“In success, I sought to self-medicate. In failure, I sought to self-medicate.”

From the outside, Travis Blakeley had the kind of life many people would envy. He grew up in an affluent area of Dallas, attended a prestigious school, followed Jesus, worked in professional basketball as a coach, executive, and broadcaster, and built the picture-perfect life in the suburbs with his wife and children. But underneath the success was a growing alcohol addiction that had quietly attached itself to nearly every area of his life.

But as Travis explains in this episode, alcohol was never really the root issue.

What began with trauma and escapism eventually turned into doing things he said he'd never do, manipulation, secrecy, and desperation. He drank before basketball games. He got drunk while doing television broadcasts. He hid vodka in ponds behind his house. He walked miles on crutches to buy booze before 7 a.m. And eventually, after years of avoiding consequences and convincing himself he still had control, he found himself standing on a bridge overlooking a Texas highway contemplating how to end it all.

What makes this conversation especially powerful to me is that Travis once wanted to keep all of this hidden. In fact, when I first reached out to him years ago after hearing about his story, he ignored me completely. He ran, just like he had ran from so much else in his life. Fear and shame kept him from opening up. But over time, he’s come to understand the power of our stories—not just for his own healing, but because other people are introduced to freedom when we share where we've been and how far we've come.

Travis goes deep. He shares how repeated attempts at recovery never truly addressed the deeper issues underneath his addiction, and why everything changed when he found Men of Nehemiah, a Gospel-centered recovery ministry in South Dallas. There, over the course of nine months, through radical vulnerability, accountability, Christian community, and a renewed relationship with Jesus Christ, Travis began experiencing something he had never truly found before: freedom.

This conversation is raw, emotional, funny at times, deeply honest, and full of hope. It’s also one of the clearest examples I’ve seen of why sobriety alone is not enough. True recovery requires repentance and aiming for Jesus.

And perhaps most importantly, Travis’ story is a reminder that addiction does not discriminate. It can exist underneath success, influence, church involvement, and outward achievement. But so does grace.

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Order my new book, Confessions of a Christian Alcoholic

We explore:

— How childhood trauma and performance-based identity fueled Travis’ addiction
— Why success and professional achievement actually helped hide his alcoholism
— What it was like getting drunk while coaching basketball and appearing on live television
— The slow progression from social drinking to complete dependency
— How addiction impacts spouses, children, finances, and trust inside a family
— The danger of believing “at least I’m not that bad”
— Why repeated rehab experiences failed to produce lasting transformation
— What made Gospel-centered recovery fundamentally different for Travis
— How Travis now approaches the 12 steps through the lens of Scripture and the Gospel
— Why sobriety is not the ultimate goal—Jesus is

&ldquo;In success, I sought to self-medicate. In failure, I sought to self-medicate.&rdquo;
From the outside, Travis Blakeley had the kind of life many people would envy. He grew up in an affluent area of Dallas, attended a prestigious school, followed Jesus, worked in professional basketball as a coach, executive, and broadcaster, and built the picture-perfect life in the suburbs with his wife and children. But underneath the success was a growing alcohol addiction that had quietly attached itself to nearly every area of his life.
But as Travis explains in this episode, alcohol was never really the root issue.
What began with trauma and escapism eventually turned into doing things he said he'd never do, manipulation, secrecy, and desperation. He drank before basketball games. He got drunk while doing television broadcasts. He hid vodka in ponds behind his house. He walked miles on crutches to buy booze before 7 a.m. And eventually, after years of avoiding consequences and convincing himself he still had control, he found himself standing on a bridge overlooking a Texas highway contemplating how to end it all.
What makes this conversation especially powerful to me is that Travis once wanted to keep all of this hidden. In fact, when I first reached out to him years ago after hearing about his story, he ignored me completely. He ran, just like he had ran from so much else in his life. Fear and shame kept him from opening up. But over time, he&rsquo;s come to understand the power of our stories&mdash;not just for his own healing, but because other people are introduced to freedom when we share where we've been and how far we've come.
Travis goes deep. He shares how repeated attempts at recovery never truly addressed the deeper issues underneath his addiction, and why everything changed when he found <a href="https://www.menofnehemiah.org">Men of Nehemiah</a>, a Gospel-centered recovery ministry in South Dallas. There, over the course of nine months, through radical vulnerability, accountability, Christian community, and a renewed relationship with Jesus Christ, Travis began experiencing something he had never truly found before: freedom.
This conversation is raw, emotional, funny at times, deeply honest, and full of hope. It&rsquo;s also one of the clearest examples I&rsquo;ve seen of why sobriety alone is not enough. True recovery requires repentance and aiming for Jesus.
And perhaps most importantly, Travis&rsquo; story is a reminder that addiction does not discriminate. It can exist underneath success, influence, church involvement, and outward achievement. But so does grace.
Follow Travis on Instagram:&nbsp;<a href="https://www.instagram.com/chefblakeley/">@chefblakeley</a> Explore <a href="https://www.menofnehemiah.org">Men of Nehemiah</a> Get Gospel-centered addiction recovery resources and help: <a href="https://www.veritasrecovery.org">veritasrecovery.org</a> Follow me: <a href="https://www.instagram.com/jonseidl/">@jonseidl</a> Order my new book,&nbsp;<a href="https://amzn.to/4opuOt">Confessions of a Christian Alcoholic</a>
We explore:
&mdash; How childhood trauma and performance-based identity fueled Travis&rsquo; addiction &mdash; Why success and professional achievement actually helped hide his alcoholism &mdash; What it was like getting drunk while coaching basketball and appearing on live television &mdash; The slow progression from social drinking to complete dependency &mdash; How addiction impacts spouses, children, finances, and trust inside a family &mdash; The danger of believing &ldquo;at least I&rsquo;m not that bad&rdquo; &mdash; Why repeated rehab experiences failed to produce lasting transformation &mdash; What made Gospel-centered recovery fundamentally different for Travis &mdash; How Travis now approaches the 12 steps through the lens of Scripture and the Gospel &mdash; Why sobriety is not the ultimate goal&mdash;Jesus is

Jon Seidl is the bestselling Christian author who became an alcoholic, not the other way around. It's usually the other way around. Or is it? "Confessions of a Christian alcoholic" (based on the book by the same title) is all about real stories, radical vulnerability, and remarkable comebacks of people who have struggled with alcoholism and addictions of all sorts. The show features interviews with fellow addicts and alcoholics as well as professionals in the fields of trauma, faith, and addiction recovery. Because let's be honest, we're all addicted to something. "Confessions" is a place for the desperate, the downtrodden, the destitute, and especially, the drunk. But it's also a place of hope and healing. Jon found sobriety after decades of struggling, but more importantly than finding sobriety, he found Jesus. In every episode, he gets radically vulnerable as he explores what it looks like to be on this journey of messy sanctification. Visit christianalcoholic.com for more resources.

Jon Seidl is the bestselling Christian author who became an alcoholic, not the other way around. It's usually the other way around. Or is it? "Confessions of a Christian alcoholic" (based on the book by the same title) is all about real stories, radical vulnerability, and remarkable comebacks of people who have struggled with alcoholism and addictions of all sorts. The show features interviews with fellow addicts and alcoholics as well as professionals in the fields of trauma, faith, and addiction recovery. Because let's be honest, we're all addicted to something. "Confessions" is a place for the desperate, the downtrodden, the destitute, and especially, the drunk. But it's also a place of hope and healing. Jon found sobriety after decades of struggling, but more importantly than finding sobriety, he found Jesus. In every episode, he gets radically vulnerable as he explores what it looks like to be on this journey of messy sanctification. Visit <a href="http://christianalcoholic.com/" data-saferedirecturl="https://www.google.com/url?q=http://christianalcoholic.com&amp;source=gmail&amp;ust=1747239325727000&amp;usg=AOvVaw1G-752Q-1dyjq6GN5gt7xw">christianalcoholic.com</a> for more resources.

Jon Seidl is the bestselling Christian author who became an alcoholic, not the other way around. It's usually the other way around. Or is it? "Confessions of a Christian Alcoholic" is all about real stories, radical vulnerability, and remarkable comebacks of people who have struggled with alcoholism and addictions of all sorts.

Confessions of a Christian Alcoholic with Jon Seidl

From Pro Basketball Coach to Rock Bottom: Travis Blakeley's Story of Gospel-Centered Recovery and Restoration

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