I am 49 years old I have never been in a relationship where i enjoy intimacy with the men I have been with. I am now single, for 2 and a half years and I feel free. Each time during intimacy I feel unclean, I don't know what the issue could be. I have never been Sexually harassed but yet each time after sex I would immediately need to shower and scrub myself. Is there something wrong with me?
I would like to meet the right guy in future. I only have one child who is 25. I'm very independent,
very successful. Are there men out there that would be willing to chat, play and cuddle but not
go all the way? Hoping a man who can match my needs would find me.

GUGU