BIG FACTS feat. FREDO BANG

Published Jun 15, 2022, 2:00 AM

Baton Rouge's own Fredo Bang speaks with BIG FACTS about depression, survivors remorse, his lifestyle and more.

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Big Man and DJ Scream bring you Bigodcast in the street. Visit the new website today www dot Big factspot dot com. A lot of first class sounds. You know who it is, DJ Scream, Big Bank, Baby j. This is Big Facts and today we have fred o'bang. Question what I'm saying, guests A Big Facts. What's up? My brother? Appreciate you finally being able to pull up. You know I wouldn't late. Was that you good? Your point? Your point? Your point? What you've been on work? I'm trying to stay consistent. Okay, I guess I guess the starting point for this conversation is, uh, you know the influence of what creational music? You know, your music delivers a lot of pain. And you know what I'm saying, it's like real life ship that you're going through. Why did you choose to go that route as opposed to maybe like a more party dancy route or some other type of sound. Uh, what I know, I don't really know how to do the little port of stuff like that, you know what I mean to students? Sometimes I try, but I just don't be sounding good to me. Yea I stake to whatout though? Yeah, but really, you know I just when I played the beat, I just I just write what come to me? You know what I'm saying, Yeah, is that you think that's a common theme or just mindset coming out of Batton Rules, Because a lot of people's music out of Batton Rugs kind of expresses their pain and what they're going through. I think it's a certain sound, even though your ship is different. But I'm saying you think it's I guess we've got a lot of depression people always. So at one point it used to be like when you like, oh five for and all that, it used to be you need to make a need to make a gangster song, You need to make a fight song or a club song or piopopping song, because you know he's called jigging cit Ni's more. You know what's in the art street is more elevated. No, mm hmm. Absolutely. And then Boots is your actual like cousin, cousin cousin, like blood relative. Yeah, Like, well, y'all was a kids, y'all Nah, not that okay. Now, when I was a little my mama stole me from my dad, and so I don't really know that I ain't really know this side of my Franma. He cheated on her. She cheated on Hill and then one night she can't hold late. He changed the locks on every so she had to act like I had it to a cousin birthday parter and straight something me out of town like money to uh the the Mississippi, Greensburg, Mississippi. Eventually the normal you're right there with you people. Well, no, she like my mama hold Richard. I guess that where I get it from. Yeah, so she and she used to let him see me or talk to me. So what he used to do when I was going to school, He'll walk all the way, like I'll walk just to see me in school because he had a car. So you ain't never blame. He used to come like every once a week. You know what I'm saying. He just pop up in class tripping bush. Uh. So I talked about a little bit about I think, I think correct me if I'm wrong. In one of your lyrious or some of your lyrious like you might kind of just put out there like just life done. You haven't been through some ship in life, and you might be a little depressed sometimes, and that type of ships to be the pressing lite. I don't. Man. Sometimes I'll be lonely. Then I'd be like that here, and then the next day I'll be I ain't I want to be at in life? Then next day would be like fucking what you're doing comparing yourself. If you an't when you want to be at, then I mean you could and yourself something. I'll just be wanting more and more out myself. But you you got more than you had got them. I got a problem, like I got a problem with being content. I think when I was in school I learned the world content right, like contends where you when you're happy, where you at. And so for some reason that we're stuck with me. You feel me like when I got my first car. While I'm getting the car and pull it off, I'm thinking about getting the new car, that next car. What I'm saying, I'm always I got my gold plaque. I'm ready for a platinum plaque. You feel me, I'm always it's a it's a it's a blessing and occurcy you knowing that with your mental though, Yeah, so this she keep making you stress, but to keep pushing me though. So that's why I say it's a blessing. The curage. You gotta know how to channel. You got to try to figure out how to channe. I don't say you know how because I go through something, but you gotta figure out how to try to motivation some days and depression some days. Or you think all the pressure because some of its sound like motivation to it's always stress, but sometimes it's depression sometimes. You know what I'm saying, I'd be happy to do my thing, but I would like as soon as I do what I said to do, I'm ready to do something else. You see what I'm saying. So let me let me ask you this, since we're talking about stress and depression and mental health and all of that. UM, a while back, you lost one of your very close friends, g Money, and when that happened to him, how did that affect your mental as well as how did that affect your music? While I was in jail, I happened happened down like probably a year in two months or something like that. At that point, I ain't give a fun about nothing. I don't like man, I don't care about call my home. I don't care about music because music was always playing for me and him, And I've never been that type of person like if I said a goal with this person, I'm never thinking about doing nothing myself. You feel me? So at that point, I don't really know how to make a song with um, you know what I'm saying. So did you have could like a case of survivor's remorse? You think, I don't know, I don't really know the definition of that. Did you feel gifted that it happened to him and instead of you've been there happening both of y'all? Definitely, because everybody who knew me like we were like Sunday night for me, he was the approachable person I don't know who. I wouldn't even speak to nobody like you know what I'm I was anti soldiers, motherfucker. But how it happened with him leaving outside the studio, I would never let him go out of the studio, right, So, Beau, we always be on each other trail. You know how you got that part um trying to dip off when you're going you grab me something too or something, you know what I'm saying. So i'd be I would have been on this trail basically like you love she basing, like you love him so much that you blame yourself, like I could have fixed it if And on top of that, he was he was still in the city because he wait on me I Puss to come home that week. Crazy what you're doing, what you're doing to move forward, to stay out of the bullshit like moving ford or like to stay out of all bullshit, like what you do? I just work and I try. I try not to get caught up in the social media know and idea. We see something that pistols off and striking nerv and you know, we're giving a response. But and I'll be having to check myself right now, I'm tripping. You feel me like it's really a trap. You know what I'm saying. Social media uhould be funny, won't pumping eyes? It's it's a whole another level you get off if you could, like if it kind of your career, you kind of got to promote your albums or promote what you had going on, would you completely stay off on social media at Yeah, it takes it, you know what I'm saying. I just I just feel like so many people got there on the p and these days it's just like you know what I'm saying, Just it's annoying, like people can lead your mind into whatever they wanted to into. You know what I'm saying about putting the bullshit up on your ship, and then you can act like I ain't standing the ship. It's just like people with charges right, people forgetting innocent to proving guilty. You fear me. I hold it heavy because you never know what somebody what situation really going on. So as soon as something pop pop off, they gave somebody to ham already on the comments already like you know what I'm saying, theyn't want to turn around. Everybody quiet? You feel me? Right? Yeah? Fact my business my only live on. Fact. You ever the day when you woke up and they were trying to cancel you mm hmmm, I would just really say cancer. Uh, I don't know, I don't know. I get hay there dates already be it made no difference. I didn't learned how to laugh at the stuff, you know, like people, I don't know sometimes a lot of times to just be people want your reaction, you know what I'm I had a bunch of like because when I when I was like when I first came home from jail and brether folks, I had the phone before I came from jail, so I used to you know what I'm saying. My pinder died, so we got real trollers on that. I ain't no control like this before you fear me. Oh you know what I'm saying. I'm talking to him like man, I'm just I'm ten years old. I just wanted response you one of my favorite apples, like how you feel It? So it's just it was just different from me, just trying to adapt to that. You fear me. What's the best in the worse thing to come with? This rat ship? The best thing I can pay my bills? You know what I'm saying. I could, I could, I could put my voice on, you know, use my voice and go make some quick money. You see what I'm saying. Uh, worse, um distress, Uh, not finding genuine relationships and stuff like that. You feel me for sure? You you stay in Miami now, Yeah, you like it you're feeling. But legally I'm still a Louisiana residence. Shout out to my peer you. Yeah, I don't want to pass. Yeah, yeah, what you like about? No, I actually want that because the production company I work outside of Death Jam is based out there. So they used to pick pick up my chicks and pull up if I have a problem. Yeah, I'm pull out so much. They got a new office. I'm trying to find out that you know, like you know, I had to learn the game so like a lot of times, you know, I had learned that flights come out my chick, this come out my check. You feel what I'm saying, you know, I see what good is. It's like this ain't my show even pull it up? Just growing up? Me? Got kids not yet? Yeah, I love kids on the perfect step dadda. You know they called they called me be okay baby mom will kill Yeah, yeah a little kid. You got a girl though? Nah? Any prospects Nah, living life, I'll be working so much like at like I'd be scared to put like even getting in a relationship because I know when I put first, I work. You know what I'm saying, So I know I'm not gonna get somebody at the time. Yeah, how you are? You are you like determine who you do music with? Like is it is it just based off of who jamming or can it be like like if it's somebody who ain't rapping what they live in and there's certain things that you're like, I'm not gonna do music with them because I go I go uh off of the song. If I have something that's opened I feel like needs a little I just think about who I can get in touch with that can compliment what I'm saying. But of course if I can get a big feature, you know, I try to go through my my opens and see if I can you know what I'm saying. But other than that, I go off the song because you know, you'll catch somebody Like two of my projects got two bounce rappers that you know still you know local, you know what I'm saying. And Rode for nine here upcoming orders. He just he just had that big song with baby, but I stapped song with him before he all we got you know what I'm saying, Got this reddor so? Who your who? Your dream feature? Like, damn, I want to get it, uh Drake Future the Adam Like, wow, that was a left, that was a curvebo the left. That's all I got all the time of music I got. What's the best advice you got from like another artist or rapper in the game that might have chopped it up with you in the studio on the phone or whatever. H Gates told me one time, you can't help it by it. You gotta hip yourself first. Yeah, um that listen starting to apply right now, right now. Yeah, it's just it's that time. Well, I feel like a lot of people, Um, they want to benefit off of your your working, your your blessings. You feel me and I'm a giving person, so it's hard for me. It's been hard for me to say no. You know what I'm saying. But at some point it's like when you get to going through your taxes and you gotta see what you saw that person already you know what I'm saying. How do you deal? How do you deal with the people that you have to tell no but they can't accept it. Now I'm still dealing with I'm still trying to. Like it's people out a little to death from from the mud that you know what I'm saying. Like it was to the point where I'm doing shows. You first out on my jail, I throw you someb outther show. You feel me whatever I'm wearing blurred bear. You're wearing blurred bear. You know what I'm saying. But I'm just I just I can't see myself completely taking care of somebody else. You feel what I'm saying, like I do stuff for you, but with a game playing that you fear me. Teach a man how to fish mentality, Teach a man how to fish. He can like it's to the point, like even when when they got wrap dreams like a like listening wrap calls. So if you music off, I'm not ill. I love my brother to death, but I told Hi, I say food. If the song ain't hitting, the song ain't hitting, fear me if it's bullshit, I'm not getting my hot straight up. No, he did a couple of songs. I put it through my channel phone. You donna get some views. I hook you up with the distro you're collecting off of you gotta now, you got all you gotta do, stay consistent. You can use my channel whenever. You know what I'm saying, They don't be won't work. Yeah, it's twenty five. How the video I got you the first poor five videos? But you know you should have some fun to Yeah, but it's just it's just be hard to explain to them that because it and yeah, and then like let's be honest, and you know everybody got music in the industry, we will everybody looked richer than what it is. But I ain't got it to what I could completely pay for you for someone to keep everyone, Yeah, everything on me. I can't keep doing that, man, very misch. It impossible. We're not getting big. So you think on the other side of that, if you're not able to do that time or that one time or whatever time, that if that person just kind of go roll on you, that's fake love anyway. Yeah, but they didn't come to twist thing. It is. How do you cut up, like, stop loving somebody you got you feel me, even if the lowest fake How do I stopped loving? Because you know they always say like once you once you start loving somebody, or once you have real love for a person, you can't ever just completely and totally unloved them, you know what I mean, Like, I guess I gotta switch. Just show me what it is if it comes in drastic to do something to threaten my life or something that's different. But as far as we just get into it and okay, damn you did some faith ship, you know what I'm saying? How do I just completely turn my back from you and never had like you feel me. I gets it to the point with me. If you show me that you'll do that to me, I'm gonna do it to you. But you showed me you'll turn your back. You show me you'll turn your back on me. I could just turn because I can't. You know what I'm saying. It ain't gonna do them but escalate to some bullshit if I already see it. If you ask me for something you know I've been doing the whole time, forgotten them, years and years and years, I'd be like, Bro, this ship ain't sane. This ain't street money. She's coming up like this, go on, i'me that. Yeah, you're acting like it's something else, and you in your feeling that means something else. But that means something else. Man, How you don't understand this ship? It's crazy and it ain't just that. It's family members, especially family especially might have had an ex told me like, you got a little deal of life. You know, I love her deal. She helped me down through a joke. So you know, any time I look as much I can, motherfucker told me, uh, I'm stealing bad and rode. If you really love me, whoo the woo oh fuck, No, gotta go get him. I gotta get him. You just said you love, Yeah, don't. I don't love, you know, to get you a spot to live in with another this you got a man, got a bad man? Yeah I did. We just said, so you're gonna put hunt and we're gonna need that. We're gonna New York people. So because we really care about the artists. Yere bro, Like, how do you deal with it all? You know what I'm saying, the trauma that you've had, losing people prison, you know, well, this checking, the you know the pressure of everybody on social media and then your media life, Like how do you got got bad to one one point when I tried medicine actually ain't do nothing. I don't know. I forgot a name was prescribed. I'll subscribe it some another people they were doing nothing. Um and then like I had started getting insomnia and ship like that. But I do not I go play basketball. That'd be like my little good away. Yeah, of to day trying to I was helping happy with myself too, because I never had weight before, you know, coming out with Joe's had a slumming of all that. I ain't never had that ship so I was just I was just completely unhappy with myself all the way around. If you have no self esteem? Have you ever going to talk to a therapist? Nah? Would you ever consider it? Not? Really? Because why I feel like it's it's hard to give me advice if you ain't really seen everything on the scene with my eyes and been through what I've been through and felt what I felt. All I could do is express it to a certain level. I can't really give you the real details. You know, the picture of what I've seen. You feel me and you fear me. That's like if a woman is to lose a child at birth or something. You can't explain that to me. I don't know nothing about that. You see what I'm saying. But the first that to went through that, could they know that feeling? You fear me? But other than that, I just I watched my little anime. You know what I'm saying. What's that adult Japanese cartoons? You like? It might be your grandma? But I worked, I record and work and just stay busy. Man. I know that's bad. It's a trauma response, but I don't work, man. Yeah, yeah, not. The truth is what the truth is? What it is. I just feel like it should be so much to do. Then the debathe and that depression and stuff like I'm of course is on me, but I'm working right now. I did with it later you think were trying to work through it making music better to the well, they ain't even know bullshit because when you push you out that ship, when that ship that she didn't you gonna do them but push you out some bullshit. You know what I'm saying. It could be hard, but then she ain't gonna be there but some bullshit though, because that was your needs going through like you said, you was just completely happen. How that music war then just straight far. I went back to jail. When I just got out of jail, just did this whole last project, blocked it out. It was flooring that was already flooring. What's next for you? Um Man? I got Deluxe coming. I'm changing my cover purple for mental health awareness, but I'm probably gonna make it in ma um I really did that because it got a girl who committed suicide and Louisiana a couple of weeks ago. You know what I'm saying, she is kind of you know, hit me in a little spot you feel me so uh the that more visuals, trying and push you out two more projects. It's just you know, trying to stay consistent. That top record, man, that's that's a record where you're still kind of giving your your life and your pain. But it ended up going hard in the club. So how that feel that? Just know you were just doing you put Homie on it and then it was unexpected? How did that Dirt feature come about? The Dirt features? Man? Man Dirt been talking about working. Um, he came to Miami, had the show, told me pull up, um, you know, like you got a studio shot, you got the studio, pulled up to the studio. Apter was he had a flight in like three hours. Uh he man, what you want me on play the sur records? I'm like this one right y'all. I was already looking for a feature and he got something to talk about, you know, because because I passed up a couple of features because I didn't want to take the esstance of the song and what it meant away. You know, I'm just throwing anybody I don't know. So you know, he had, you know, the situation going on like this right here. Yeah. So yeah, that's what it is. What you think you've got something on this the lust you think might be just as big as that or something that this kind of stick out everyone should be looking at. I don't know, because uh, it isn't something the records I don't put out. I think i'd be thinking about, this is gonna be the one like that. I'm trying not to give my holes up. I just yeah, I'll be having to retail. Like, just tell myself, man, just put that out and just keep working. You know what I'm saying. But what rapper you was influence by the most Kevin Gates, Like I said, Kevin Gates, he made it cool for everybody in Louisiana start trying to sing and harmonize on songs. For I didn't know abody was doing it, like I said, they were doing either dance song, pio popa song, or some games about it. Yeah, what's one of your favorite cities outside the amy when you like moving around? My bid I like to be a big time I didn't know how they say the tongue powerful, right, yeah, so maw thefore I went back to jail last year, right, I was in the mirror and I was like man, I'm tied, and then then I'm next week or two I'm in jail. So I sat of moving around, like what's some what's some ship that you like to do, or like some hobbies or activities that you have that you like to do to kind of have fun and like release your mind from all the stress of like the industry. I've been playing basketball the day I even joined the little league in my am. And two you can for real, I just like going out there making people think they're good. Okay, bad, I got that shoot your eyes out over there. Yeah, you think you're harder than some of the other rappers. Will be playing back, you know, they'll be having the rappers shoot it out. Probably not, probably not, but I'm gonna do. They're gonna come out there, and you think people gonna gonna you know what I'm saying, what, I'm gonna suck up by the time you try, I don't want to already. Yeah, and I'll get to talk my ship. Yeah, that's what it is. What's one what's one of fred o'bain's favorite movies all time? Movies? The Notebook? Nope, nope Book. Yeah, I'm a real movie person. To me up with that, Bro, I would have never That's probably the only movie that maybe a lot of I would not think fred o'bain favorite movie would be the probably only move that maybe chill explain that that was a deep story, that old time stories that he was giving them. They ain't up being them then they end up dying together. That's what I was real. It was a masterpiece that it was. Yeah, that ship was deep. Yeah, who was not like especially lad three or four years bro ain't being hard appreciation. They've been horrible. M Yeah. The plots have been like subpard to say you move, Nah, I ain't do wait, let make you saying that I can't stay serious. I can't. I can't get into no like even with rapping, I can't get into no character. Like you know, there's a lot of rappings. They got an actual character, but like they got a real person, realtive for being an artist, like like you know what I'm saying. They can really true. They do know they could do some stuff for attention, you know what I'm saying. But I'm like, I'm like even want music videos like I tell the direction. Man, don't have me doing the act. I can't. It ain't me just some things I can't do now, you know, as far as a movie, they come around with the right ticket. I try, That's what I was about to say. I tried, and it had to be something that come out from my character. How do you feel about quote unquote like studio rappers or studio games that have images to make songs and ship They haven't done that in real life. I don't know. I'm out the streets to just like that right there? Uh, the streets, real man. Everybody can't survive out there. Better stay in the studio. Yeah, you want to get in the rap game as possible, Just donna sell your soul. Just be you. A lot of the people, man, they do some ficient things for some money, do someficier things ron days, like just dealing with the industry and dealing with a whole complete way of life that you just be like this ship. Mm hmmm. Um All at the end of the day, I've been paying bills. I'll be happy with it. You know, I can't for fifty dollar shows. I gots how did you get there? I was young, you know what I'm saying. We used to be you know, we used to be wrapping that little team parties and stuff like money man, Me and you got our first four hundred dollar show. When I say, we sat in the car and like really just talked about it and was so happy we could do this ship. Yeah about four hundreds. So when I think about stuff like that, I'll be happy coming free shows for real. Yeah you know what I'm saying. Yeah, any money? So when you pick when you said yourself up, oh yeah, I'm afraid, oh bad, I could do this ship. Probably at the top came out o that, like, you know, I make money out of her. But as far as like just going there, like I had to see their placutic for to really believe it. So now I'm just trying to do it again. You know what you're gonna do it. I appreciated that. Yeah, what's what's what's coming up? The rest of you said the de luxe? What about tours? You any tours coming up? I'm trying to try to it. But but all the tours that came in the past either something to have it when they get canceled, Like I posted on to a bed twice. One was the pandemic and then the other time I went back to jail. Uh. Other than that, they'd be off what they'd be offering. Bro, I made that one show. You gotta take a little bit less on them to it. Yeah, yeah, but I'll be like, I'll be booked up to it. I do six seven shows. Was there you know about at the party though, I've been having them to the party from But still just the signs though, Bro, No, literally I understand though, And you sent me down and told me about it. I'm like, I'm gonna ahead try it, bro. But it's like, if I can make thirty grande one show, why would I take with a thousand people in there? Cool? All right, that's the thing. I'll be happy. I ain't. It'd be fine. People were getting different, Yeah, and you're spreading who you are and you spreading your music all right, right, So that's the thing. I still I'm still upcoming arts to me. This ain't problems, you know what I'm saying. But now I'm I'm trying to try the hip but I'm really uh, I really want I don't know if I want to go on my own or I want to go under somebody and get a feel for it. Stay stay, start under somebody to get that feel for But but I ain't going on anybody though, anybody. Yeah, I feel that how you feel? What's what's the state of just like the city of Baton Rouge, Like there's there some healing going on in Baton Rouge. You think is getting better? What's going on at home? Oh? You know? I honestly, I'll be trying to disconnect myself mentally from it because my name gets tied to stuff. I don't, you know what the hell going on? It's just be better. I just try to stay out of I am trying to put a nonprofit organization together about mental health. So I'm just trying to see how I'm I'm approaching it. And because if I'm do something like that, I want something that actually help people and not just talk. What do you think triggers mental health from the hood, Like when I need from the or PTSD or you know some ship like that, just hearing a gunshot just you know what I'm saying. Just it's all type of stuff though, car Rix, It's all type of stuff. Man. The biggest thing I always I feel like it's jail though people, Um, people don't know how traumatizing jail can be, especially solitary from Yeah, I actually almost went crazy. I was in I was in there just two weeks. I couldn't tell my dreams. Uh, yeah, I got I'm DNC. I want to deal. I'm actually it made right now. I'm just on the streets. I'm about five, gonna be my fifth year. Uh. I couldn't tell my dreams for my reality. I'll wake up and uh, I'm thinking. You know what I'm saying, without I dream about them, because I, like I said, I usually have a phone something to guarden. When came pass me my phone. We feel me that I left in the dome when I got hit. This is damn tripping. You feel like that's scared. I'll be doing this. Yeah, you know it's when you're in there, a's a war zone. You gotta be on your your p's and ques every single second. Like one time, one time come to jail. I think I slept with my shoes on for like four days, just because you gotta be on that type. You gotta be on that type of time. You know what I'm saying. You want like I feel back here. Eight people back here from the hood that I know don't like me and I the bus one of their partners up. If I know, I gotta get it, I gotta get on. But it's just it's crazy, bro, and I feel like some people be so some people do lose a my all the way. A lot of people thinking that's just mojo or which I said cay nine, they'd be thinking of that would sometimes just be from jail. Sunlight. You're supposed to go outside and nothing. You mean there's sunlight. I don't let I'm saying that solitary confinement used to the first YE didn't have half my jokes. I used to stay inside. I wouldn't even want to walk outside. I used to make me sad to go outside and see and see that fence and all that people walking. I don't want to see this ship. Yeah, you know what I'm saying. So did you realize how valuable your freedom was being left up? And then yeah, that's why I appreciate staying at home in my bid, my TV. You see this dot care about going club at night? Now it's I've been saying. You know what I'm saying, Especially with parole, you know, I'll be having to think twice about my actions. You know what I'm saying. Crazy fans, you know what I'm saying. Like motherfucker pissing me off for something. I got to think about how to re one false movement. I'm back in jail, you know what I'm saying. So damn when I get big, we're your biggest regret on your journey so far, biggest regret mm hm oh some in the industry, life, something personal life, something somebody might have piste off you wish you could men with or whatever. Uh. I had to be honest anybody I piste off. I feel like it was genuine an accident. And uh, and I know I'm in a wrong I know how to buy my head and apologize and if you don't take it, then you're just on some other ship. So I had that. I had a situation like that happened with a I had put a female or his name and song. Uh, and she married to somebody from Atlanta. You know what I'm saying. It was just weird ship. Uh. Other than that, I feel like being more knowledgeable about certain things contracts. I don't really have an aggress on my contract because I got I got a good contract, but just being more knowledgeable all around about stuff, because you know, it would be a little stuff like a certain l O D S or something that you have left out that you and your head with the head that she signed already or something, you know what I'm saying. Stuff like that. So you've been getting on top of your business and really understanding this ship. There's a lot to take in coming fresh home from jail and you don't know you know, streaming what you mean? When did you? You know what I'm saying. So just learning all that stuff that you came back to a whole new world, just little I think I told and stuff. What's a win for you at the end of the ship. I don't know because I don't know what I'm gonna be satisfied. So it's good, I mean right now, right yeah, But he's saying, what's gonna make you feel like that you're uh when you have your kids or whatever? Like this is what I'm most proud of about this ship. I had no idea. Actually, I'll be wanting so much more, if ever, I want more. I want more. Yeah, I want to do better, and you should want more. But you gotta be grateful, especially to ship. You telling us, bro, you gotta be grateful for everything You'll definitely do. I'd be reflecting on we reflecting on stuff all the time. That's my personal DJ right there. You know what I'm saying. He started off me paying them a hundred dollars for each, so you know what I'm saying. Now, you know what I'm saying. He feels good and I'll be happy like like my producer right um my joint. When when I came home from jail, he was cool. He was made his money off his own studio and stuff like that. And I used to beg him like, bro, come on with my Miami with me and lock all the way in. And one day he was like, no, I'm gonna take a chance. Is he getting in the car? We had two cars pulling up, put all that stuff in that one in the van. One of the regular car got in the van. The police are pulling up to hit the studio acting where he was at mm hmm. Literally they walked past him. You feel me? So it's like uh to for me to say I helped him get out of that situation and he's making more legal money. And you know what I'm saying, Like I had a when I impact people life like that, if you're happy about it, Yeah, how you deal with the female attention M the d M. The I got a problem with replying. I gotta stop that. Oh you do be replying. I don't be really going on my mood. I don't went through that fan in the fan phase and stuff about the Blue checks. Uh, that's what we're talking about. We get that the van's gonna covered with the Blue Chicks. You're applying to them too. Yeah, I've even playing, but I don't you know, I don't always bite. You know what I'm saying. I don't know. Yeah, I'll just be enjoying myself sometimes. Yeah, I'll be chilling though it's entertaining to you. Yeah, chilling. Yeah, what's something you would want to know? Like people to know about you that they may not know it fans, just people that's watching you for the first time in the conversation, like what some people want. I don't know. People be thinking I'm something like some asshole ofs some I'm a humble person. You were antisocial. That was a long time ago. That was tripping back there. I was, you know what I'm saying. I was. Now you've changed. I was. Yeah, I was on drinking, you know, the drinking, shouting my girlfriend and on the drink back then, like I was tripping. I was like my mind, yeah, yeah, yeah, what was that to try to heal that depression? That's why he was doing the different your selbstance was it was that easy to pain? Yeah. I mean as far as drugs, I feel like we get we get caught up in drugs because like we just be trying to feel that disconnect from the world sometimes, you know what I'm saying, I don't know, just falling a little, that feeling chasing it. But I never had been dependent on drugs. Like whenever I felt like I was just on it too long, detox get off three days. You know what I'm saying right back, you stopped cold Turkey. I want to jail, And I came home from jail right not deal lest something, but to be left alone. There's too much fake stuff out here. They still drinking that ship. Yeah. I had a couple of bad experiences and stuff I ain't know. Then I'm dubles mad. I try to elver. I came three hundred middle ground. I went straight to the hospital. Yeah, yeah, I had I had an edible experience here. It was it was not good. I had to get an I v the shape back. Yeah, man, I've seen all types of stuff edible. I took a three hundred mill of glad. I was on the perch. I was just on orange juice. Everybody looked like demons to me. And then I like black out and then I hear what's laughing deep, like hey my son or something like that. I explained it to you. I don't really it's crazy. Ship to nah. I was strinking the pers uh pers adderall drink. I ain't never liked me. That's just like people brothly stinker and ship like that. It ain't never been my vibe, you know. I was saying, plus not bad. I can breathe. They do that. I used to have a thing for female smoker. I couldn't stand a female, big turn off. But you did try the edible. It's like, yeah, right, okay, damn, I guess just because what edibles don't think? I mean, I was just trying to see how I wasn't. I just took too much. So now you want just all that ship right straight? Hold? Do you do certain like meditate, pray a lot or what did should do for you? I have like my own type of ship with the drink you did for your music and do different. I don't. I don't. I don't really know. I feel like I was on drink. I don't know. I don't feel like I would make my best music back. Man, I don't never for me. Yeah, just have me piste off so you don't miss none of that ship. Nah. Yeah. So you're happy and you're new space and where you're at now, and you're happy even though we know you have dealt with depression. This is another way in the chap. I'm chasing happiness. You chasing happiness. Okay, okay, but you're a happier definitely for sure. Wait wait wait wait wait, gonna happy? Oh most stressed out, but I'd rather be stressing and broke. Good's bringing on the additional stressing work that's music and that's just stressed for hel Yeah you know what I'm saying. Like, I like all the paper you are cleanses you gotta get when it comes to just dropping one song, like you should be so many orders to be happy when they find the Driping project. You got a team to do that though, right, I'm hands on, So I'll be like I hate when people ain't know my time, all my time that's why I fire manager. I come across you know what I'm saying, you need your hat. They'd be jumping niggers there through lukes for them, clearance on them beats and then the feature. Then you be some d that is had ache. Yeah, ship different here? Do you do? You? Do you? Does that make you when like somebody, uh, somebody gets a feature from you? Does that make you kind of be more stiff on them? Or you try to make it simple so you're like, I did this ship are now my carment is gonna come back and when it's time for me to get my clearances from whoever, then I'll have a smooth process. I'm be cleaning stuff. The problem is I got the production company and the labor so they got to clear to feel me, and that's what it because they be later response the dude to get the text of me. As soon as you say anything crazy to me, I'll be like you feel me, don't you know what I'm I'm talking to you with respect and I'm gonna let you know what's going on. I'm on a few ordiers who gonna pick the phone up for you feel me? And I ain't hard to get in touch like you call, you're paying me. I'm hopping on the rocket. You feel me. So it's just it's just a it's just a lot, has a lot. It's a lot to that ship. But you are enjoying it. Yeah, yeah, sure, you always be better. It could always be. So you had trade the ship of your old life. Huh retrade the ship of your old life when I trade this for my old regal ship. No, that's why I said, all the ship back for them, my partners. I give it a phone conners. M that's real. That's shot a fradom baby. Man, what's the what's the what's the words you want to say to the big fact supporters and everybody? Then you know what I'm saying. There's some games, some gaming, some motivations for them coming rappers and the people who might have been where you at was some years ago. Be yourself, be yourself trying to be somebody else. You're gonna find you're gonna find yourself in the place that you don't want to be in. And what if somebody loses to theirselves trying to be somebody else, how you feel like they can bring it back back to themselves at that possible Hopefully you learn before you bump your head, or you're gonna have to just take in what you get after you pump your head. You know what I'm saying. Like I was telling people, especially with men, I feel like we don't learn until we bump our head. It took me going to jail and stuff to give my ship together. You know what I'm saying. It really grow up a lot of people say, mate, like that trip to jailman to say that, like, yeah, I probably same. Sure, that's what it is. Big salute to you. Appreciate you pulling up the big facts when the de luxe about when the lux you're just still cooking it up. It's coming paperwork, paperworking, clear, I got even probably popping up right now. Look ye all right, oh well now we can't wait to hear. 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