Counselor Dave Wiedis writes this about fallen pastors: “We’re left asking, how does this keep happening? Some might respond—’That could never be me.’ But a wiser response is more profound: Could this happen to me? What resides in the deep recesses of my own heart that might lead to self-sabotage? Why do so many who love God still find themselves trapped in sin, stuck in shame, and repeating patterns they long to break? Is true heart transformation truly possible?” Dave asks the question, "Why do we keep failing and falling?"

https://blog.newgrowthpress.com/why-do-we-keep-failing-and-falling/ 

https://www.amazon.com/Spiritually-Healthy-Leader-Finding-Self-Sabotage/dp/1645074994