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When Natasha Sholl was 23 years old, she sat down to a Valentine’s Day dinner with her partner Rob. They drank red wine, ate pasta, talked about their future, and afterwards went to bed on what should have been a happy but mostly forgettable night.

But it wasn’t either of those things. Because Rob never woke up.

On this episode of No Filter, Natasha talks about love and loss and moving on from the worst day of her life.

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With thanks to Natasha Sholl

Her book Found, Wanting is available now at all good bookstores.

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CREDITS:

Host: Mia Freedman. You can find Mia on Instagram here and get her newsletter here.

Producer: Gia Moylan

Executive Producer: Elissa Ratliff

Audio Producer: Leah Porges

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