wanted. I just want to tell people you've got to keep pressing. There's something out there for you, and the same thing with resources. There's something for you there. And I just want to encourage people to press on in that and you can get help for sure.

Thank you. Can we just do a little plug for our friends at Helpingparents Heal dot org and let us know the difference they've made or what's available.

Thank you. Can we just do a little plug for our friends at Helpingparents Heal dot org and let us know the difference they've made or what's available.

I am passionate about Helping Parents Heal and I'm in Helping Fathers Heal group. It's just dads we've lost children. It is a Facebook group, but we have a zoom session meeting with the men every Wednesday night. It's eight easterns, so whatever that works out in the other time zones. You want to be there every single week. And every man says that in the group, they're like, oh, I can't wait for Wednesdays. It's men sharing as men do and that is great. So helping parents heal in general. I got to go to the conference in August. They have a conference two years down in Phoenix. We had evidential mediums there who brought out the children for certain parents there. And one gentleman, his daughter came through and he was behind me in the conference room and it was so personal and obviously things that no way these mediums could know from any other source. And afterwards I said to that dad, and he's a rawnie guy, his military or whatever, and I said, were you like bawling because I was when they were saying what they were saying his daughter was coming through, and he goes, of course I was bawling. And so he's actually written this story. Now. Mike Johnson is paid remarkable on helping parents heal. But when I was there, and you want that and you desire that, and then I heard one of the speakers say, if your child's not coming through, don't get discouraged. It may be that possibly you don't need it as much as somebody else, or something like that. And I thought about that, and I thought that may be the case. I don't know. I feel okay and strong in this, and I know Jeff's president. And then I thought about it. And as I said to you before, if I thought about all the things that occurred to me through Jeff and with Jeff, that I would have a legal binder to take into court and show my evidence. It would be huge. I don't document it. I should. Everybody says about your and I know it's great, but I don't. But I would have that I don't have to worry about it. Thank you.

I am passionate about Helping Parents Heal and I'm in Helping Fathers Heal group. It's just dads we've lost children. It is a Facebook group, but we have a zoom session meeting with the men every Wednesday night. It's eight easterns, so whatever that works out in the other time zones. You want to be there every single week. And every man says that in the group, they're like, oh, I can't wait for Wednesdays. It's men sharing as men do and that is great. So helping parents heal in general. I got to go to the conference in August. They have a conference two years down in Phoenix. We had evidential mediums there who brought out the children for certain parents there. And one gentleman, his daughter came through and he was behind me in the conference room and it was so personal and obviously things that no way these mediums could know from any other source. And afterwards I said to that dad, and he's a rawnie guy, his military or whatever, and I said, were you like bawling because I was when they were saying what they were saying his daughter was coming through, and he goes, of course I was bawling. And so he's actually written this story. Now. Mike Johnson is paid remarkable on helping parents heal. But when I was there, and you want that and you desire that, and then I heard one of the speakers say, if your child's not coming through, don't get discouraged. It may be that possibly you don't need it as much as somebody else, or something like that. And I thought about that, and I thought that may be the case. I don't know. I feel okay and strong in this, and I know Jeff's president. And then I thought about it. And as I said to you before, if I thought about all the things that occurred to me through Jeff and with Jeff, that I would have a legal binder to take into court and show my evidence. It would be huge. I don't document it. I should. Everybody says about your and I know it's great, but I don't. But I would have that I don't have to worry about it. Thank you.

Helpingparents. Heal dot Org is the website and there's somewhere around twenty thousand members, big organization. If you're not a parent, you can still access the YouTube channel and the website. There's lots of resources on the website itself, but the YouTube channel is loaded with just great videos and interviews and medium demonstrations and if people don't know, every Sunday at two pm Eastern time, we do a free inspirational non denominational service on Zoom. Everybody's welcome. In the last forty five minutes of each one is a medium demonstration occurred to me, Tom, while we're talking, I'm going to throw this out there. Would you like to be a guest speaker sometime on our Sunday gathering?

Helpingparents. Heal dot Org is the website and there's somewhere around twenty thousand members, big organization. If you're not a parent, you can still access the YouTube channel and the website. There's lots of resources on the website itself, but the YouTube channel is loaded with just great videos and interviews and medium demonstrations and if people don't know, every Sunday at two pm Eastern time, we do a free inspirational non denominational service on Zoom. Everybody's welcome. In the last forty five minutes of each one is a medium demonstration occurred to me, Tom, while we're talking, I'm going to throw this out there. Would you like to be a guest speaker sometime on our Sunday gathering?

Wow? What an honor. I would absolutely be honored to do that. Thank you. Yeah, you're welcome.

Wow? What an honor. I would absolutely be honored to do that. Thank you. Yeah, you're welcome.

It just words that I know will make a difference. So we'll talk about that after while we're here together.

It just words that I know will make a difference. So we'll talk about that after while we're here together.

You're welcome.

You're welcome.

I just you're somebody that makes a difference and I can get your words to the most amount of people. That's what I'm here to do. I've taken courses in medium ship. I'm not an active medium. I don't do medium readings, but I feel like the universe is using me as a medium in a different way to get good people's stories out to the most amount of people, to help get through grief, look at life the bigger picture, and to know that we're each important in our own unique way. We're all those facets of the diamond, all perfect, whole and complete, and to know there's just such a bigger purpose. So Tom what else would you like to share with our minutes together, If there's anything I should have asked you that I didn't any maybe last words of inspiration you have.

I just you're somebody that makes a difference and I can get your words to the most amount of people. That's what I'm here to do. I've taken courses in medium ship. I'm not an active medium. I don't do medium readings, but I feel like the universe is using me as a medium in a different way to get good people's stories out to the most amount of people, to help get through grief, look at life the bigger picture, and to know that we're each important in our own unique way. We're all those facets of the diamond, all perfect, whole and complete, and to know there's just such a bigger purpose. So Tom what else would you like to share with our minutes together, If there's anything I should have asked you that I didn't any maybe last words of inspiration you have.

I continually go back to who I was, I think and where people may be. We progress in this, and we have this belief and trust in this now and confidence in this. And I think of the people who aren't there, and I can almost see it as being something that's almost not offensive but discouraging to them. So I'm sensitive to them, and it just keeps raising up for me too, And I just want to tell you that once again, we are just normal folks who have experienced these great things and are sharing them with you. And I tell people sometimes these discussions come up in my car. I drive for a company here in the Falls that does charters and things like that, but I also drive uber and lyft during the day, and I decided to put a placard on the back of my seats that the people can see while they're riding in my car, and I put in there, and I believe I was led to put this. I put I saw Jeff past from Fennol, and then I put I'm okay to talk about it. And I think that line has made such a difference, and this has really brought out conversations with people and sometimes their addicts, sometimes they're grieving people. Sometimes they know somebody else in grief, and so I feel I was allowed to do that to foster this conversation even in that context. So I just want to tell people that there's so much available for you and if you can share with people who maybe alone in their grief. I did have a woman contact me recently lost her daughter and they just sit at the dining room table every day and don't do anything. It's been months, and I'm like, you got to get together with people. The community is needed to get you through these things, and so you need to do that. And there's so many resources available that you know, and that's part of the podcast too. They can fit your style for every make or size of person, for or there's something out there for you and something you could connect with. Just start looking into it, start explore it like you would anything else. You'd research anything else, right, So just look into it. We don't have to recruit you. It's not about recruiting. We just tell our stories and what we're experiencing, and we get excited about them because we know that other people can experience that too, and that's the greatest thing.