Charles Reed was drunk in the delivery room when his daughter was born. Afterward, he told his wife he was going for a walk—but he went straight to a liquor store. Becoming a father hadn’t made him stop. So what finally did—and what would following Jesus require afterward?

For years, Charles could close a big deal at work while hiding how badly alcohol and drugs were running his life. He was wildly talented and successful, but he kept crossing lines he once swore he’d never cross. By the time his family could see the full picture, he was organizing his days around the next drink.

Then Charles describes something he hadn’t been looking for: an encounter with Jesus that he says removed his desire to drink in an instant.

That wasn't the end of his journey, but rather the start of it. After all, his wife had heard all the promises before. He had trust to rebuild, habits to confront, and a family that needed him to show up.

In this episode of Confessions of a Christian Alcoholic, Charles joins Jon Seidl to talk about the fear beneath his addiction, the limits of “I would never do that,” and the daily work of recovery even after a miraculous moment.

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We explore: 

— Why becoming a father didn’t make Charles stop drinking
— How fear shaped his relationship with alcohol long before he recognized addiction
— What professional success allowed him to hide
— How “I would never do that” became another line he crossed
— The encounter with Jesus Charles says removed his desire to drink
— Why a miraculous experience still left daily recovery work to do
— How ordinary acts of responsibility helped rebuild his wife’s trust
— What his story offers families who are still praying for change

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Charles Reed was drunk in the delivery room when his daughter was born. Afterward, he told his wife he was going for a walk&mdash;but he went straight to a liquor store. Becoming a father hadn&rsquo;t made him stop. So what finally did&mdash;and what would following Jesus require afterward?
For years, Charles could close a big deal at work while hiding how badly alcohol and drugs were running his life. He was wildly talented and successful, but he kept crossing lines he once swore he&rsquo;d never cross. By the time his family could see the full picture, he was organizing his days around the next drink.
Then Charles describes something he hadn&rsquo;t been looking for: an encounter with Jesus that he says removed his desire to drink in an instant.
That wasn't the end of his journey, but rather the start of it. After all, his wife had heard all the promises before. He had trust to rebuild, habits to confront, and a family that needed him to show up.
In this episode of Confessions of a Christian Alcoholic, Charles joins Jon Seidl to talk about the fear beneath his addiction, the limits of &ldquo;I would never do that,&rdquo; and the daily work of recovery even after a miraculous moment.
Follow Charles on Instagram: <a href="https://www.instagram.com/hendrieehill?stkn=MXFuNGJ2eThneHMzNg==">@hendrieehill</a> Learn more about America's Keswick&nbsp;<a href="https://addictionrecovery.org">here</a> Listen to the the episode with Arman and hear his story <a href="https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/confessions-of-a-christian-alcoholic-with-jon-seidl/id1813869195?i=1000777936549">here</a> Explore the&nbsp;<a href="https://community.veritasrecovery.org/veritas-recovery-community">FREE Veritas Recovery Community</a> to connect with people on a similar journey Get Gospel-centered addiction recovery resources and help at <a href="https://www.veritasrecovery.org">veritasrecovery.org</a> Follow Jon:&nbsp;<a href="https://www.instagram.com/jonseidl/">@jonseidl</a> Order Jon's book: <a href="https://amzn.to/4opuOt">Confessions of a Christian Alcoholic</a> Watch this episode ad-free at <a href="https://jonseidl.substack.com/t/podcast">The Vertias Daily</a> We explore:&nbsp;
&mdash; Why becoming a father didn&rsquo;t make Charles stop drinking &mdash; How fear shaped his relationship with alcohol long before he recognized addiction &mdash; What professional success allowed him to hide &mdash; How &ldquo;I would never do that&rdquo; became another line he crossed &mdash; The encounter with Jesus Charles says removed his desire to drink &mdash; Why a miraculous experience still left daily recovery work to do &mdash; How ordinary acts of responsibility helped rebuild his wife&rsquo;s trust &mdash; What his story offers families who are still praying for change
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Jon Seidl is the bestselling Christian author who became an alcoholic, not the other way around. It's usually the other way around. Or is it? "Confessions of a Christian alcoholic" (based on the book by the same title) is all about real stories, radical vulnerability, and remarkable comebacks of people who have struggled with alcoholism and addictions of all sorts. The show features interviews with fellow addicts and alcoholics as well as professionals in the fields of trauma, faith, and addiction recovery. Because let's be honest, we're all addicted to something. "Confessions" is a place for the desperate, the downtrodden, the destitute, and especially, the drunk. But it's also a place of hope and healing. Jon found sobriety after decades of struggling, but more importantly than finding sobriety, he found Jesus. In every episode, he gets radically vulnerable as he explores what it looks like to be on this journey of messy sanctification. Visit christianalcoholic.com for more resources.

Jon Seidl is the bestselling Christian author who became an alcoholic, not the other way around. It's usually the other way around. Or is it? "Confessions of a Christian alcoholic" (based on the book by the same title) is all about real stories, radical vulnerability, and remarkable comebacks of people who have struggled with alcoholism and addictions of all sorts. The show features interviews with fellow addicts and alcoholics as well as professionals in the fields of trauma, faith, and addiction recovery. Because let's be honest, we're all addicted to something. "Confessions" is a place for the desperate, the downtrodden, the destitute, and especially, the drunk. But it's also a place of hope and healing. Jon found sobriety after decades of struggling, but more importantly than finding sobriety, he found Jesus. In every episode, he gets radically vulnerable as he explores what it looks like to be on this journey of messy sanctification. Visit <a href="http://christianalcoholic.com/" data-saferedirecturl="https://www.google.com/url?q=http://christianalcoholic.com&amp;source=gmail&amp;ust=1747239325727000&amp;usg=AOvVaw1G-752Q-1dyjq6GN5gt7xw">christianalcoholic.com</a> for more resources.

Jon Seidl is the bestselling Christian author who became an alcoholic, not the other way around. It's usually the other way around. Or is it? "Confessions of a Christian Alcoholic" is all about real stories, radical vulnerability, and remarkable comebacks of people who have struggled with alcoholism and addictions of all sorts.

Confessions of a Christian Alcoholic with Jon Seidl

Drunk in the Delivery Room: Charles Reed on Crossing Lines We Said We Never Would, and His Miraculous Encounter with Jesus

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