Nicola was a former gang wife whose baby toddler Moko was tragically tortured and beaten to death.

The story horrified the nation and sent Nicola into some pretty dark places. But she is a fighter, and has got herself back on her feet. Here she shares with me her highs, lows and hopes for the future.

And once again my Mum checks in on me. Am I the world's naughtiest 49yo son?