He's a hip hop icon whose provocative lyrics changed the game forever. NAS rose from the unforgiving streets of New York and became the bold voice of a new generation. But with success came rivalry. As NAS battled the West and went to war in the East. Nas was at the height of his career, but his world fell apart when he suffered a devastating loss. Resilient, the street's disciple picked up the pieces and came back stronger than ever. Now, from his controversial career to his tumultuous personal life, hip hop's greatest storyteller tells all, this is Nas, the story behind the music. You can never forgive where you come from on that, how far you go, and in the neighborhood where I'm from, people killed for nothing. You know, you can't just ignore it. That's the beauty of rap music. Because we're gonna give you decide that no one wants to talk about. We tell you the truth, America, this is your country. This is what's going on not. Sere Jones was born on September fourteenth, ninety three and raised in Queensbridge, one of New York City's most notorious and violent housing projects. It was never a night there wasn't gonna shots like every single night of the week. Every day we got into it. Who was doing it, who did it, why? What? It was over? And that was just daily life in the neighborhood be set by violence. Home provided a welcome contrast for Oz, where he and his younger brother Jungle, were nurtured by their mother Ann, a postal worker, and their father Olu Dara, a jazz and blues musician. I was lucky. I had all these things in the crib allophone, moroccas, my pop's trumpet. We used to bang that thing up, mess it up. When these kids, man, you know, we had so many different things than the Irish kid had. It just sparked our imagination. So Nas was like since we was little, it's like his mind was always like it's just so open for the world and books and stuff and just being a creator. With his father performing on the road frequently, Nas grew close to his mother. My mom was real, you know, she was someone who was there to take care of me and my brother and really be there for us and really be concerned about us. We had furniture, we had a color TV. My friends had no furniture. My mom made home cooked meals. I'd be as some of my friends house and they'd be starting. My best friend at the time his mom odive from Heroin Man and they brought out in a body bag in front of us. I just felt like, damn, why you gotta be like this family. I couldn't understand that, Like, how could a parent not lovely child? You know, I didn't. I really felt for a lot of my friends. Though Nas had the love and support of both of his parents, their own relationship was damaged by his father's infidelity, and in the summer of ninety five, the decision was made to split up. It got to a point where Anne just couldn't take it anymore. And I think at that point was when you know she had had enough and they broke up. One day, my pop set me down and he said, look, I'm about to be out, you know, a man at the house. No. I was smiling. I was like, Wow, what what honor? I felt like I was being knighted, you know what I mean. I felt like, oh, this is the next step for me. I'm a man. I ain't gotta wait till I'm eighteen. I'm eight and I'm man, so it's on. With his father, now only a sporadic visitor, Nods grew closer to his best friend, I'll Will Graham. The two bonded over a shared love of hip hop, and with Queensbridge at the heart of the emerging sound, they wouldn't have to travel far to see the best. There's people right in the hood. That's the whole New York was listening to. And she shan't cougie rap rock sast I tell Molly Maull. The list goes on. I thought we made hip hop up. I swear in Queensbridge. You look out the window and kids was on cardboard, breakdancing everywhere. Two kids be ready to fight. Are grown up and be like, don't fight, breakdancing out. Yeah. Man, Back in the days we would breakdance to force some ds on cardboard and I was kid way. He rights to pop blocks, pop block. I was nice. I thought I was nice. While NAS may have shown promises a breakdancer, he was on the microphone where he found his calling. He used to wrap to us. When we used to be in the Allway, just me and my crew and about twelve of us to be sitting around with our eyes closed because he's so like vivid. His his words, you can just pitching them. I knew he was the best ever back then when I was a kid. You know, I'm biased, that's my brother, but you know he was just as good as rock him. But twelve years old, you know, nasa Is obsession with rap continued to grow, and at the age of fifteen, he dropped out of high school to pursue his dream of becoming an m C. You know that hurt my mom, and it hurt me more that I was hurting her by not going to school. But I was determined to make sure that I turned out to be something better. Na has created his own course sload reading literature, writing rhymes, and recording demos with an up and coming producer, Large Professor. Large Professor tell me he's working whatever me a rock him. When they weren't recording, he would get me in there and I would record demos on their studio. Time one time by Kim showed up. So I'm like the RB yo, this is nas Like, YO, listen to this R. I stood in the doorway he was listening to it. He's like, yeah, baby Paul World, Yeah yeah. I let him know that, you know it's work was crazy and keep up that same you know, that same vigor that to me was like a dream. And I said, all right now what I know what I need to do. I need to be in a studio all the time. All right now, I need to get money to help finance his time in the recording studio. NAS began selling crack on the streets of Queen's Bridge. Hustling just came about. There was no way around it. It was just there. It was he was everybody did it. Nas was just doing it as a get by thing, like he'll do it if he needed the money and then he'll stop. There's always a crackhead looking for a crack anyway. Back then, people was outside like zombies walking around like Night of Living Dead for real. Back in those days, when you first got outside and he attempted to do it, you you you being introduced to a world that would walk right past you before. And you can easily get flat lined out there because you know now you're dealing with what monsters now faced with the perils of the drug trade. Nas began carrying a gun I had in the top drawer and addresser Tech nine semi automatic machine gun and that was a gun of that day, and some drugs and addressing my mom, she found drugs threw them out. I didn't say nothing about the guns. You know, we were young and all through New York. That was just saying that, you know, nigga's gonna live past the age of five, and that was something we thought about. What we didn't care about. We didn't give a funk for Nas. The senseless violence of the Queen's Bridge Streets would finally touch home. On the night of May. I was in somebody's apartment. I was chilling out with this girl, and I heard the shots were usually where we'd be at on the block, and I just knew that had to be one of my people hit. NAS's brother Jungle had been shot in the shoulder and leg, while his best friend deal Will had taken three bullets in the back. Nice came outside and he was just looking and I was sitting there on the floor and Will was played out. So I see my boy, and his eyes were still open, and he's like staring, like looking beyond us, you know what I mean. Nas looked um me and was like, yo, he's gone. We're just kids. Our selved and you know, things happening. My boy got shot in his back. At the age of eight, Nas buried his closest friends, and the specter of more violence was looming. I just knew, like mans get and get ugly. It's just everything was dark, and I'm like, what's going on? What is the future gonna be? Like? What am I gonna do for a job. I can't just grow up and be nothing. Something has to happen fast. Coming Up, Nas takes on the biggest name in hip hop and later Love at First Sight. When Behind the Music continues. In the summer of ninth two, Nas was an eighteen year old MC looking to escape the dangerous street life that he claimed his best friend, and before long he landed his first big break. Chosen by a producer Large Professor to appear on the track Live at the Barbecue, Nah shocked the hip hop underground with his explosive debut verse to say, when I was twelve, I went to health of snuffing Jesus like you you know, like who punches Jesus in the face. I remember people bugging out off my verse because I'm I'm saying stuff people ain't never said before ever And rapped and I said, I it is on from here. The buzz Overlive at the Barbecue led to a deal with Columbia Records, and NAS put the hustle of the streets behind him for good. How do you feel to be like a living prodigy is a blessing. I'm a product of hip hop, you know, I'm said, I'm a product of the old school in the North of the North. Entering the student You to record his debut album, he boldly set out to make hip hop history. I wanted to suck the air suction out of your skull, around your brain, out of your head. I wanted to bring a darkness to your face and then explode lights and see your pupils. It's just you. You're in the presence of something you've never been around before. It was not his raw talent and prodigious lyricism on the track New York State of Mind that set the tone of the album. The otherest thing about New York State of Mind is he wrote it right there on the spot. He's literally looking at the paper going I don't know how to started. I'm actually giving him the count going too three four, and he looks up and goes, yo, We're just looking at him. Just stunt does it in one tape and he's like, how was that? We were like what and we're all high five and like we just want a football name or something. Illmatic was released on April nineteenth, and while it was not a commercial hit, the album was held as an artistic masters filled with unique rhyme schemes and vivid storytelling. It was like a second coming, you know, he rose again. He was that, he was Nas, He was the ship. He created imagery that I had never heard a rapper describe. It just felt like the hood finally had it's manifesto. If you want to understand what the psyche is for a young you know, African American male, you listen to all Matic. Two months after his debut album was released, twenty year old Nas became a father when his girlfriend Carmen Brian gave birth to their daughter, Destiny. I was like the happiest person in the world. Immediately went back to the neighborhood and like two cases of champagne and put him in shopping carts. Me and my boy b JS pushed shopper carl On through the neighborhood, giving our champagne bottles. It was just the best thing in the world. With the new responsibility of taking care of a daughter, Nas took a more commercial approach on his second album, and his strategy paid off, led by the hit single If I Ruled the World, a collaboration with Lauren Hill. It was written debuted as the number one album in America on July two. It was number one four weeks in a row. It was a very emotional thing because he got where he needed to be as an artist. Nas was now one of hip hop's biggest stars, but he soon found himself unwittingly in the crosshairs of the East Coast West Coast feud, as Tupac Shakur began calling him out on records and in the streets. I didn't see myself as his enemy, but he felt like I was in the middle of a war with him. He's all enohing, and that's the way you had to set it off. The night of September four, the looming tension came to a head when the two rappers crossed pass at the MTV Video Music Awards after party in New York City's Bryant Park. When we get to the after party, Nas grabbed Tupac by the back boom, commit where are you going? We stepped to on the show, and you know, we were like, you and our city, what's going on? Forty fifty of us is like packed around him with him, and Nas is like squeezed in the middle doing his talk. But I was right there on the side. My friend had the gun. I was trying to take the gun from him to shoot Tupac. With tempers flaring, Nas and Tupac decided to clear the air. You know, we got to the bottom of it right then. And then I told him, I'm hearing you about to dis me and album and he said, yeah, I got this album where I came at you because I heard you were coming from me. I'm like, I got no songs about you, bro, And he was like, Nas, me and your brothers were never supposed to go out and not me and you. These are his words. He's like, man, I take that off the album. Come meet me in Vegas. But the two rappers would never meet again. By the time Nas arrived in Las Vegas, Tupac Corp. Had been gunned down, and while the loss hit especially hard for the twenty three year old MC, it would pale in comparison to the shocking news he would soon receive his mother Ran had breast cancer. When she first told me she had been diagnosed, um man I was I was floored. Man, I was done. I felt like somebody just shot me in a head heart. I was like, this is not supposed to be happening. This ain't supposed to be happening right now. Why is this happening to her? Why is this that not this lady? This is the sweetest lady I ever met in my life. This is the nicest lady in the world. Why is this happening to her? She had to have a breast removed, and you know, she was still hanging around and she was strong, and I was like, wow, what would I do if this was me? Could I handle this? And I just saw her as the bravest person I'd ever meet in my life. By Nas had firmly established himself as one of hip hop's biggest stars, but in to his success, the Queensbridge MC found himself facing criticism by many who felt he lost touch with his roots. With the hit single Hate Me Now. Nas gave his unequivocal response when it got more about champagne and it got more about classy and necklaces and different lifestyle. I caught a lot of hate. You know, some people in jealousy his success. Some people think you owe him something. So I thought hate me now be a perfect anthem for all hats around the world. But later that year the criticism only grew louder when his follow up album, Nostre Damis was deemed the creative and commercial disappointment. NAS was done a big name but not musically, not relevant, not putting out relevant music, and the jay Z used that leverage and made that song to take Over. Intent on claiming the throne as hip hop's undisputed king, jay Z took direct aim at Nas. Filled with harsh insults, Takeover made reference to jay Z sleeping with Carmen Bryant, NASA's ex girlfriend and the mother of his daughter. Takeover is a destroyer. NAS was kind of out by everybody. Yeah you go anywhere. It's like, man, he can't come back from that. Despite the fact that his reputation was at stake and his career on the line, NAS remained silent. NAS wasn't gonna make no disrecord back. We had the force NAS to do that man. I remember pulling up one day, Nasa was driving in front of me. I was behind him. I jumped out of my car, got in his car and left my car in the street in the city in Manhattan, keys and ignition doel open to everything. Got in his car yelling, Yo, we gotta get this dude. He didn't his brother's words. Nas entered the studio and gave his response. On December third, two thousand one, Ether hit the airwaves. When it came out, everybody's calling like, why did you go that hard? Why did you go that hard? That was like the toughest dis ever. I don't know Jay's you can't even hear one noise out of that records this day? Is it a pull in New York City? Is it going to be either or is it going to be takeover? Who won? And New York chose either? Clearly Nas won that battle. He took that right hand to the chin and got up the back and points him right back in the face. Nazis come back continued with the two thousand one release of Stillmatic, his most critically acclaimed album in years, but NASA's triumph would be short lived. In April of two thousand two, while on tour, his mom's health took a sharp turn for the worse, and he rushed home to be by her side, and the call, Yo, she's not doing good, hurry up. And I came. It's when she started to get bad, and you know, and I've seen a tear come down up high and I knew she was waiting for me to get there before she left. Moments later, NAS's mother and Jones passed away in his arms. Nice, man, I don't know you handled that. I was like, so sad. I couldn't do anything. Feeling't rule anything, that stuff. I don't know how he handled that. Man. That's the strongest guy I probably ever knew in my life. It was heavy, man, it was heavy, and it took a lot of thinking on my part. You know what happens now. I would look at myself and the mirror, look at my arm and see her. So I'm like, she's still alive. She's right here and me and my brother and her grandkids, you know what I mean. And that gave me a great feeling. You know, this is what happens. This is life. You gotta keep living on. Coming up, Nas finds he sould me when behind the Music continues. In the summer of two thousand two, Nas was grieving over the death of his mother, Anne, who months earlier had lost her three year battle with press cancer. Distraught, the twenty nine year old rapper found himself in a dark place. I was just by myself, and I wanted to be by myself because I'm decided I'm gonna I'm not gonna do nothing. I'm not gonna wrap no more. I'm going back to the streets even I want to go out in the blaze. I don't even care no more. But if I didn't make that decision to go work, I wouldn't be here talking to you right now because out ofm as sure, somebody took me out. Nas channeled his pain into his music, and three weeks later God's Son was complete. The album, considered a major critical success, was dedicated to his mom and included the stirring tribute song Dance. He loved his mom and he needed that. He needed a way to express his feelings. I can't listen to that record. I can't do it. I tried, I tried to know, I walked around, I cut that off in media. I'm that would break me down like for Real. The track featured a surprise guest on trumpet, Nas, his father, Oh Lou, even though my mom and him had been separated. I know my first you know, lessons as life came from these two people, so I wanted him to play on it. It just gave me that feeling of when I was a kid. For Nas, dance would mark the start of a concerted effort to reconnect with his father, and the two would collaborate again on the single bridging the gap. Nas and his dad weren't always that close those points when he was around, and Nas is its major growing up, so it was important for him to now make that relationship happen. I realized, man, we get one life and one of my parents are gone, and you know, I wanted to hang out with Pops a lot more. And to me, it was ill because in hip hop music you don't hear many records celebrating the father's Having reconciled with his father, Nas began to seek stability in his romantic life as well. Sitting at home one night channel surfing, he stumbled across R and B starlet Callie and had a vision. When I first saw the song I Hate you so much. Right now, I'm like, who is this black rock star? Screaming and TV? I love it? I said, that girl right there, that's my girlfriend. She's gonna be my girlfriend. A few months later, at an MTV Awards after party, Nas spottied Chalice from across the room and went over to introduce himself. I looked up and down. She's a good height with the hills on, great smile of gold tooth in there for no reason. Still super cute. That's it. Let's go. He said, You're gonna be my wife, and uh, you know, could nobody find either one of them For a couple of weeks. Nas and Plice soon became one of hip hop's most talked about, an inseparable couple. That was the calmer person for the most part, and she was the live wire. It just was cool opposites. I don't think I've ever seen Nas truly happy as a grown man, and police did that for him. After two years of dating, the couple wed on January eighth of two thousand five in Atlanta's Morningside Baptist Church. It was real g because you know, I was ready to make that move and feel real good man. It was one of the happiest days for him to get married like that was a special moment. I knew he was serious and he really loved this girl, you know, and now he would staying with her forever. In the spring of two thousand six, Nas was riding high after the success of three consecutive hit albums after years of heated rivalry with Jay Z. A pivotal choice laid before an odds as he was asked to join def Jam Records, the label that had recently named Jay as its president. Me and him hadn't spoken. We saw each other in places, but there was no conversation, no dialogue. And l A Reid, who was then the man at def Jam, he said, you'd be willing to talk to Jay? And you know this thing is old. Why now I'm like, yeah. I went down the studio. Man. We just dapted each other up, started laughing. And the first thing Jay said to me, man, you know you I and I guess he heard about my mom passing and beyond everything else, he looked at me and said, yo, man, you right man? And I said, you know this is this is a beautiful start right here. Soon after, the two rappers made the reconciliation public when Nods made a surprise appearance of jay Z's I Declare War concert in New Jersey. That was a beautiful thing for everybody to see, to show that you could be bigger than the beef. To this day, I want the ellest moment a hip hop. In two thousand six, Nah signed with def JAB, officially putting the beef to rest. You can't sign a artist nae statue, you can only partner with Naz's first album with the label, the provocatively titled hip Hop is Dead Shot right to number one, and he continued to push the envelope further when he chose to unveil the title of his next project at the two thousand eight Grammys. I have never thought that I would do an album called nigga. You know, it's just hit me one day. There's a history that comes with the word, horrific history that comes with that word, and me making an album called nigga can't open up dialogue about that. Who should use and who should not? Who are the nigga's today? Is it women? Is it poor people? Is Who is it? At a time when the n double A CP was campaigning to stop the use of the word. Naza's decision stoked the fires of an already heated pulp. The debate and the backlash poured in. Everybody was talking about it. He created so much uproar that no major retail stores were going to carry the album. There was no way in the world that they were going to carry. Under pressure, Nas relented and chose to go with no title at all. Despite the setback, when the album debuted in the summer of two thousand and eight, it was number one. But for Nas, the greatest satisfaction came from knowing he had helped stir a valuable public debate. I felt great that people were scared of that album title. This is hip hop music, man, this is what is about. While Nas never shied away from conflict in public, at home, it had become an unwelcome distraction. His marriage to Police was unraveling. I started to feel like that love was gone between both of us. There were reports that she felt like he was cheating on her. Then there there were rumors that she had like some sex tape that was about to lead and I'm certain none of that helps. She would spend the money NAS would make like there was no tomorrow, and that caused a lot of friction in their marriage too. I feel like, why go on being miserable, you know what I'm saying. So it came to a point where I couldn't take it no more. Nas strongly considered filing for divorce. He to the point where he had everything doctor on the verge of ending it all. Nas received news that forced him to reconsider. Calice was pregnant with a baby boy. When he found out he was having a son, I think it made him feel like, if it's a chance that this should work for him to have but I didn't have then the sacrifice and do everything I can. It was hard, but the bottom line is he's the most important thing. He's the blessing, you know, So let's keep it good for him. It's all about him. But despite their best efforts, the relationship was freed beyond repair, and on April two thousand nine, after four years of marriage, Plice did what Nas couldn't bring himself to do and filed for divorce. She took her stuff out of the house and left her green wedding dress and that was all she left. In the spring of two thousand nine, Nas was coping with a contentious and highly publicized divorce from R and B starlet Callie, who was pregnant with their child. People will be talking about it all the time, you know, radio stations, TV, and you know I'm a private person and to have all this stuff about me out there, it's just wild. Like I want to go to another country for real. Through music, Nas once again found the escape he needed. Collaborating with reggae artist Damian Marley, he recorded Distant Relatives, an album that highlighted Africa's political strife and widespread poverty. I wanted to do an album that was different from anything that I UM. We were talking about something that wasn't about me. It wasn't about Damien. It was about our views on people who were suffering. Was happening in enough personal life. This was a good UM release, a good way to take him on to the center of what he was in the fact that I was going through this nasty divorce, but yet I'm working on this beautiful music. It was the best thing in the world. But on July twenty one, two thousand nine, Nas received some surprising news from an unlikely source. Harvey from TMZ shot me an email and he said, look, I'm about to report this, but I felt like you should know. Police just went into labor. I don't think I could have ever felt worse for a person than I did for Nas that day, telling him you just found out your son was being born through basically a gossip site. He didn't know what she was in labor, he didn't know where she was at. Nothing. After several hours of searching, Nas finally found the hospital where Klie was giving birth. I got to the hospital about five minutes after he was born, check to see how she was. She was cool, and it wasn't about us. It was just about this little dude. I just held him in, like, what's up night, You're ready for this, You're ready for the world. Nas is always the benchmark for everybody. He's your favorite rappers, favorite rapper. I think Nas is the greatest sense. And for him to be twenty years and still going and people wanting to hear what he has to say, man, it's just a testament to his endurance in his strength. Nasa is an artist. Some people just rapped. He's a He's a rapper and an artist. That freedom that everybody should have to follow their hart. If exemplified in Nas and Route and a Very Present. I think I'm living proof that you can stick to your guns and do how you want to do it and remains sucker free. You could just be you and do you and don't let nobody message your flow. Forget the cash, forget the cause, forget all of that stuff. The first thing is the music. The first thing. Nas continues to build on a legendary career with new music, including his fifteen studio album Magic. To celebrate the twentieth anniversary of Illmatic, Nas performed at the John F. Kennedy Center for Performing Arts with the National Symphony Orchestra. The performance was eventually released as an album. Nas has also been recognized for his efforts to bring constructive music programs to underserved youth through nonprofit work. 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He's a hip hop icon whose provocative lyrics changed the game forever. NAS rose from the unforgiving streets of New York and became the bold voice of a new generation. But with success came rivalry. As NAS battled the West and went to war in the East. Nas was at the height of his career, but his world fell apart when he suffered a devastating loss. Resilient, the street's disciple picked up the pieces and came back stronger than ever. Now, from his controversial career to his tumultuous personal life, hip hop's greatest storyteller tells all, this is Nas, the story behind the music. You can never forgive where you come from on that, how far you go, and in the neighborhood where I'm from, people killed for nothing. You know, you can't just ignore it. That's the beauty of rap music. Because we're gonna give you decide that no one wants to talk about. We tell you the truth, America, this is your country. This is what's going on not. Sere Jones was born on September fourteenth, ninety three and raised in Queensbridge, one of New York City's most notorious and violent housing projects. It was never a night there wasn't gonna shots like every single night of the week. Every day we got into it. Who was doing it, who did it, why? What? It was over? And that was just daily life in the neighborhood be set by violence. Home provided a welcome contrast for Oz, where he and his younger brother Jungle, were nurtured by their mother Ann, a postal worker, and their father Olu Dara, a jazz and blues musician. I was lucky. I had all these things in the crib allophone, moroccas, my pop's trumpet. We used to bang that thing up, mess it up. When these kids, man, you know, we had so many different things than the Irish kid had. It just sparked our imagination. So Nas was like since we was little, it's like his mind was always like it's just so open for the world and books and stuff and just being a creator. With his father performing on the road frequently, Nas grew close to his mother. My mom was real, you know, she was someone who was there to take care of me and my brother and really be there for us and really be concerned about us. We had furniture, we had a color TV. My friends had no furniture. My mom made home cooked meals. I'd be as some of my friends house and they'd be starting. My best friend at the time his mom odive from Heroin Man and they brought out in a body bag in front of us. I just felt like, damn, why you gotta be like this family. I couldn't understand that, Like, how could a parent not lovely child? You know, I didn't. I really felt for a lot of my friends. Though Nas had the love and support of both of his parents, their own relationship was damaged by his father's infidelity, and in the summer of ninety five, the decision was made to split up. It got to a point where Anne just couldn't take it anymore. And I think at that point was when you know she had had enough and they broke up. One day, my pop set me down and he said, look, I'm about to be out, you know, a man at the house. No. I was smiling. I was like, Wow, what what honor? I felt like I was being knighted, you know what I mean. I felt like, oh, this is the next step for me. I'm a man. I ain't gotta wait till I'm eighteen. I'm eight and I'm man, so it's on. With his father, now only a sporadic visitor, Nods grew closer to his best friend, I'll Will Graham. The two bonded over a shared love of hip hop, and with Queensbridge at the heart of the emerging sound, they wouldn't have to travel far to see the best. There's people right in the hood. That's the whole New York was listening to. And she shan't cougie rap rock sast I tell Molly Maull. The list goes on. I thought we made hip hop up. I swear in Queensbridge. You look out the window and kids was on cardboard, breakdancing everywhere. Two kids be ready to fight. Are grown up and be like, don't fight, breakdancing out. Yeah. Man, Back in the days we would breakdance to force some ds on cardboard and I was kid way. He rights to pop blocks, pop block. I was nice. I thought I was nice. While NAS may have shown promises a breakdancer, he was on the microphone where he found his calling. He used to wrap to us. When we used to be in the Allway, just me and my crew and about twelve of us to be sitting around with our eyes closed because he's so like vivid. His his words, you can just pitching them. I knew he was the best ever back then when I was a kid. You know, I'm biased, that's my brother, but you know he was just as good as rock him. But twelve years old, you know, nasa Is obsession with rap continued to grow, and at the age of fifteen, he dropped out of high school to pursue his dream of becoming an m C. You know that hurt my mom, and it hurt me more that I was hurting her by not going to school. But I was determined to make sure that I turned out to be something better. Na has created his own course sload reading literature, writing rhymes, and recording demos with an up and coming producer, Large Professor. Large Professor tell me he's working whatever me a rock him. When they weren't recording, he would get me in there and I would record demos on their studio. Time one time by Kim showed up. So I'm like the RB yo, this is nas Like, YO, listen to this R. I stood in the doorway he was listening to it. He's like, yeah, baby Paul World, Yeah yeah. I let him know that, you know it's work was crazy and keep up that same you know, that same vigor that to me was like a dream. And I said, all right now what I know what I need to do. I need to be in a studio all the time. All right now, I need to get money to help finance his time in the recording studio. NAS began selling crack on the streets of Queen's Bridge. Hustling just came about. There was no way around it. It was just there. It was he was everybody did it. Nas was just doing it as a get by thing, like he'll do it if he needed the money and then he'll stop. There's always a crackhead looking for a crack anyway. Back then, people was outside like zombies walking around like Night of Living Dead for real. Back in those days, when you first got outside and he attempted to do it, you you you being introduced to a world that would walk right past you before. And you can easily get flat lined out there because you know now you're dealing with what monsters now faced with the perils of the drug trade. Nas began carrying a gun I had in the top drawer and addresser Tech nine semi automatic machine gun and that was a gun of that day, and some drugs and addressing my mom, she found drugs threw them out. I didn't say nothing about the guns. You know, we were young and all through New York. That was just saying that, you know, nigga's gonna live past the age of five, and that was something we thought about. What we didn't care about. We didn't give a funk for Nas. The senseless violence of the Queen's Bridge Streets would finally touch home. On the night of May. I was in somebody's apartment. I was chilling out with this girl, and I heard the shots were usually where we'd be at on the block, and I just knew that had to be one of my people hit. NAS's brother Jungle had been shot in the shoulder and leg, while his best friend deal Will had taken three bullets in the back. Nice came outside and he was just looking and I was sitting there on the floor and Will was played out. So I see my boy, and his eyes were still open, and he's like staring, like looking beyond us, you know what I mean. Nas looked um me and was like, yo, he's gone. We're just kids. Our selved and you know, things happening. My boy got shot in his back. At the age of eight, Nas buried his closest friends, and the specter of more violence was looming. I just knew, like mans get and get ugly. It's just everything was dark, and I'm like, what's going on? What is the future gonna be? Like? What am I gonna do for a job. I can't just grow up and be nothing. Something has to happen fast. Coming Up, Nas takes on the biggest name in hip hop and later Love at First Sight. When Behind the Music continues. In the summer of ninth two, Nas was an eighteen year old MC looking to escape the dangerous street life that he claimed his best friend, and before long he landed his first big break. Chosen by a producer Large Professor to appear on the track Live at the Barbecue, Nah shocked the hip hop underground with his explosive debut verse to say, when I was twelve, I went to health of snuffing Jesus like you you know, like who punches Jesus in the face. I remember people bugging out off my verse because I'm I'm saying stuff people ain't never said before ever And rapped and I said, I it is on from here. The buzz Overlive at the Barbecue led to a deal with Columbia Records, and NAS put the hustle of the streets behind him for good. How do you feel to be like a living prodigy is a blessing. I'm a product of hip hop, you know, I'm said, I'm a product of the old school in the North of the North. Entering the student You to record his debut album, he boldly set out to make hip hop history. I wanted to suck the air suction out of your skull, around your brain, out of your head. I wanted to bring a darkness to your face and then explode lights and see your pupils. It's just you. You're in the presence of something you've never been around before. It was not his raw talent and prodigious lyricism on the track New York State of Mind that set the tone of the album. The otherest thing about New York State of Mind is he wrote it right there on the spot. He's literally looking at the paper going I don't know how to started. I'm actually giving him the count going too three four, and he looks up and goes, yo, We're just looking at him. Just stunt does it in one tape and he's like, how was that? We were like what and we're all high five and like we just want a football name or something. Illmatic was released on April nineteenth, and while it was not a commercial hit, the album was held as an artistic masters filled with unique rhyme schemes and vivid storytelling. It was like a second coming, you know, he rose again. He was that, he was Nas, He was the ship. He created imagery that I had never heard a rapper describe. It just felt like the hood finally had it's manifesto. If you want to understand what the psyche is for a young you know, African American male, you listen to all Matic. Two months after his debut album was released, twenty year old Nas became a father when his girlfriend Carmen Brian gave birth to their daughter, Destiny. I was like the happiest person in the world. Immediately went back to the neighborhood and like two cases of champagne and put him in shopping carts. Me and my boy b JS pushed shopper carl On through the neighborhood, giving our champagne bottles. It was just the best thing in the world. With the new responsibility of taking care of a daughter, Nas took a more commercial approach on his second album, and his strategy paid off, led by the hit single If I Ruled the World, a collaboration with Lauren Hill. It was written debuted as the number one album in America on July two. It was number one four weeks in a row. It was a very emotional thing because he got where he needed to be as an artist. Nas was now one of hip hop's biggest stars, but he soon found himself unwittingly in the crosshairs of the East Coast West Coast feud, as Tupac Shakur began calling him out on records and in the streets. I didn't see myself as his enemy, but he felt like I was in the middle of a war with him. He's all enohing, and that's the way you had to set it off. The night of September four, the looming tension came to a head when the two rappers crossed pass at the MTV Video Music Awards after party in New York City's Bryant Park. When we get to the after party, Nas grabbed Tupac by the back boom, commit where are you going? We stepped to on the show, and you know, we were like, you and our city, what's going on? Forty fifty of us is like packed around him with him, and Nas is like squeezed in the middle doing his talk. But I was right there on the side. My friend had the gun. I was trying to take the gun from him to shoot Tupac. With tempers flaring, Nas and Tupac decided to clear the air. You know, we got to the bottom of it right then. And then I told him, I'm hearing you about to dis me and album and he said, yeah, I got this album where I came at you because I heard you were coming from me. I'm like, I got no songs about you, bro, And he was like, Nas, me and your brothers were never supposed to go out and not me and you. These are his words. He's like, man, I take that off the album. Come meet me in Vegas. But the two rappers would never meet again. By the time Nas arrived in Las Vegas, Tupac Corp. Had been gunned down, and while the loss hit especially hard for the twenty three year old MC, it would pale in comparison to the shocking news he would soon receive his mother Ran had breast cancer. When she first told me she had been diagnosed, um man I was I was floored. Man, I was done. I felt like somebody just shot me in a head heart. I was like, this is not supposed to be happening. This ain't supposed to be happening right now. Why is this happening to her? Why is this that not this lady? This is the sweetest lady I ever met in my life. This is the nicest lady in the world. Why is this happening to her? She had to have a breast removed, and you know, she was still hanging around and she was strong, and I was like, wow, what would I do if this was me? Could I handle this? And I just saw her as the bravest person I'd ever meet in my life. By Nas had firmly established himself as one of hip hop's biggest stars, but in to his success, the Queensbridge MC found himself facing criticism by many who felt he lost touch with his roots. With the hit single Hate Me Now. Nas gave his unequivocal response when it got more about champagne and it got more about classy and necklaces and different lifestyle. I caught a lot of hate. You know, some people in jealousy his success. Some people think you owe him something. So I thought hate me now be a perfect anthem for all hats around the world. But later that year the criticism only grew louder when his follow up album, Nostre Damis was deemed the creative and commercial disappointment. NAS was done a big name but not musically, not relevant, not putting out relevant music, and the jay Z used that leverage and made that song to take Over. Intent on claiming the throne as hip hop's undisputed king, jay Z took direct aim at Nas. Filled with harsh insults, Takeover made reference to jay Z sleeping with Carmen Bryant, NASA's ex girlfriend and the mother of his daughter. Takeover is a destroyer. NAS was kind of out by everybody. Yeah you go anywhere. It's like, man, he can't come back from that. Despite the fact that his reputation was at stake and his career on the line, NAS remained silent. NAS wasn't gonna make no disrecord back. We had the force NAS to do that man. I remember pulling up one day, Nasa was driving in front of me. I was behind him. I jumped out of my car, got in his car and left my car in the street in the city in Manhattan, keys and ignition doel open to everything. Got in his car yelling, Yo, we gotta get this dude. He didn't his brother's words. Nas entered the studio and gave his response. On December third, two thousand one, Ether hit the airwaves. When it came out, everybody's calling like, why did you go that hard? Why did you go that hard? That was like the toughest dis ever. I don't know Jay's you can't even hear one noise out of that records this day? Is it a pull in New York City? Is it going to be either or is it going to be takeover? Who won? And New York chose either? Clearly Nas won that battle. He took that right hand to the chin and got up the back and points him right back in the face. Nazis come back continued with the two thousand one release of Stillmatic, his most critically acclaimed album in years, but NASA's triumph would be short lived. In April of two thousand two, while on tour, his mom's health took a sharp turn for the worse, and he rushed home to be by her side, and the call, Yo, she's not doing good, hurry up. And I came. It's when she started to get bad, and you know, and I've seen a tear come down up high and I knew she was waiting for me to get there before she left. Moments later, NAS's mother and Jones passed away in his arms. Nice, man, I don't know you handled that. I was like, so sad. I couldn't do anything. Feeling't rule anything, that stuff. I don't know how he handled that. Man. That's the strongest guy I probably ever knew in my life. It was heavy, man, it was heavy, and it took a lot of thinking on my part. You know what happens now. I would look at myself and the mirror, look at my arm and see her. So I'm like, she's still alive. She's right here and me and my brother and her grandkids, you know what I mean. And that gave me a great feeling. You know, this is what happens. This is life. You gotta keep living on. Coming up, Nas finds he sould me when behind the Music continues. In the summer of two thousand two, Nas was grieving over the death of his mother, Anne, who months earlier had lost her three year battle with press cancer. Distraught, the twenty nine year old rapper found himself in a dark place. I was just by myself, and I wanted to be by myself because I'm decided I'm gonna I'm not gonna do nothing. I'm not gonna wrap no more. I'm going back to the streets even I want to go out in the blaze. I don't even care no more. But if I didn't make that decision to go work, I wouldn't be here talking to you right now because out ofm as sure, somebody took me out. Nas channeled his pain into his music, and three weeks later God's Son was complete. The album, considered a major critical success, was dedicated to his mom and included the stirring tribute song Dance. He loved his mom and he needed that. He needed a way to express his feelings. I can't listen to that record. I can't do it. I tried, I tried to know, I walked around, I cut that off in media. I'm that would break me down like for Real. The track featured a surprise guest on trumpet, Nas, his father, Oh Lou, even though my mom and him had been separated. I know my first you know, lessons as life came from these two people, so I wanted him to play on it. It just gave me that feeling of when I was a kid. For Nas, dance would mark the start of a concerted effort to reconnect with his father, and the two would collaborate again on the single bridging the gap. Nas and his dad weren't always that close those points when he was around, and Nas is its major growing up, so it was important for him to now make that relationship happen. I realized, man, we get one life and one of my parents are gone, and you know, I wanted to hang out with Pops a lot more. And to me, it was ill because in hip hop music you don't hear many records celebrating the father's Having reconciled with his father, Nas began to seek stability in his romantic life as well. Sitting at home one night channel surfing, he stumbled across R and B starlet Callie and had a vision. When I first saw the song I Hate you so much. Right now, I'm like, who is this black rock star? Screaming and TV? I love it? I said, that girl right there, that's my girlfriend. She's gonna be my girlfriend. A few months later, at an MTV Awards after party, Nas spottied Chalice from across the room and went over to introduce himself. I looked up and down. She's a good height with the hills on, great smile of gold tooth in there for no reason. Still super cute. That's it. Let's go. He said, You're gonna be my wife, and uh, you know, could nobody find either one of them For a couple of weeks. Nas and Plice soon became one of hip hop's most talked about, an inseparable couple. That was the calmer person for the most part, and she was the live wire. It just was cool opposites. I don't think I've ever seen Nas truly happy as a grown man, and police did that for him. After two years of dating, the couple wed on January eighth of two thousand five in Atlanta's Morningside Baptist Church. It was real g because you know, I was ready to make that move and feel real good man. It was one of the happiest days for him to get married like that was a special moment. I knew he was serious and he really loved this girl, you know, and now he would staying with her forever. In the spring of two thousand six, Nas was riding high after the success of three consecutive hit albums after years of heated rivalry with Jay Z. A pivotal choice laid before an odds as he was asked to join def Jam Records, the label that had recently named Jay as its president. Me and him hadn't spoken. We saw each other in places, but there was no conversation, no dialogue. And l A Reid, who was then the man at def Jam, he said, you'd be willing to talk to Jay? And you know this thing is old. Why now I'm like, yeah. I went down the studio. Man. We just dapted each other up, started laughing. And the first thing Jay said to me, man, you know you I and I guess he heard about my mom passing and beyond everything else, he looked at me and said, yo, man, you right man? And I said, you know this is this is a beautiful start right here. Soon after, the two rappers made the reconciliation public when Nods made a surprise appearance of jay Z's I Declare War concert in New Jersey. That was a beautiful thing for everybody to see, to show that you could be bigger than the beef. To this day, I want the ellest moment a hip hop. In two thousand six, Nah signed with def JAB, officially putting the beef to rest. You can't sign a artist nae statue, you can only partner with Naz's first album with the label, the provocatively titled hip Hop is Dead Shot right to number one, and he continued to push the envelope further when he chose to unveil the title of his next project at the two thousand eight Grammys. I have never thought that I would do an album called nigga. You know, it's just hit me one day. There's a history that comes with the word, horrific history that comes with that word, and me making an album called nigga can't open up dialogue about that. Who should use and who should not? Who are the nigga's today? Is it women? Is it poor people? Is Who is it? At a time when the n double A CP was campaigning to stop the use of the word. Naza's decision stoked the fires of an already heated pulp. The debate and the backlash poured in. Everybody was talking about it. He created so much uproar that no major retail stores were going to carry the album. There was no way in the world that they were going to carry. Under pressure, Nas relented and chose to go with no title at all. Despite the setback, when the album debuted in the summer of two thousand and eight, it was number one. But for Nas, the greatest satisfaction came from knowing he had helped stir a valuable public debate. I felt great that people were scared of that album title. This is hip hop music, man, this is what is about. While Nas never shied away from conflict in public, at home, it had become an unwelcome distraction. His marriage to Police was unraveling. I started to feel like that love was gone between both of us. There were reports that she felt like he was cheating on her. Then there there were rumors that she had like some sex tape that was about to lead and I'm certain none of that helps. She would spend the money NAS would make like there was no tomorrow, and that caused a lot of friction in their marriage too. I feel like, why go on being miserable, you know what I'm saying. So it came to a point where I couldn't take it no more. Nas strongly considered filing for divorce. He to the point where he had everything doctor on the verge of ending it all. Nas received news that forced him to reconsider. Calice was pregnant with a baby boy. When he found out he was having a son, I think it made him feel like, if it's a chance that this should work for him to have but I didn't have then the sacrifice and do everything I can. It was hard, but the bottom line is he's the most important thing. He's the blessing, you know, So let's keep it good for him. It's all about him. But despite their best efforts, the relationship was freed beyond repair, and on April two thousand nine, after four years of marriage, Plice did what Nas couldn't bring himself to do and filed for divorce. She took her stuff out of the house and left her green wedding dress and that was all she left. In the spring of two thousand nine, Nas was coping with a contentious and highly publicized divorce from R and B starlet Callie, who was pregnant with their child. People will be talking about it all the time, you know, radio stations, TV, and you know I'm a private person and to have all this stuff about me out there, it's just wild. Like I want to go to another country for real. Through music, Nas once again found the escape he needed. Collaborating with reggae artist Damian Marley, he recorded Distant Relatives, an album that highlighted Africa's political strife and widespread poverty. I wanted to do an album that was different from anything that I UM. We were talking about something that wasn't about me. It wasn't about Damien. It was about our views on people who were suffering. Was happening in enough personal life. This was a good UM release, a good way to take him on to the center of what he was in the fact that I was going through this nasty divorce, but yet I'm working on this beautiful music. It was the best thing in the world. But on July twenty one, two thousand nine, Nas received some surprising news from an unlikely source. Harvey from TMZ shot me an email and he said, look, I'm about to report this, but I felt like you should know. Police just went into labor. I don't think I could have ever felt worse for a person than I did for Nas that day, telling him you just found out your son was being born through basically a gossip site. He didn't know what she was in labor, he didn't know where she was at. Nothing. After several hours of searching, Nas finally found the hospital where Klie was giving birth. I got to the hospital about five minutes after he was born, check to see how she was. She was cool, and it wasn't about us. It was just about this little dude. I just held him in, like, what's up night, You're ready for this, You're ready for the world. Nas is always the benchmark for everybody. He's your favorite rappers, favorite rapper. I think Nas is the greatest sense. And for him to be twenty years and still going and people wanting to hear what he has to say, man, it's just a testament to his endurance in his strength. Nasa is an artist. Some people just rapped. He's a He's a rapper and an artist. That freedom that everybody should have to follow their hart. If exemplified in Nas and Route and a Very Present. I think I'm living proof that you can stick to your guns and do how you want to do it and remains sucker free. You could just be you and do you and don't let nobody message your flow. Forget the cash, forget the cause, forget all of that stuff. The first thing is the music. The first thing. Nas continues to build on a legendary career with new music, including his fifteen studio album Magic. To celebrate the twentieth anniversary of Illmatic, Nas performed at the John F. Kennedy Center for Performing Arts with the National Symphony Orchestra. The performance was eventually released as an album. Nas has also been recognized for his efforts to bring constructive music programs to underserved youth through nonprofit work. 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