AHFG Book Club: Jenny Williamson's Enemy of My Dreams

Published Feb 4, 2025, 1:37 PM

In a very special episode, Liv and Genn McMenemy of Ancient History Fangirl interview debut author Jenny Williamson. Find Enemy of My Dreams wherever you get your books. Submit to the quarterly Q&A at mythsbaby.com/questions and get ad-free episodes and so, so much more, by subscribing to the Oracle Edition at patreon.com/mythsbaby

CW/TW: far too many Greek myths involve assault. Given it's fiction, and typically involves gods and/or monsters, I'm not as deferential as I would be were I referencing the real thing.

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I'm Jen mcmamonie from the Ancient History Thandral.

Podcast, and I am Liv Albert from Let's Talk About Miss Baby. I said I would do it, and I did it, and it was terrible. Go ahead down.

And today we are joined by a very special debut author. Liv and I are going to co host this joint episode. We are delighted to welcome a brand new rising star in the romanticy genre. She writes spicy, sultry, sexy scenes, morally gray heroes, hot mess heroines, and y'all, I have never blushed so hard while reading a book. Join us in welcome so the lady now, Oh, bless your heart live.

Now, join us in welcoming.

My accent is literally all over the place and it's never going to stop. Now join us in welcoming Jenny Williamson, author of Enemy of My Dreams to the podcast.

And name you've never heard before. She's brand new debut author.

Hi. Thanks for having.

Me, Oh, thank you for thank you for coming on our show. Yes today, Yeah.

You're welcome. I'm so honored to be asked.

Oh well, and we are honored to have you.

We are.

I knew I needed some extra backup for our February Ancient History Fangirl book Club pick.

So I asked Live.

If she would kindly come on and help me interview this totally unknown, brand new author.

And though I have never I've never met this author at all before, I just happened to have read the book like a good five or six months ago. Now, I was just real lucky that I got a crazy, crazy advanced copy.

Yes I had, Jenny.

It's like, okay, I had.

We get it, guys. With that.

No, I'm really enjoying this. Let's continue.

Well, Jenny, I'm glad to hear you say that, because I'm going to.

Start right out of the gates. Oh good with the tough questions. I could do this in my sleep.

But my first question for you, Jenny is can you give us the elevator pitch for Enemy of My Dreams?

So, Jenna has asked me this on to several different episodes.

But you've never been on this show before. I don't know why you're trying to pretend like you're a regular.

I dreamed it, But fine, I just met the two of you, and exactly Jen would have no way of knowing that. This is a difficult question for me. Okay, wait, I have a copy of my book in front of me, and so can I really just read what?

You can't read the cop No, you can't read the copy just as I can.

It's like that your book.

Well, but I mean you have that, then you have to have the it memorized basically.

Yeah.

Remember remember thea We had thea Ona gas on on earlier to talk about her book, The Hurricane.

Wars, and I asked her the same question.

I have general memory of this because I was not on the on.

The show exactly where.

Yeah, well, I'm going to tell I'm going to remind both of our listeners.

I'm great already, both of our listeners.

Listeners, baby listeners and fan girl listeners.

Oh no, just the two people who are listening to this.

Right now, the two listeners to all.

Of this to the two people listening. But anyway, I'm just gonna remind. I'm going to remind listeners that one of the best things she advised Anny to do as a debut author and for all authors, is to know your elevator pitch, to be able to pitch your book.

Now.

We did this months ago, back in October, and I warned Jenny excuse me, author, I'm going to talk to your publicist about this. This is an unacceptable behavior.

Jen.

You need some media training girls.

Come on your show or well.

I know you're not experienced with podcasting, Jenny, but I just have to tell you that, like you know, sometimes you really just need to to be able to go with the flow, and you're gonna need to be able to answer these questions. You have to know for as this is your clearer first podcast to promote this book. You've never been on a podcast. We're gonna just or really we're trying to ease you into what we're doing. You a favor for all of your future podcasting goals, which I know you have.

Yeah, this is a softball question.

Yeah, exactly.

You guys are doing so well, right, Okay, wait, So my elevator pitch and every time Jen asked me this question, which she has never asked me before, I get all flappy. So, in the last days of the Roman Empire, a brutal Gothic warlord and a hot mess potentially tipsy heroin forged a dangerous alliance to take down the Roman Empire.

So why do you think readers will love this book?

Well, I think that I think that readers will love this book because it's a real enemy's to lovers, which means that these are two characters who really have a reason, you know, like to be enemies. Like they're from a sort of they exist on two opposite sides of this gulf of like you know, history and culture and what their people have you know, done to each other over the centuries. And they're both real big mad at each other right out of the gate, which I find hot, and I mean and they and they're at cross purposes personally with their own goals. And I'm not going to go into too much detail because I don't want to spoil it with you guys, but it is really fun that way. And I also think, you know, like their personalities are kind of are kind of sparky together, which I really enjoy. It's got a lot of fun things that I love, Like there's kind of a found family trope going on where my princess heroin Julia kind of finds belonging in a place she doesn't expect it. There's a lot of tipsiness. There's a lot of plotting, revolutions, tipsy, which I think is I think I try to have fun with it, you know, and I think that's why people will love it.

I will say you wrote Tipsy very well. And another thing I know about you from the little time that we've spoken on this podcast is that you are not a big drinker of wine. So absolutely I can't say I've ever see you with a glass of Proco.

On your hand.

And so, you know, how did you go about writing a Tipsy in such such a realistic way?

Well? Live It might surprise you to hear that I enjoy imbibing a glass or two every so often, do you really? Yes?

Shocking? I thought you were a tea taller. I thought you never drank.

I mean I think that I really. I wouldn't say that Julia is a self insert I want to make of that far. In fact, maybe Alaric is a self insert, you know what.

But I think you're both of them. I think that's what makes it a great with two great characters, is that each of them are our you know, parts of you.

Yeah, this book is me talking. Yes, that's what it is. But I think that I have kind of thought of it this way sometimes, where I'm like my heroin is based on several different and real life characters and you know, people in the ancient world, but she's there's also quite a bit of me circa I don't know, twenty fifteen running around Bushwick going to all the bars, like there's there's some of that too, you know.

I think it can be both. But okay, you actually legible question that I've been well that we've kind of know we excuse me, we haven't because we don't know each other, and you've never been on a podcast.

That's right, we have and never met.

Just in case I feel like i've I've had these dreams of conversations with you in the past, and so I would love to see if maybe there's a there's a hint of reality in those dreams. And so in those dreams you've You've talked a little bit about how you know this book is it's romanticy, so it does have those fantasy elements. But I also know not at all that that you are you know, knowledgeable on ancient history, because why would you be. But instead I think maybe you've you've learned a little bit for this book alone about ancient Rome. So how much of it is ancient is real ancient Rome? How much of it is your own fantastical imagination, like how concerned were you with that?

Well, I like to refer to it as an occasionally true story, like yeah, good, yeah, I think that. What's funny about this? When I started writing this book, I knew basically next to nothing, you know, and I was just having a fun time and writing my own historical fan fiction, and I kind of figured this might. I would love to get this published someday. But I wasn't necessarily looking to write an extremely historical, historically accurate picture of what happened, because I wanted to make Alaric the Visigoths the hero of a romance novel, which in itself is a non historical concept.

So especially when you look at like any kind of images of him, sorry, I don't know, he's absolutely sexy in reality.

I am.

I am going to say, yes, the world's best mustache. And I'm gonna say this, the image that frequently comes up and you google him is actually Aleric the Second, because I know that Jenny did her research and check that. However, I haven't found many images of Aleric the First. So I'm going to.

Write a mustache. It's gonna be that glorious.

Well, look if I'm going to write a mustache, give me that mustache. Okay, this is not entire question.

Yeah no, but this it does leave to lead to another incredibly important question, and that is, can you remind me if if you're Aleric has a mustache?

No?

No, great, great, just just checking. And that leads because of the historical accuracy.

Right, So that's your answer to the historical accuracy question.

It's not completely accurate because he does not have a mustache to ride.

Well, okay, in the book he doesn't. In the book, he doesn't have a mustache. In the picture that will come up when you google him, he does have a mustache. Is that picture actually of him?

No, So this week leads really nice Listen, he can have whatever you want. It's a romance novel. I'm not gonna slam anyone's kink in what they like.

Are barbarians quote unquote in the ancient Roman Empire associated with mustaches? Historically? Yes, mo triparthid answer moving, I need to.

Rain control of this interview back in, so.

You're the ideal person to do that. That blew out my microphone.

Excuse me, I really don't appreciate you questioning my professionalism. If you do it one more time, I will have to contact your publicist and request that before you do any more interviews you get media training.

Are you gonna fake me?

This is this is really going off the rails.

And this is not the kind of literally five minutes in listen, this is not the kind of podcast I run it.

This is not like that one time in.

The podcast where Brutus's white whose name I forget, but I'm gonna call her Portia literally said to Rudis, oh boy, get the horse, Fallace.

I want to really talk this revolution out.

I don't think that's historically attested.

Moving on, I want to get back to this question I had, so tell us where the idea for a.

Romance between Alarica, the Visigoths, and a Roman and a Roman princess came from?

Like, where is that from?

It's from my head, Jen, Okay, but no, I mean that's obviously. But like, because like we understand how fiction works, Jenny, thank you, and the debut.

Author, we're doing so well.

Yes some of us have a degree in English, but no, but like, so my the original when I first started trying to write a novel, which has never come to fruition because you are the first debut author of fiction among us. But when I when it came to me, like I think, I swear, I just like maybe was just like browsing random Greek mythology and I found like some weird little thing between Cadmus and harmony, and I was like, oh, I'm obsessed with these characters. I'm obsessed with like writing a story about them. Like, but Alhaica of the Visigoths is truly like so random to me, So like, how how did you find Alaric? And why is why did he become like your guy of the mustache rides?

Okay, yeah, why does he make a great hero?

It can't be because of his mustache, because you didn't write that into your book.

You didn't. You have to pick something else.

So I it is it is not historically attested whether he had a mustache or not. We don't know what he looked like. But okay, so I do have a story about this. So I have a friend who I possibly, like, you know, one of my first friends. We met in preschool and she was over at my house one night and she is a Latin linguist and we were just talking about random historical things and she wrote this quote on a napkin, like she wrote this Latin phrase on a napkin, and then she translated it for me and it was I'm always bad at remembering this verbatim, but it was like, I grind you down with my bare hands, rome give up your weapons and hide. And it was just so like visceral, and you know, kind of like scary. And I was like, who is this and she's like, well, that's Alerica the Visigoths who sacked Room in four ten AD. And I was just like, who is this person? I must know everything about him? And then I just became obsessed with Alarica the Visigoths, And he has several other quotable things that he said.

I feel like there is.

An episode in our back catalog called stuff Aleric said. But I worked on with my my amazing co host, Jennifer Williamson.

Yes, I believe her name is Jennifer R. R. William Soon.

I think it's Dutch. She has no relation to this person speaking.

No, none, none at all. Yeah. So I just I just became completely obsessed with Alaric of the Visigoths and decided I needed to know all about him. And at some point wrote our first podcast episode, which was which was called stuff. Alaric said, not the first.

I don't believe you wrote that. I believe my co host Jennifer R. R. William soon wrote it. She's out ill today.

She did want to meet you terribly, but unfortunately she's got the Nora virus.

Yeah.

Just just couldn't work. Just couldn't work.

You know, she and I have never been seen in the same room together. Is it a coincidence?

I don't guess.

So.

Yeah, So that's how it happened. And I was, you know, kind of just became obsessed with the time period and the person. And I think what I really love about the time period is how how much it was kind of it must have seemed like an apocalypse to the people living through it, like to the Romans, who, you know, their empire was crumbling, but also to the people living outside Rome, like the people who joined Alaric's coalition, because this was a period called the Migration Era, where there was so much upheaval and different groups moving to different places and coming into contract conflict with Rome a lot more because and and there's there have been lots of different reasons given for why the migration era happened. Some people think it was climate change, like the Huns moving down from like the Central Asian step, like all kinds of different things like that, but just like the the sort of like apocalyptic dark horizon of this time period seemed like such a great setting for a romance novel.

To me, yeah, I agree. And as someone who you know, I I'm never one to make things political, not ever, I almost never talk about current events. I've no, absolutely not no. But but you know what I would say if I was a person who might get political now, and then I would say that like, yeah, I mean, this was a time period where this empire that was too big, was unnecessarily big, was big just because they'd wanted to conquer everybody, and and then obviously no empire should be that big. Of course, no empire ever since Rome has been that big or that probblem oatic.

I think the British Empire would beg but.

The joke, I think the American Empire would also beg to different, But that would also be the joke that's exactly right, is badly sorry for Palestine.

Absolutely. We've talked a little bit about Alaerica Visigoths who is her main hero.

I want to delve into Julia. Julia is the female main character. She is very much a hot mess, which I relate to because hello, you can hear me right.

Now, were hosses. I don't know what you're talking about.

Can you tell us if there were any historical women who you based Julia on?

Yeah, so there were three. So one of my characters that I based Julia on was Julia the Elder. She's perhaps the original kind of template for Julia. She is, of course, the daughter of Augustus. She got exiled to Pandeityria for being too slutty.

My favorite reason to be exiled, right respect?

Hell yeah, respect.

Kind of my my inspirite, get that. So that's like my kind of original couplet for her. The other one is Galla Placidia, who was a princess of Rome during the time of a tul of Alaric sacking, who was in Rome at the time of the penultimate Sack of Rome. Wound up being taken prisoner or just sort of trailing out of Rome with a bunch of other aristocratic you know, people who had been in there the whole time. So she'd been in the city during the siege, she got mixed up with the Goths, potentially joined them, potentially, you know, was kidnapped by them and married a tall Alex's right hand man.

He wasn't just a marriage. Didn't she have the most impressive dowry ever?

Yeah? So the dowry that she had there, Edward Gibbon goes into this in detail, and I love it, and I want to talk more about, you know, the Gothic culture of jewelry, because I think that really factors in here. So there the down please.

Tell me about it.

As our listeners know, I am a big fan of the shiny shinies. Like, if you could throw some jewelry and like knowledge about it at me, I'm gonna just swoon because I love my jewels, our girls.

Yeah, I if you if you recall, we actually did talk about this in the Atomic Golf I excuse me, excuse me.

I talked about this with my co host Jennifer.

That's exactly right.

I have never talked about this.

You're doing that, okay. So anyway, yeah, so then you all get statistic.

We are definitely two people were talking about Okay.

So anyhow, like the dowry of Galla Placidia. There was a let me think about this, there was a giant table that was made of one enormous precious gemstone with three hundred and sixty five legs, And I just I can't imagine how big this table would have but like I can't, I don't know what the shape of the table was, but imagine carrying that all up and down the Italian peninsula. But anyway, so there was this giant table and it had potentially three hundred and sixty five legs, just go with it. And it was made out of one entire precious metal precious stone, encrusted with other precious stones and gems and things. Not the only treasure. There were giant plates. The early Christians were super into giant plates the size of a wagon wheel that would have been one hundred million pounds, like silver and gold.

Honestly, the Christians have always been fucking weird.

Yeah, there was a lot of that. So, like I feel like the Goths in particular, there was a tradition where the man gives the woman a dowry, right and a.

Tall Yeah, as he should if he can take care.

Of me, that is reasonable. Yeah, that's like literally, if we have to have a dowry like that's quite literally how it should be agreed.

It also kind of it's an indicator that the woman had more power in the relationship than you would originally think because she gets all this wealth in it. I guess you.

Think any bleedover from the ancient like Glic and Celtic traditions where the woman were whoever brought more into the marriage was the sort of elevated partner because they had more wealth.

Well, I think it's different because in the Celtic tradition the man and the woman did both bring a dowry, and whoever it was kind of you know, I don't think it always had to be like a competition. But of course in the cattle ry of Coolie between Mave and Alil, as everybody knows, it did become one. So that's basically the dowry of Gallapla city. It was legendary in its time. It wound up being left in a palace somewhere in Spain and then divided up by various Gothic rulers who came in after the Franks got their hands on it, some other people maybe the vandals, I don't know, and people were talking about things from this dowry up until the seven hundreds a D. I believe or something like that. Yeah, wow, famous, And when would this have happened?

When would this dowry have happened?

Well, the dowry was all like it was a collection of basically booty that Alaric would have collected while sacking Greece and Rome.

Okay, so Gala Pacidia's dowry was legendary. It happened.

It was probably given from a tall to Galla Placidia, who was a you know, princess daughter of Rome.

One of the inspirations for Joy.

Sometime in the four hundreds a d.

And it was still being it was still being talked, still being talked about in the seven hundreds eighty. That's a long that's like, you know what, three hundred years in between, there were still talking about how epic this dowry was.

Yeah, then dividing it up between themselves. So there was still a lot by the seven hundreds a D. And So who was the the third woman? Oh, this is one of my favorites, right, So the third woman is Anria, who is the daughter of Galla Placidia. And what I love about Anoia is that she was going to have an arranged marriage to I don't know, some asshole that she didn't like, and she did not want to marry. That's right, And so what she did I endure this so much, was.

She it's the best story, and like, it's one of my favorite stories in all of ancient hims.

Say let me tell it.

Okay, So, okay, okay, Jenny Williamson on my podcast, Demanding Things.

So she dashed off a letter to Attila the Hun saying come and get me, and she basically proposed to him. So, Attila the Hun had been sacking. I don't know where he was. He wasn't in Rome yet. I think he was sacking around Greece or whatever, somewhere in eastern Europe. I'm not sure. I did a whole episode on this when I where. I knew what he was doing, but I don't know. So so she dashed off this message, and Attila the Hun immediately used this as a pretext to invade Rome because he was supposed to be engaged to Honoria, which meant that he now was owed half the Roman Empire as some kind of a dowry or inheritance or something like that. So so she was Galliplacitia's daughter. And it's really interesting because Galiplacitia, I mean, you can argue about whether a Tall and Gallaplacidia was a love match. It's presented that way in a lot of the sources. And I kind of went with that initially when I was doing the research on this, because I really loved the idea that maybe everything didn't suck for all women all the.

Time I was because.

So I was just like, oh my god, maybe she and a Tap loved each other. Maybe it was just this beautiful love match. But then Atop got assassinated like two years after they met, and she went back to Rome and she married this guy named Costantious, who she hated, and that's who she had Honoria with. So she was the daughter of Gallaplacidia and Constantious. But then Honoria also wanted to marry someone she didn't hate, and Galliplacity was like, absolutely not, I'm going to force you to marry this guy. So I kind of really love it that Honoria was like, well, my mom got to have a hot affair with like a goth. Maybe I can have a hot affair with a goth. And it wouldn't be that weird to call an a goth, because the ancient Romans used that word to, you know, kind of describe everybody who they would have categorized as a barbarian at different times.

Was I gonna say, Okay, I was gonna say, was that like kind of almost a barbarian style term where it just sort of means people who are in Romans?

Absolutely? And also the word Scythian, like they would have called the Huns. The Hunts were basically Scythian, you know.

Horse right, well, I mean, and then their defense they were coming from the other side.

Absolutely different people than who the Goths were. But the way that the Romans referred to to these different peoples they would have called them that those things interchangeably. So I'm not saying Annoya was thinking of this as like, oh, this is a Goth and that is a Goth, but theoretically some of the Romans were. But anyway, so she's like, in my head, Honoria was this this kind of this rebel, you know, And there's this one period in her life where and this is a precursor to when she sends a message to Attila the Hun to ask him to come and get her. But that really explains a lot to me. And so when she was like fifteen or sixteen, she had sex with like her chamberlain or something and got pregnant with him and got severely punished for it by her parents, sending her off to there's actually conflicting information about where they sent her to, Like it could have been a nunnery, but in the version I like, it's to Constantinople, the Eastern Roman Empire, which at that time was a lot more Christian.

Which is in Istanbul's com Yeah, so.

She would have been in Constantinople and at that time it was a much more Christian and sort of repressive and very pious court where she would have been made to get in line right, like pray a lot and live this very restricted life. And in that time period, there was this time when Attila the Hun was bearing down on Constantinople and he was going to sack the city, and the walls had been destroyed by an earthquake, and all the people, like the Huns were like two weeks away, they were not very far away, and they go very fast on their horses, right, So like this is an emergency. The whole the whole city very fast their horses. This is one of the things that made the Hunts so terrifying is how fast they go.

So theses, Yeah.

It's how fast they were able to actually mount a siege and arrive at your city.

They were technically that good of sieges. But these people didn't know this, so they so they were all like the whole city had to rally to rebuild these walls before the Huns got there and burned everything and killed everybody and sacked the city, and it's an emergency and everybody had to like calm together. And I just imagine Anora in this time period looking at these walls going up, and everybody else around her is praying for the walls to rise, and she's praying for Atila to hurry because she wants this world burnt down. So I just that's that's what like, that's what I imagine about her. And I think I wrote an intro to that episode about that. I mean, I didn't write it, I just am aware that it was written.

Yeah, Jennifer, So yeah, So that that is kind of my sort of little fan fiction about an Area, is that she just she just felt extremely constrained by the world around her and what they wanted to force her into, including her own mom, who.

Got to have her hot affair with a with a quote unquote barbarian, So why can't she have one? So she's like, all right, well, I'm gonna, you know, message Attila and see if he is down to clown. Yeah. She basically like texted him. She's like, you up, always up.

So we've talked about some of the real historical figures who inspired you, Miss Williamson. Can you talk about the troops readers can expect in any of my dreams? I know that previously on our book club, I can't talk about live and talk about what you've had on your podcast.

We've had a lot of things like grumpy and Sunshine, enemies to lovers. I mean I loved what I.

Was already ready before you talked about what.

Can we expect here?

I actually want to ask you guys that too, because I know what the tropes are. But I also as readers yourselves, what troops interest you in this book?

I mean I know so I think of them in a lot of ways of you and I sharing tropes because I wrote my novel, I called it just like a Trophy Cupid, and Psyched Psyche. When I first started writing it, so to me, I was just like, how many fun romance novel tropes can I jam into this novel in a in a way, And so I was kind of noticing yours as we went. Also because you read my book around the same time as I was.

That was fun. Yeah.

So I mean, I love like, I'll go so deep into the tropes, but I mean I'll take I'll take all of them. But the enemies to Lovers was it was pretty great. The grumpy Sunshine I think also applies, except she's not really Sunshine, but kind of they're both both grumpy and both suns Yeah, in different ways. Yeah, the other moments of each for both.

You definitely have some of my favorite tropes, which are forced proximity enemies.

To lovers.

Sharing that.

Yeah.

My co host Jennifer R. R. William Soon, who's a very horsey girl, really well she's a big fan of like just one horse, and I think you do that quite well here.

You've got quite a bit of horse representation.

Thank you. I'm glad you notice.

This isn't a romance tripe, but it's one of my favorite tripes. You find in fantasy, which is found family, where you find yourself amongst others and you have a chosen family. I really love how you've done that. Amongst your characters, You've got the hero and heroin, but you also have your heroine who for reasons decides what she's going to do is I don't want to say, seduce his friends, but definitely like encourage his friends to be her friends, to.

Aggravate the hero. You have a lot of aggregate.

Oh, that's done very well.

Yeah, I will say that it's almost like I remember that when you're talking about it with someone, but not you couldn't have been me.

No, never hurt. But I mean, and I will say like, and again this is not a question, this is just me hyping it up. But I and also mostly I'll admit this is me hyping it up from the position of I don't think I could write like this, so I'm jealous. But I do think your side characters you're sort of just peripheral every character who isn't you know, Julian and Alaric, Like, I think I think you did them incredibly well in a way that I really enjoyed. And I think that you know that's really important, but it also can be rare in works, and so like, the twins are the ones I'm thinking of most, Like I think you really you did great work on Like, yeah, the side character twins.

The twins for those of you who don't know, are in Enemy of My Dreams. Alaric has kind of this adoptive children. He is like a like a lone wolf, and he's got these two cubs. They are named Horsa and Hengist, and while he is not blood related to them, he sort of raises them from about three until fifteen in this book. And it's a really great dynamic that.

You have the lone wolf and cub.

You don't get to see a lot, and so it was really great seeing it reflected here in this romance.

Thank you also, men who men who have those types of relationships. I think, I mean, I say this a lot that I really prefer fictional men. I am Sam, a straight woman who unfortunately just doesn't like real ones all that much.

And yeah, I can understand that.

Yeah, yeah, I just you know, they have They've never impressed me, but fictional fictional are great. And I think though that having that kind of relationship, like I think I think with a Larak, you really you handled him well in that, like he is like big and gruff and scary and hot, but also know in all those good ways, he's like a very endearing, very warm character. And I think that's hard to do sometimes, to kind of juggle those Yeah, I think that for me, like you have to.

I mean, there has to be something about masculinity that you love if you're going to write a heatero romance, like, there has to be yeah.

Yeah, and it's usually not realistic masculinity.

I want to date a real, actual human man, or do I want to date a fictional man written by a woman? Question Mark?

That's what I want.

But like I feel like, you know, Alaric to me is a version of something I kind of think of as like sort of you know, old oak tree masculinity, where it's like.

Old oak tree.

Yeah, I've never heard that term before, but I really love it.

You should coin it.

Yeah, I'm doing it now.

Like I kind of see it as like an old like you know, grain of wood, Like it's deep and strong and kind of gnarly and scar and you can build furniture out of it and it's stoic. But and it's not an asshole, tall, strong, and silent type, you know.

Okay, So your book is called Enemy of My Dreams and just.

One of the greatest titles ever in existence. And I'm so glad you like it. Yes, did I did? I tell you the story of how it came about. No, tell it again, because now we're on microphone and listeners. And again, I've never met you before, so let's keep that right.

So I've never met you before, so you've never heard this story. So it took me. I know I've said this many times on Mike before. It took me roughly eight years to write this book.

But again, not on the podcast.

I've never been on a podcast. I'm just on various mics.

Keep it going for an hour and a half inch.

Can't pretend to for my hair brush that I was pretending with a microphone.

Yeah, that's exactly right.

So I have it took me like eight years to write this book, like it took me a very very long time. And the entire time I did not know the title, didn't know what the title was, no idea. People would occasionally ask what the title was, and I would have a little bit of an anxiety attack because I was like, I don't know, and so finally I was like, right, I have to actually have a title at some point. And so a friend of mine, Aaron in New York, she was like, let's do this and we will figure out the title to your book. And I'm like, I don't know, erin, it's been eight years. I don't know if I'll ever think of a title to this book. And she's like, let's just figure it out. So we went to drag Brunch in my neighborhood. As should.

I mean, there is so much creativity and their authenticity and just so much to be learned from going to drag Brunch.

I agree, I encourage you all to do it.

Yeah, the drag Brunch was just a font of creativity and really inspiring, and Aaron and I had a really good time and thought of this title and it was awesome.

It's just like I think I love it most because my love of romance novels comes from the tropes and the predictability, but like in a way that's not predictable, you know, Like I think a lot of people complain about romance novels for those same reasons. They're like, oh, it's you know the tropes are so you know you see them coming or whatever, but it's like, yes, and that is the joy. Yeah, Like I love reading a romance novel where I know that I'm going to have this whole wild ride, which with tropes that I find, you know, and like enjoyable, and also there's gonna be a happy ending. And I think that that's that's the joy of reading romance novels, particularly when the world is on fire, is like I would like to know that there's just gonna be nice things, and if they're slightly predictable, I'm yeah, I.

Think so too. Like I think that you know, I when I wrote my book, I wasn't thinking about what tropes I was using. I just kind of wrote it and then figured it out backwards.

Well, you wrote it as somebody who And again I've never met you before, but I know somehow, just through through knowledge about you as an author, that like you grew up reading and those very specific types of romance novels. And so I think that comes from Natthewa.

Yeah, I was gonna say this, This title to me evokes.

A lot of those like early nineties eighties like Ashes in the Wind and like.

Really bodice rippery historical fiction, and I love that because I don't think we're seeing that as much in romance anymore.

Like I agree.

I love it in historical I mean I love reading a good historical novel I can fall into, and this really evoked that for me, and was that for me without those really problematic aspects. I did enjoy that there was consent here and that but was sexy consent. It is very sexy consent, and I think you did that really well. And you also handled one of my least favorite tropes, which is like a jealous older woman of a younger heroine. I think you really turn that on its head. You had two female characters.

I remember it so well now.

You had two female characters who are vying for the male's lead, and one was slightly older and one was our heroine or hot mess Julia. And you actually did a really good job of turning this trope of like female jealousy over one male on its head. And I just have to commend you for that.

Oh, thank you so much. Yeah, I think that I'm gonna ta I'm going to tackle those two things separately, because they're two different things. I think that one of the things that I really wanted to do in this book was have a book where it kind of did feel like the sort of you know, vast, sweeping historical romances that I read when I was a kid, which I'm sure a lot of romance fans that are listening right now maybe got their start on, you know, Like there are a lot of those from like the nine these the eighties. They're very bodice rippery. There's a lot of dubious consent in those and non consent in those, And for me, I was just like, you know, I want to write a book that's like that, that feels like that, but where the sex is all consensual, and like I wanted it to be like that without losing the combativeness, you.

Know, like and this muddiness, the spice of it. You know, I feel like.

That's one of those things that like it's not a kind of romance, you know, like there's still that like there's still that combativeness, but everything is consensual, and like I wanted to keep that excitement, you know of that.

Like Jenny, Now, Okay, this is something I would have said to you when I first started reading your book, and it's just brought it back to me now hearing you talk about it this way, because you know as somebody who also has been working on writing smut admittedly ah, but who didn't come to it from that or like older Bodice Rippery time. Can do you remember how I phrased it when I told you how I described your smut, because I think it was like, I don't remember, it was like elevated smut or something like that, where I just think your prose is so lovely that you write like classy smut in a way where I was like, I'm not and I don't know, this isn't really a question, but I just generally like, I'm jealous of your prose I think is part of it.

So now I'm just falling over you.

Oh good, great, it would make you so uncomfortable, which is I'm glad to hear your really vision.

You know.

You did great, honestly.

So let's talk about enemies to Lovers, which I've heard is your favorite trope.

I mean, I just read it in your bio on your website.

So can you talk a little bit about the enemies to lover's trope and why it's such an enduring trope?

Well, I really love it because I really love that conflict, you know, like it really feels when you have a good enemies to lover's situation going, Like the passion is there from the beginning, and it's just like you can turn it as an author, from angry passion to a sexy passion and there's very little daylight between the two. So I feel like it already rocket fuels your relationship if they hate each other on site, you know what I mean, but in a sexy way.

Oh yeah, I feel like all my favorite books, like romance books start that way, and I think it's you know, there's a lot to debate between what is like what is enemies to lovers versus like rivals or whatever, all those different things. Yeah, thing yours is legit. It's legit enemies political, cultural, like exactly.

And that's like the more it's like kind of like a rubber band, you know, like the further apart you put them at the beginning, the more they snap into each other. Like, God, you're good at phrases like that.

What a great metaphor, Yeah.

What a spicy metaphor, right, super spicy, Because really, what I want to do is want collide into each other like two, oh, I want to exploding like this is.

They didn't have freight trains. I think maybe like a couple of carriages.

Yeah, with something that explodes, I don't know. Pick your pick your image, pick your flammable image. This is in your imagination. You're not actually harming any any wildlife or people or anything. Yeah, this is so yeah like the fun exactly. So it's it's about that explosive, that explosive moment when they collide, shall we say? And the more the more you pull them back, right, I know, the more you pull them back in the beginning, the more they snap into each other and explode. That's that's what I love about Enemy Still Lovers so Live.

On our book club, we've talked on the Fangirl book Club, we've talked a lot about what is more difficult to write either a sex scene or a fight scene.

So, oh God, Jenny, we wanted.

To know what you find more difficult to write a sex scene or a fight scene.

I have real thoughts on this, I know.

I also know my co host does.

Right, what a coincidence we have? They might be similar thoughts, but I don't know. I've never met her. Not similar people though that's been in the same room together, not a coincidence. So right, So sex scenes and fight scenes. So I really feel like a sex scene is the canary in the coal mine of your romance novel. Like if I am writing the rest of the romance novel and I get to the sex scene and I'm having trouble writing it, it means that I haven't set my scaffolding right and I have to go back and fix it.

Wow, that's such a smart way of phrasing. And I'm really jealous of your brain.

Thanks, but.

You know, to keep going.

I'm so jealous of that.

I'd be like, but I love sex scenes in that way because I feel like I can really tell if I'm doing it right if I can hit the sex scene and it just flows right out of me, you.

Know, but it flows right.

But if anything, if anything, is gonna flow right out of me, it's gonna be the sex scene. Because like, I love writing sex scenes, like it is my favorite thing in the world. I love it so much.

If this was video, i'd be pulling out my collar, which I am.

But if you can see me, I would be very red and all say sexes.

Are difficult for me from my like very Catholic upbrin where I'm like, how read do I etern while writing it?

The best Catholics love, Oh, they absolutely love to fuck.

They just like, if you're not deeply embarrassing yourself, you're doing it exactly.

We We must atone for it.

We must go to confession and tele a priest who's supposed to be solidate all the naughty, dirty things we did, which is all.

A hot that's its own fetish jen I'm aware. So anyway, okay, I'm talking about me. Excuse me, excuse me, we're talking about you. Yeah, we're talking about me. It's all about me.

I'm sorry. Author.

We didn't mean to derail you. It's not about the jebus of us all.

That's all minnies.

Okay, So we broke love, We've all we're all broken in this podcast. Anyway, I was gonna talk about fight scenes.

Now please versus second, which is which is harder?

Okay? So sex scenes are really fun. Sex scenes, sex or sword super fun. There should be many sex scenes in all books. But I enjoy sex scenes and I enjoy writing them, and fight scenes I think they were harder for me. To learn how to do. But then I was watching anime right and I was watching a kind of you know, sword fighty anime, and I realized that there's two Caia, Yeah, I realized that there were two types of sword fighty anime. There is the sword fighter anime where they really animate all phases of a fight, where you see everything that happens, and then there's the one where it's just they run at each other and then it's like some kind of explosion. One of them is cut in half and you don't know what. And I was just like, you know, I don't think I need to know everything that happens in the fight scene to write the fight scene. I think I can really gloss over it and give it an action sheen, and it really there's a lot of verisimilitude there. So I tried that as attack.

That you can just throw in versimilitude as a word that you just said, it's almost like you're a published author. I've never heard of one of it.

It's almost like a sessional word monger.

Honestly, a word smith.

Even I've described myself as a smutmonger and a high end smutmonger in the past, and I think I'm in a.

Guest a purveyor of high enda.

That's exactly right, a purveyor of high end smutt. Yes, so I think that. Like, so I tried that and nobody commented on it. So I think That's what I'm going to be doing until further notice, honestly.

Like, but I mean, I feel like maybe this is just my writing, is that I'm incredibly insecure, which is also true, but it's weird. Oh, I can write nonfiction. I can write about the myths in a nonfiction style to the entire brilliant.

But then you've written two books and a very long introduction to a third. I've written a cookbook and a regular book with my co host Jennifer R. R.

William Soon.

That's exactly right. That's we've never met.

But once you get to fiction, it does feel a little more interesting.

It's the worst. I'm like, terrible, And then I read Jenny's and I just remember the first I read the first chapter and then I was like, I don't know that I can keep reading this while I'm still working on my own, because I was like, your pros is so pretty, your fucking poet and your goddamn words I'm so mad about it, and I'm so like, blah blah blah, this is what happens. And then but thankfully I describe myselves. Yes, we're all there, but I then I just got I got deeper into yours. And I mean it was it was great. But it's funny that you say that about the fight scenes, and I'm I mean kind of re You're just taking it in again now having heard you describe it that way, because I mean, your fight scenes were great, and m h, it's so hard. It's so hard to write that, and especially because you were dealing with like battles. We're not talking like a one on one fight, like a lot of romanticy or fantasy broadly, we're talking like room Fall of the Roman Empire. Battles that you wrote well. And I'm jealous, is all that I'm saying.

And you wrote them well from both a historical aspect, being like, Okay, this is an occasionally true story. Some things might have been fabricated or moved around, but in general they were very historically, you know, to the time and sort of the military regime accurate, but also they flowed within the context of a romantic of a romance or romanticy novel, which is really hard to do. Like, I know, I couldn't do that personally. Think you probably you know, you don't have to give me praise. I'm gonna, I'm gonna, I'm gonna pump myself up in America.

I mean, I just I just yeah, you could hear it, you can. I mean, I feel like you know the hardcore military history and or you know, martial arts nerds will probably vociferously disagree with me on this.

Well, those would be angry dude.

Not reading this book. To be clear, absolutely, I feel like you can. You can give it that gloss of verisimilitude if you just sort of the.

Word again like a fuing scholar like a boy twice is like way too much verisimilitude.

It's just too much. I had all a point about that, and it's about like, I don't know, just making it real, but you don't. You don't have to know every single step of the fight to do that, And sometimes it's better if you don't because.

It's so easy to overthink those things right right exactly yeah, yeah, and.

To get lost in the d's sort of a fight sequence or even like a like a sex scene, Like there's a certain amount of detail we want, amount that takes us out of the fills.

In a sex scene or even in a fight scene.

And I think you you thread that needle very well.

So I have to commend to you, but I.

Have I think that there's one more thing I want to excuse me. Yeah, there's one more thing I want to say about both fight scenes and sex scenes that I think is really important is that both of them are about a relationship. Both the sex scene and the fight scene are about a relationship between two people or however many people are in the scene having the sex or the fight right, So like it's really about those emotional stakes, and I think that's more important, especially in the fight scene. I think this is less true in the sex scene, but depending on how you write it, maybe can be true in the sex scene too. It's like less less important than each and every step being spelled out perfectly. Is that what is the relationship between these two people and what are the dynamics and how do they change throughout the scene? And what stakes stakes or are Also, this.

Is where I think that I'm fascinated by your mind. So just to be clear, because I'm legitimately as a writer interested in how you phrased that because you said that it was less important for the sex scene about the emotional relationships and more important for the fighting.

So sorry, less important in terms like the emotional relationship is super important for both the emotional aspect of it is more important than step by step exactly what happened and then both like, I just love that. That's interesting, and it's maybe like it might be slightly more important the step by step exactly what happens part in the sex scene, but I might be overthinking that, you know.

Okay, So I'm gonna ask I think two more questions and then I think I can wrap this up.

From my side, I don't know about you.

Live.

I think my first thing is like, and I'm going to ask all three of us, what is your favorite trope? It can be combined with enemies to lovers. Mine is like two people, one bed. I love it when people are forced to share a bed who don't want to share a bed together for whatever reasons, and obviously intimacy occurs.

Okay, do you want me to go next?

Go ahead?

All right?

Yes?

And then live. So I don't know if this is a favorite trope or just a favorite one that I'm really into in general. I love it in terms of enemies to lovers. I don't know if this is a trope or like a general thing, but like when people so didn't know their dating and I've talked about oh yeah before, I just I just read. I just read a romance called The Last Hour of Gan about a woman who falls in love with an alien lizard man, and it is extremely hot. The idea of two people who don't understand each other and their communication is so bad even though their sex is extremely hot, that one of them literally thinks they're married and the other one has no fucking clue just delights me on so many levels. Like it delights me. It delights me because the one who doesn't know is questioning the relationship still when the other one is like, what are you talking about? We're married, Like we are solid. And then and then you just like, as the insecure one, just fall into that certainty, And I find that beautiful A great wow.

Agree. I think mine is kind of similar to yours. And I don't know about describing it as like a singular trope, but I love like everything you were describing and I think. I I love sort of the how to phrase it, like the kind of like when one person knows things the other one doesn't. Yeah, and then the reader knows all or like has an idea of kind of what's going on, and you know that like the one of the characters like thinks they hate this person or whatever. Right, and then you know all of these things that like, oh no, there's like so much going on in the background, right, I don't know. That's yeah, a poorly described trope, but.

I completely get it. I completely get it, you know.

I mean it's it's where one person has sort of this extra knowledge about the other one. Yeah, like they might know they're secret identity or all the good deeds they do, like donating to like a children's library or a children's hospital, and the other one thinks that they're an asshole or whatever, and so one they uncovered that secret.

That's the gen who really likes the sort of you know, uh, golden retrievery thing.

I don't know, go to I know, I don't know an animal.

I find out he's even more fucked up, and then I'm into it.

Imagine you're here for it. Just don't pull the trigger.

It's like for me what it is, and it's it's like undisclosed information, but for me what And you can tell us which one is closer for you because I'm curious, but I'm going to tell you I think I know the answer. My prime example of this trope is when it's an enemy's to lovers and it's like, we we have a beloved right a character. Usually it's the woman, but on you know who it is. It could be anybody really, but let's go with the heroine who's like, oh, I think he really hates me, Like why is he so you know, stand offish and cold and stoic and whatnot. And it turns out that he's like he's like holding himself back because he's so obsessed with but also he's been doing all these things behind the scenes to protect her and blah blah blah, Like that is what makes me swoon.

I think that's what that.

Is the mister So that is the mister Darcy of the like I can't remember which one it is hand flex moment where he can't show excuse me, pride and prejudice, which has just correct and what's his name?

Who played mister Darcy you're welcome.

Yes, what's his name? Why? Matthemc Yes, hang on.

So it's this, it's this moment where he can't show his emotions, so instead of showing it, he like does this sort of like hand clenched flex.

I love that trip.

It's a gorgeous because it's it's completely it's like this moment of lost control, right.

Yeah, yeah, but also like he wants to show this emotion but he can't. So it's like the slightest hint that there's something more going on if you were paying just if you're the reader and you were paying the most attention you could find it, or the viewer in this case, but like the actual heroin is like, I don't know, he unclenched his fist.

What does that mean?

It means he's completely lost himself, but just for a moment because she's so incredibly sensual, that's what it means anyway, which one I don't know.

I think we're maybe all fans of romance novels and movies and books.

That's what I think.

So yeah, all right, So my my final question for you, miss Williamson.

To be confused with R. Williams Soon No, we don't want to.

I've literally never met you guys before.

It's weird. We get along so well, I do, but who's to say.

So? You build these incredible worlds, and you do such an amazing job of you know.

Sculpting these landscapes and these characters, and writing is a very lonely business. Do you have any beta readers or like friends.

Maybe someone who hosts a podcast about mythology or co host of another ancient history podcast, who are there to pump you up and build your community and let you know that you're.

On the right track.

I mean, yeah, but you have never met those people.

I would not know who those perfect people were.

Nobody that you have met either one of you, like somebody sounded like they were well like something, But I don't know what that could be because we've never met.

I can't imagine what.

None of us have ever.

Met, that's right.

So, once upon a time in I don't know, eight years ago, me and my co host were doing this thing called Nana Rhima, which you should not do because they scan all of your stuff you upload it to AI.

Don't do it anyway, really problematic problem. Yeah, there's something about grooming. It's I don't know. It's a weird, weird rabbit hole. I don't know anything about it except that it's fucked up.

Oh wow. Me and we do not, Okay, Me and my co host before we'd even started this podcast, we're trying to write novels.

I think that here's I think this is the moment we maybe break down the incredibly realistic wall. You know, I know that we've convinced everyone, but I know.

That I want it. We do know each other, we do plot twist.

We do know each other.

And how I remember this book coming about is about eight years ago, during Nano Raimo. My dear friend Jenny Williamson was writing a novel about ancient Rome, and she was in Paris at the time, and I was in London coming over to visit her in Paris, and I was also writing something about ancient Rome. It never got finished, but her novel has gone on to be this incredible, amazing debut, and I just want to talk about how incredible it is that you followed through on this and it's become this really big thing.

Congratulations.

We're really fucking proud of you. We are so boilers. We have known you all this time.

Weird.

I know.

So, yes, both of you have been very involved in this book. John has been helping me sort of shepherd this book into existence since I don't know, I've I conceived of it a million years ago.

And live it's a beautiful book.

I did very came in about halfway through. I remember us being extremely drunk on a on a patty, on a not a patio, a balcony in Italy, in rome and grey. It wasn't in Greece.

I don't know, thank you are, but bring me into this unnecessarily as offensive.

It was yours you, nerds, was it mine?

Well, it depends on the big one.

It was yours you.

Neard to say a ton of rose and FaceTime Jen on her way to Athens, and that was from.

Your And then Jen showed up and she gun shopping or something? Or am I conflating two different times? I might be.

I'm not sure I hear gun shopping, and maybe that's just.

Because, look, y'all, I might be in the South, but I don't buy guns.

I'm gonna leave that they're uncommented on gun shopping. Jen didn't say y'all.

At one point she did, I know, she went full South.

I remember trying to tell Live about my book and being like, no, I can't tell you about it.

No, you wouldn't share. I mean, I remember you.

One. I was very embarrassed about it. And then it turned out that Live was a huge freak like me. And then she, you know, was totally into our freakishness, as we've discovered. And you know, I also shared my book with Live, and I've shared other things with Live that are embarrassing.

I mean, that's friendship.

But I appreciate you putting all the podcast friendship.

That is friendship indeed on so many levels now that I'm like, I was thinking of one specific thing, but now I'm like, oh no, it's actually everything.

Oh God, which one was it?

Everything? She knows all the things. So yes, and thank you so much both of you for being in this journey with me, because it's been a journey.

It has been a journey.

No, it's been a pleasure.

Yeah, I remember you, like I remember the first time we talked, which again to the listeners who've been fooled this whole time, you know, but like we met, and I think it had to have been around April. It was early pandemic, so I think it had to be April. So we're nearing our four year anniversary. And I mean, I'm sure we've talked about it an episode before, but like when we all tried we recorded your Dionysus episode, fine, right, and then I think that that was pre pandemic. That's what it was, is that your Dionysus episode was pre pandemic. And then by the time we talked together again for my didoh episode, it was like April twenty twenty and we were all losing our minds and we ended up.

And I will say live the big hobby it here is I was in London, Jenny was in the Yeah, and I was in and live West Coast on the West Coast of Canada.

So the time zones we're extreme.

Eight hours off from you, Jen, and Jenny was in the middle, and we.

All decided to start drinking at the same time.

We just met each.

Other and we were like we got on really really well. I don't want to say yeah, and we were like, let's have some wine. I was like, sure, it's whatever hour we're here in the UK, but I'm now freelance, let's do it. And by the time how many hours did we.

Say, I honestly think we spent like six plus. I feel like by the time I swear we so we would have been in Pacific time, and I swear we started at like three pm and finished at like eleven Pacific, which was then like that's like two am Eastern, and then another so at seven am. Oh yeah, no, Jen, you I swear you were like the sun is coming up. I think, I think, yeah, And it was just so it was so funny, and then we you know, went off from there. But like I think that original time we talked, like I remember hearing about this novel and I was like I would read it, and you were like, Jen is the only one who could read it.

It's you know, and it was but it's really good.

It's better than anything.

And I was so down. And I had also been working on a book since two thousand and nine, so it was all like I understood, like you had.

Your own baby, you know, like yeah, like so many of us have that, you know that we've been working on for a million years, and it's like none shall pass. Like I happy to be very protective.

Of this and I'm just never yeah, sorry, I'm so proud of you. Is what I was born to say, but then I cut you off to say, I'm so proud.

Thank you so much. I'm so grateful that both of you have been so in it with me. I really treasure this.

I mean, it's been really fun to be along and to like, yeah, to just watch you get this deal and like just all of it. It's so nice.

Yeah, it's one of the great joys of my life to see this has happened for you. And I'm so incredibly proud of you. And I know that our listeners will also really enjoy this novel and be proud of you and happy for you. They've heard about it since our first episode, and I feel like this is the novel that for me brought me through a really a lot of really hard times that I haven't like really talked about on the podcast. But when you were writing this, it was really dark time in my life, and hearing you be excited about it and sharing these details was incredible. And then through the pandemic it was such a light. And now it's here, So I'm so excited for you, and I really hope our listeners enjoy it and see that you know, sexy darkness but also the brightness.

That's there too. Congratulations, Han, thank you so much.

And I think that like podcast listeners can be included in this circle, you know.

Because absolutely they've been hearing about it since almost our first episode.

It was like our third episode.

About our third I think, yeah, or a fourth or I forget. I think it was actually a little bit because we did all this stuff about the siege and you know, the Praetorian Guard and things, and then we got into the alaric stuff like it might have been like our seventh, but it was the first one. I wrote.

Yeah, and it's just incredible and we're so happy for you.

And I don't know when this exactly.

This is going to drop in our book club, but Enemy my Dreams will be out in hardback ebook and it's an audio if like me, you really enjoy hearing the world brought to life, it's got an incredible narrator live.

Did she send you the yes, I forgot about that until this moment. I yes, yes, I remember picking them out.

Helping me pick out an audio narrator. So that will be that's coming. I think it's dropping at the same time, I'm not one hundred percent sure on that, but I think it will be.

It's the same time. You don't have to worry, it's the same time.

Yeah, no, I I just yeah, I mean I feel the same as Jen, And just to keep it light and silly, because I don't know how to be quite serious entirely. I just have to say that while Jen was saying all those beautiful, lovely things to one of her oldest friends, her dog did come up and show us his butthole, just directly on the screen.

Oh it wasn't Dick. That's good.

Yeah, you know it up, but you know, he got he got comfy after. But he made it quite clear.

I didn't see that because my pa is in my recording.

Yeah, you know, I just yeah, I listener. He just you know, I came one of the couch and he just showed it off. That's all.

Look, he had to he's behaved very well.

What can you do?

You didn't do nothing but appreciate the show.

So I do want to say a couple of things as we close out. Jenny, your author photo was taken by Live in Ruins of Rome.

You two had a beautiful trip.

I think it was last year right now. Last year I was in Rome figuring out what I was doing outlining the second book in the Enemy of My Dreams duology, and Live was really instrumental in that. And there was a pan where.

I was breathing my entire life. I'm glad I was helpful for you.

We Beth were in a certain point.

It's okay. I was having a full on.

Oh, I know, I've never cried more another human. We were doing awesome.

It was a great The beginning of twenty twenty four was rough. The end was also rough.

We're doing awesome and I was frolicking amidst the ruins i'd Live was taking my picture.

In one of us was doing the best of all three of us.

I mean, she was along for the ride.

So yeah, so yeah, Live took your author photo.

I think a friend of yours helped with your website.

Yeah, we've already given up very selfidrandizing.

It's Jen.

She's one did a super good job on my website. I could not have done that website.

But I try to help.

But anyway, and it Live's pictures did make it easier. But what I wanted to close out with is saying that your book will be out on February fourth in hardback ebook and audio. It's coming out from Canary Street Press. Where can people find you on social media?

Okay, so my website at the moment, So my website is Jenny Williamson, Author dot com. I am on Instagram for the moment at Jenny Freaking Williamson. I have a Blue Sky account. It's Jenny Williamson. I have not posted anything on it as of right now.

I'm also trying to get back on there. Let's go because the rest of social media is falling apart of the seams right absolutely.

So anyway, Yeah, like I said, Twitter not usable, Facebook and Instagram and threads turns out are no longer fact checking and are now assholes with who permit hate speech. So I don't know. So I am on Instagram still at Jenny Freaking Williamson. I would say that is where I'm most active. I don't know that that will always be where I'm most active. I have a Blue Sky account which I hope to post more on. That will be Jenny Willimiamson. Oh yeah, I have a newsletter if you go to my website Jenny Williamson author dot com that is on there. And I happen to have a podcast and your podcast is Ancient History Fangirl.

Who you feel not the not one of the ones you might be listening to.

Potentially We're on this and also on lives podcast and and.

If you've never heard Jenny in my podcast, what the fuck are you doing?

Right? Yeah, so it will come to it will come as a surprise to nobody that I also have a podcast with Jen called Ancient History Fangirl that live has been on a bunch and you know.

And we'll be on a bunch of.

Thready and you can find right there.

Thank you so much, Jenny Williamson and Live for being on the podcast. As always.

You can find Ancient History Fangirl on Instagram at Ancient History Fangirl. We're also on Facebook, it's mainly updates, and we are on I don't know TikTok if it exists, looks like we're also we're on Threads and Blue Sky as Ancient History Fangirl Live.

What about your incredible podcast? Where can people find you?

Well, I also have a podcast it's mostly called Let's Talk About This Baby, And I'm also on all of those places. Again, the only one I'm really active on is Instagram, but then a piece of shit. Zuckerberg did piece of shit stuff, So now I'm sure exactly in the air. It's just almost like we should eat all the billionaires, you know.

Yeah, we will be back at some point in time, either weekly or bi weekly, and we appreciate you listening. And Jenny's book is out now or will be out very shortly. If it's not out yet, please pre order. And if it is out, go into your local bookstore or library or wherever you get your books and pick up a copy.

It is so spicy. I mean, if you're listening.

To the audio, put those head goes in. You don't want to be caught when you know that scene happen.

Or maybe you do, and that's your thing and I'm not judging. Thank you so much for listening, and we will see you whatever we see you next.

Thank you

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