What do you do when you almost don't check a message that changes your entire life?

This week on Happy With Tammi Mac, host Tammi Mac — heard on KJLH Radio and now bringing her signature warmth to the Inflection Network — welcomes comedian and entertainer Luenell for a conversation that is equal parts heartbreak, humor, and hard-won healing.

Luenell had been talking to her mother about oxtail recipes earlier that same day. Hours later, she'd be drinking in a car on the way to Stockton, trying to hold herself together after learning her mother was gone.

In this deeply personal episode, Luenell opens up about a mother-daughter relationship she describes as "bland" — not cold, not cruel, but missing the warmth she always craved. She talks about loving people more than they love you back, about doing all the right things on the outside while the inside goes untended. And she talks about that moment at the funeral when she couldn't stop laughing — and everyone thought she was crying.

This is what Happy With Tammi Mac was built for. Real stories. Real turning points. Real conversations about life after tragedy, about rebirth and renewal, about the long and winding happiness journey that nobody wants to admit is still in progress.

Segments covered this episode:
🌑 The Dark Journey — The day Luenell's world stopped
🌅 The Turning Point — Where grief started to shift
☀️ Finding Happy — Sunflowers, the Cleopatra experience, and staying in a happy mode

Because happiness has been a hard word to come by — but it will exist again.

🎙️ Happy With Tammi Mac is available every week on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, and the Inflection Network.
🔔 Subscribe, leave a review, and share this episode with someone who needs to hear it.

What do you do when you almost don't check a message that changes your entire life?
This week on Happy With Tammi Mac, host Tammi Mac &mdash; heard on KJLH Radio and now bringing her signature warmth to the Inflection Network &mdash; welcomes comedian and entertainer Luenell for a conversation that is equal parts heartbreak, humor, and hard-won healing.
Luenell had been talking to her mother about oxtail recipes earlier that same day. Hours later, she'd be drinking in a car on the way to Stockton, trying to hold herself together after learning her mother was gone.
In this deeply personal episode, Luenell opens up about a mother-daughter relationship she describes as "bland" &mdash; not cold, not cruel, but missing the warmth she always craved. She talks about loving people more than they love you back, about doing all the right things on the outside while the inside goes untended. And she talks about that moment at the funeral when she couldn't stop laughing &mdash; and everyone thought she was crying.
This is what Happy With Tammi Mac was built for. Real stories. Real turning points. Real conversations about life after tragedy, about rebirth and renewal, about the long and winding happiness journey that nobody wants to admit is still in progress.
Segments covered this episode:
<ul>
<li>🌑 The Dark Journey &mdash; The day Luenell's world stopped</li>
<li>🌅 The Turning Point &mdash; Where grief started to shift</li>
<li>☀️ Finding Happy &mdash; Sunflowers, the Cleopatra experience, and staying in a happy mode</li>
</ul>
Because happiness has been a hard word to come by &mdash; but it will exist again.
🎙️ Happy With Tammi Mac is available every week on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, and the Inflection Network. 🔔 Subscribe, leave a review, and share this episode with someone who needs to hear it.

Happy with Tammi Mac is a YouTube podcast that shares personal stories from devastating experiences to the transformative moment of HAPPINESS! Journey w/us to HAPPY 😃

Happy with Tammi Mac is a YouTube podcast that shares personal stories from devastating experiences to the transformative moment of HAPPINESS! Journey w/us to HAPPY 😃

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Luenell: Grief, Complicated Love & Finding Happy After Loss  

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