Dear Mapaseka
I'm a 31 year old man who's been single for 2 years and a couple of months,
honestly I've lost count , I ghosted my now ex girlfriend because I lost my job and
didn't know how to continue being in a relationship with her,or maybe I just feared how
powerless and insecure I felt . She tried to call me and check on me ,comfort me
and told me she didn't care that i am unemployed and that she truly loved me but
I messed it up by not having the courage to face her at my lowest.
Last year I got a job ,I made contact with her and she didn't want anything to do with me
for some time now ive been texting and calling even though my number was blocked.
Until recently she called and said if I want to talk to her so badly I know where to find her .
Now im really scared reach out because I don't even know what to say or do ,
or maybe im just scared she will reject me and all this time I've been single
not even a one night stand; that's how much I love this girl but I don't know what to do or
say when I go to see her ....any advice.
JACOB