What do you do when you know God is with you… but you don’t feel it?

In this honest and hope-filled episode, Ash and Shay unpack the tension between head knowledge and heart belief—especially in seasons of grief, anxiety, and deep pain.

Anchored in John 8:12 — “I am the light of the world. Whoever follows me will never walk in darkness, but will have the light of life.” — this conversation is a powerful reminder that God’s light and truth don’t disappear just because our feelings do.

Through raw personal stories, they explore what it looks like to hold onto the truth of who God is—even when your heart feels distant. Because sometimes, faith looks like trusting His truth in your head… until His light reaches your heart again.

If you’re in a season where God feels far, this episode will remind you:
You are not walking in darkness. His light is still with you.