Former Irish and Ulster rugby player, Ryan Caldwell, tells Brendan about his descent, from playing professional rugby into drug addiction and prison. Ryan’s autobiography ‘White Lines’ details this journey and how he rebuilt his life using shamanic wisdom, meditation and plant-based medicine.

"Sitting with Manchán while his soul left his body was life-changing"
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Anthony Scaramucci - "I simply got seduced by the power"
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“Nikita has empowered other survivors to get support”
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